Title: Lest He Becomes Part
Hint: Okay, this story might have some song fic's for some chapters and this chapter will be Brennan's POV. okay told you now I can go.
Chapter 2: Incomplete
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant
faces with no place left to go
Two days, it has been two days since her death and I haven't felt the same since. Emma has brought up the courage to walk around without Jesse by her side to hold her up, but I wouldn't blame her, Shal was her best friend me, I was like a brother to her and Jesse he is her boyfriend. Adam has been at Nick's house trying to provide comfort for the man.
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
Me, I've spent the last two days in my room only leaving for food and water. I have been looking at pictures of her ever since I woke up at 6 in the morning, and even then I keep having nightmares of letting go of her and letting her fall to her endless doom. Ooh I need to stop thinking like that, there's got to be a way that Shal can't be dead.
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but
my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But
without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
And Lexa don't get me started on her, she walks in here like she owns the place. According to Adam she was apart of Mutant X before Shalimar was. To tell you the truth, I don't trust her, but then again I don't trust anyone who I don't know and haven't seen or worked with before in my life.
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
I hear a knock at
the door its just Emma wondering if I'm okay, of course I'm not
okay how can I be okay. I just lost someone I care deeply about, and
not just in the sisterly way either.
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
"Hey" she says
"Hey" I reply
"How you doing" she asks sympathetically
"Best I can, why you ask" I answer and give a question I know the answer to.
"Because I know how much she meant to you, and vise versa" she reply's, yup I knew the answer.
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm
awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be
unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
"I just wanna know if I had a chance with her and if she felt the same way about me" I say, I couldn't help it, it slipped out.
"Oh my god" she says, uh oh I really slipped up somehow, now she's angry.
I
don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't
wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
"I can't believe it, are you that dense" she bursts
And by this point everybody comes running, well all except Lexa, thank god.
"You don't know what she felt for you" her hands go up in thee air, "From what I could tell or feel (pointing to her head) she had deep feelings for you, but every girl you brought home shot her down" Emma takes a breath obviously not done with her outburst.
"I knew from the moment she met you that she was attracted, but first it was Lorna, then Miranda, then Becky and I don't even know who else. But I can tell you one thing when we came running to get you outta there and you were kissing Miranda, you could see the pain that it brought in her face. Jesse saw it, Adam saw it and I saw it and you know what I'm getting sick and tired of hearing the question that did I have a chance, because we all know you did, you were just too stupid to take it" Emma yelled.
You could tell she was finished.
I've tried to go on like I never knew
you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this
heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is
incomplete
"Lexa wants a meeting in 5, and she wants you there" Emma huffed, allowing Jesse to guide her out of the room.
Incomplete
REVIEWS---
imjuzakid: Longer it is and don't blame me I made that chapter in an hour. Transitions? (scratches head) not to sure what you mean by that.
Mxgurl: glad you like, you go girl Shal and Bren 4ever that what I say of course Lexa will be in here it wouldn't be the start of the third season type of story if she wasn't
Iorekbyrn: glad you like, very unique name by the way I know I just hated how it started
ShalBrenfan: oh your getting more don't worry, if I can find the time to write between provincials and skool oh and thanks for complementing me on my writing
Melodie568: ya another person who wants me to continue yes
A/N: sorry for the long wait but I have school and provincials to study for and don't forget I have story's and ideas coming out my ears next chapter I will put Lexa in there and I will also get Shal in there too. Review, Review, Review, DON'T LIKE IT, DON'T REVIEW!
