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Well I know I bored you all with all my blah blah blah so now without further ado the second part of this fic
Oh bold italics are the lyrics of the song…I love Backstreet Boys
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Two naked covered with sweat body tangoed on the bed in the mansion of Orb Representative. Shinn's eyes never left the beauty who was dancing on him; her amber eyes were held by his, her face showing every emotion that his body sent to hers mostly, pure pleasure
Only the sweet melody of her moans could be heard in the vast room, both bodies nearing the completion they both sought. These few moments were the most yearned by the ruby eyed Coordinator
Her pace quickened placing her small soft hands on his wide chest, never breaking the eye contact. He smiled when she contracted around him
"Shinn" she hissed when she reached her peak and he released into her
He knew that in these moments she belonged completely to him, her mind, body and spirit were one with his that is why he loved these moments the most. He pulled her down gently adjusting themselves. He wrapped his arms around her, his chest to her back.
Their breaths began to even, he kissed the back of her ear and whispered "I love you Cagalli" while he squeezed her. Shinn always told her that after every time he made love to her, Cagalli never told him she loved him she would only squeeze him, kiss him or hug him. And this time was no different she just tangled her fingers with his and squeezed
Her heart belonged to another although he left her broken; she still loves him no matter how much she tried to forget about him, she couldn't. The one she loves didn't stay by her side and the one who did stay was the least person she expected him to be.
Being in Shinn's arms always made her feel protected, safe and most importantly loved. She liked the feeling of his body around her, keeping her warm. The feeling of his breath gave her skin a tingling sensation, his fingers which were mingled with hers, played on her stomach. She liked everything he did to her, sleep was taking over her slowly, eyelids getting heavier by the second she yawned and mumbled a good night before she drifted to sleep.
Shinn sighed and rubbed his nose in her sweet scented blonde hair how did I fall in love with you? He asked himself the same question he asked everyday. Ironic how much he hated the sight of her and anything that connected to her or her brother but he was in over his head this time. He fell for her and he fell hard, she's an amazing strong woman who managed her country very well for someone her age, actually for someone at any age.
When he saw how much she cared about Orb and her people, about every little detail he admired her and slowly that admiration turned into a more complicated feeling, Love.
He has served her and will serve her still as her personal body guard, until the last breath leaves his body he will never leave her that is a promise he made to himself the day she gave herself to him. He was surprised when he realized that he was the first to ever taste the pleasure of her body and so far the only one. He's afraid that one day the damned blue haired Coordinator might come back and take her away from him.
Few days passed since Asuran Zala decided to get down to Earth and finally he did. He was walking out of the Athha mansion; he didn't have any trouble getting in there since they knew him well, as Alex Dino to most of them. When he saw Mana he asked her where Cagalli was and she told him
"Cagalli-sama is in her penthouse, she will be staying there for a couple of days"
The blue haired Coordinator drove to the penthouse, he parked the car, walked to the door with determinant steps yet anyone could feel how nervous and scared he was of being rejected but this Zala wasn't going to go down without a fight. He rang the door bell.
"Coming" she yelled. His heart throbbed very fast against his chest when he heard the voice of the one he adored
"You're early you know that Kira…" she said when she opened the door but wasn't looking at him because she was adjusting her sandals
Everybody knows that I was such a fool
To ever let go of you, but baby I was wrong
"Cagalli…" he said her name softly
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
The said Natural stiffened hearing the familiar voice and she straightened herself immediately, her eyes showed the shock of seeing him there at her door step
He smiled warmly and opened his mouth to say something but she slammed the door in his face.
I know I broke your heart
I didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here I am
"Cagalli" he shouted and knocked the door. Her back was to the door and she fought back the tears that were at the edge of her eyes. What is he doing here!
"Cagalli…open the door" he started knocking harder.
"What do you want Asuran?" she yelled
"Please open the door Cagalli" he pleaded her desperately but only silence was his reply. He banged her door with his clenched hands
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawling back to you
"I'm sorry Cagalli! Please open the door, Cagalli!" he yelled, his vision was starting to become blurry due to the tears that were forming in his emerald eyes.
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you
"I know I was a jerk for doing that to you but please Cagalli at least open the door and let us talk" he kept banging the door, words were hard to say as he felt a lump forming in his throat. She didn't answer him
I know you're in there
And you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I can do
Just to tell you face-to-face
His eyes failed him and tears trickled down to the hard floor he stood on, sobbing his knees failed him. He fell and kept banging with all his strength
"I was an idiot to leave you Cagalli I love you I never stopped loving not even for one second…Cagalli baby please forgive me" he was sobbing and crying hard. He didn't care how pathetic he looked, how shameful for such one as himself a member of the high council of PLANT on his knees crying like a little boy.
I was lying to myself
Now I'm dying in this hell
"What do you expect Asuran ha! That I would throw myself in your arms the moment I lay my eyes on you" was her outburst after her long silence.
"I'm so sorry…I'm so fucking sorry…" he barely got the words out, his hands were starting to hurt a little from all the door abuse "Let me talk to you" he cried
Girl I know you're mad
I can't blame you for being mad
But baby here I am
The door flung open, he almost hit the floor if he didn't put his palms just in time. Cagalli opened the door o yell at him, to tell him to go away, he hurt her enough times already but when she saw how much of a wreck he was she faltered, she still loves him. At that moment she wanted to hold him close, she still loves him. She held back not wanting to feel that overwhelming pain again
"Didn't you say that it was time that we grew up and moved on ha Asuran!" she cried and turned her back to him, she kept sniffing as she clenched her fists.
"I'll do anything to show how much I regret that day; I would take it all back. Please give another chance Cagalli!" he crawled to her then stood when he reached her feet, tears were raining from both their eyes.
Asuran held her hand gently and walked around her, tilting her chin with his other shaking hand. The moment he got a better look at her eyes, he knew she still loves him the same way she did.
If you can save these tears from crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
"Please Cagalli save me, I'm dying without you near me…" he wiped her tears gently with his thumb. Old feelings rushed through her body, reminding her how much she loved being caressed by him. Cagalli was in a battle of heart and mind, her heart kept screaming and yelling at her to take that Coordinator back but her mind kept telling her that she would get hurt again if she does.
"Don't do this Asuran; stop telling me lies if you really love me you wouldn't have left me…You wouldn't…" Asuran silenced her with a kiss, pouring all his emotion in that one kiss. She didn't have the time to kiss him back he pulled away rather quickly
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man
"I am not the confused boy anymore" he told her promisingly "I am still the Asuran you loved but not confused anymore, I love you with all my heart and soul. Please believe me when I say I will never hurt you ever again and I will always be with. Will you take this unworthy man back into your hea…" this time it was him who was silenced by a fierce full of longing and wanting.
He pulled her close; wrapping his arms around her possessively and her hands around his neck. The blue haired Coordinator smiled into the kiss
"Don't you dare do that again" she threatened him
"I'd rather die than to be apart from you" he kissed her nose
The blonde Natural let out a heavy sigh of relief "I love you my knight in red"
"I love you too my princess" he said smiling. They hugged
"Ara Shinn-san what are you doing out here?" they heard the voice of Lacus
Shinn thought Cagalli, he must've seen them.
"I have to talk to Shinn" Cagalli whispered to Asuran who was mildly confused
"Asuran!" Lacus said in surprise, they haven't seen him since the end of the war
"Lacus, how have you been?" he asked and they hugged as Cagalli went outside to see Shinn
"Hey there sis" greeted her Kira and he heard Lacus talking with someone who's voice was really similar to Asuran's
Cagalli sensed her twin "Yes it's him, Asuran's back" she smiled at her brother
"Finally about time he showed up. I'll go say hi" he grinned "Shinn's getting things from my car"
The brown haired Coordinator answered his sister's unspoken question; she glared at him "Why do you always let him do your work?" and stomped her way to the raven haired Coordinator.
"You don't have to listen to him" she said placing a hand on his. Shinn was trying to take out some bags
"It's ok I offered help" he said not looking at her
"Shinn" he tilted his head to look at her "I'm sorry…"
"Don't say that. Don't be sorry Cagalli; you deserve to be with the one you love…"
"Shinn…" she whispered. He was so sweet to her
"I just have one question…" He said while his hand tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear
"I'll answer anything…" she smiled
"Do you regret it? Do you regret being with me?" he held in a breath without realizing
"Not for a one second Shinn" she answered earnestly
"That's all I needed to hear" he smiled releasing the breath and kissed her forehead. She squeezed him tightly
"Do you mind if I kiss you one last time?" he gazed into her amber eyes to look for the answer and when he got it, he leaned for his last kiss with his beloved
It was the most beautiful kiss they ever shared; to him her kisses were always beautiful and sweet. To have been blessed with such bliss of being with, even if it was for a short time he considered himself lucky.
They carried her annoying brother's stuff back to the house. Shinn greeted and Asuran and a little more
"Glad to have you back" he said to him, then whispered "Harm her in any way and you'll have me to face" he smiled sweetly
The emerald eyed Coordinator was surprised at his threat but then understood it well "I will never. Thank you for taking care of her" he whispered back…
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