A/N: This is a very dark fic. It's a little twisted and maybe a little confusing but, it should be good. I presume that you are a Gaz fan if you're reading this. I just had an idea. I've been working hard on it so please no flames. Flames burn! Ouch! But, yeah, it's an Invader Zim fic, so, enjoy! Oh, and I will update my other story soon, Ok?

I Am Dead

Chapter one:

Where am I?

I can't feel anything.

I'm completely numb. Nothing. I can't feel anything.

What happened?

I can't seem to remember.

All I can see are figures.

Dark figures buried oh so deep into my mind.

Those horrifying screams.

And those . . . those, people. All of those people. I can still hear there desperate dries for help.

I guess even when you're dead, you still hallucinate and dream.

I thought once you were gone, it was over. No more pain or hunger. No more frustration or rage.

Or feelings of loss and grief. Not having to feel sadness over the loss of a foe.

What went wrong?

God, why didn't we listen to you Dib?

Why!?

This would have never happened in the first place!

Ohhhh.

It's so dark where I am.

The puzzle is falling apart.

Bits and pieces braking off at a time; taking the life I once had in me.

Gone.

That's what it has always been.

Always blank and disturbingly silent; Hiding away from the world.

Jesus Christ! I can't believe how blind I was.

Maybe if I would have opened my stinking eyes once in a while, I would have known more; I would have cared more.

Once we had all finally realized it, it was too late.

All that had once been, no more.

All that had once lived, no more.

All that had once made us happy, sigh; no more.

The one who brought me down, laughing as he did; Zim. I hate Him with a passion.

I hate him with every molecule of my being.

I hope he dies an excruciatingly painful death.

I want to hear his pitiful cry of despair as I blast his god damn head off!

This place can't hold me forever.

YOU HEAR ME? YOU CAN'T KEEP ME HERE FOREVER!

I want him to feel what I felt as he killed my family right in front of my eyes; making me watch him do it!

Curse you Zim!

I 'sniff' hate you!

You hear me! Hate! You!

I want you dead!

I want you gone!

I want . . . revenge.

A/N: man that was a short chapter! Can you tell what happened yet? All that I will say is that Gaz is dead and remains of her voice are speaking to you. If you are still confused, oh well; I'm not explaining it to you. I will update my other story soon. This is going to get a little more interesting in the next chapter. Just R&R!