Rating: Ano...I don't think that high but then again. K+
Pairing: you should read it if you want to know
Smmary: Fuji is depressed that his feeling won't be returned. Songfic.
Breathe no More
Fuji is sitting in his room and looks out of the window. His tears are falling on his knees. He can't stop them. They are just comming like an unstoppeble force. He wanted to tell him, he wanted to ask him...he wanted it for so long.
I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
But now he was broken...he couldn't ask him...Nothing would change. His life would remain the same. If only...
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch him,
If only I did something, maybe I wouldn't feel like this. But no, it isn't possible...I can't let him hurt me.
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Fuji takes a deep breath and whipes away his tears. I can't be helped, I have to smile. I'll put on my mask for you.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Fuji wanders through the streets, smiling. But everything reminds him of him. It looks like every little piece of the world has something from his soul.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I can't wish for more, can I. Why can't I just forget? Just get on with it.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
But you already said it...'You never take me serious Fuji-sempei'...How would you be able to love me. I can't ask this from you...because I would hurt you.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no...
Fuji stands on the bridge..."I'm sorry"..."I can't make you love me"..."so you should forget me, I'm not worth to be remembered." "So please, I'm sorry." Fuji lets go and let himself fall.
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.
"No." someone grabs Fuji's wrist. "Fuji-sempei no baka." says the boy with the golden eyes. "I love you...baka." The eyes of the boy are filled with tears.
"I love you to." says Fuji with his eyes open and crying.
The End
Notes: I know this story is rather confusing...I know...but I just didn't wanted a sad ending again. It is a songfic...from evanescence...The song is called "Breathe no more". It is a typical Fuji song or so I thought. I had to work again and this rolled out of my head...sort of speak. Oh yes before I forget...there is one thing I have changed for this fic in the song...In the song it says her...but here I made it him. Please read and review...