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Ch.3 My Emotions are Gone

Shirako gasped at the sight that would always be in his nightmares from then on. He slowly walked, as if in a trance, and crumpled to the floor, in front of her body and held the girl close to him. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "No emotion… no emotion…"

But there was emotion.

And she felt it, but only because she was able to… as all of the other world were. She begged Kami to let her touch him… for one last time… to comfort him… but…

NO. It just wasn't allowed.

The Japanese racers slowly carried her body to the bed, and took the Whisper of Death out of her hand and wiped it clean. No need for whoever did this to get hold of the most prized samurai sword in the world.

He picked up his cell phone and called Namie Hiwatari, his former best friend. When she picked up, he talked slowly, in a soft voice, "Moshi-Moshi Hiwatari-chan, it's me, Takamoto-kun, I need you at the dojo now."

"Takamoto-kun!" She exclaimed. "It's been long!"

"Yes, too long. Please, come to the dojo…"

"The dojo? But you aren't…"

"I know… I can't enter it as long as father was alive. He's died Hiwatari-chan, please, just come… I need your help"

"Yes… Takamotot-kun…"

"Hai?"

"I know he wasn't the greatest Outo but…"

"Hiwatari-chan…"

"He loved you… he did"

"Ie Hiwatari-chan, he didn't"

"-Kun…"

"Hiwatari-chan, please…"

"I'm coming"

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

"Takamoto-kun! Long time!" Namie embraced him. He returned the hug stiffly. It was too unbelievable. He needed her. It was strange that he could think straight after what had happened. "Takamoto-kun what's wrong?"

He silently led her to the bedroom. She gasped. Instant tears trailed down her face. She glanced at Shirako. It was so obvious, but she had to know

"Is she…"

"Hai, she is… gone" At his own words, Shirako gasped, and then ran out, realizing only then what had truly happened.

He grabbed the katana and ran into the Sakura Garden that The Quiet One must've taken care of very well. He crumbled against the wall, bewildered at the… feeling in his heart… what was going on? Why did it hurt so much? It felt like his heart was about to tear apart. He pulled himself into a ball and tried to force the pain out, but it was no use. After a few hours, he heard footsteps coming closer and closer.

He looked up to see Namie walking towards him. "Gomen Sai Takamoto-kun… I wanted to see if you were okay. "Hai, I'm fine."

"…"

"No I am not."

She sat beside him and wrapped his arms around him… "Tell me"

He automatically relaxed under her warmth. He let her straight long black hair fall over him and let her comfort him. Until he felt water droplets on his forehead, he pulled away from her.

He would let her comfort him, but not shed tears for him, ever.

"Don't cry"

"Tell me" She pulled him close to her again. He pulled back. "I…" He looked away. " I… what's this feeling in my heart? Like it'll tear apart or something?" He demanded. "I want to know, why this has occurred."

Namie instantly understood. God… he hasn't felt emotions for so long… he can't even recognise spiritual pain. He's so hollow… that when pain hit… he didn't know what it was… Oh Hitoshi… what have you done?

She pulled away and kissed his cheek. "Emotion"

"Nani?"

"What you felt…"

"I felt… emotion…" He said out loud. The word sounded so foreign rolling from his tongue.

"Hai… you felt pain, Takamoto-kun…"

"Emotion is possible in you… it is… because your sister set it free… she let your feelings free…"

Shirako pulled away from her. "Ie."

"-Kun?"

"Ie. My emotions are gone. And gone they will stay."

"Takamoto-kun…" She stood up and touched his elbow. He shook her off. "Don't touch me."

"There is one thing I seek, and I will have it."

"-Kun?"

"I will have revenge," He said, holding up a piece of paper that had been inside the Katana, the sword.

I'm back.

-Sanosuke

End Chapter 3

So how was it? It shows that Shirako refuses to feel… kind of OC, but that's what I'm trying to say here! About Shirako's TRUE self. R&R! Even Flames! Just review.

Sayonara.

P.S- Japanese Glossary

Moshi-Moshi- Hello (But only used in a phone)

Hai- Yes

Outo- Father

Ie- No

Katana- Samurai Sword

Sakura- Cherry Blossoms

Kami- God

Gomen Sai- Sorry

Nani- What

Explaining Honorifics and Jap. Language.

Japanese folks use honorifics in common speech, they are put either before or after the name. Here is an explanation of some of them.

-San: -San is used very commonly in Japan; it has the same meaning as Mr. Mrs. Or Miss. And is used when addressing acquaintances, co-workers and people who are not known well by the speaker. For example, Shirako would probably call Namie's parents as Hiwatari-san.

-Chan: This is used as a pet name, for girls by friends and loved ones. For example, Shirako calls Namie Hiwatari-chan.

-Kun: This is also a pet name, but for boys by friends and loved ones. For example, Namie calls Shirako Takamoto-kun.

-Sensei: A Sensei is a teacher, you could say either, for example Kakashi-sensei, or just Sensei for short, you call this to a teacher.

-Hempai: This honorific is used commonly at workplaces. A lower-level employee to a higher-level employee uses it, or by a younger student to an older student.

-Blank: This is either a form of closeness or a really big insult. If two friends have known each other for years, they are allowed to call each other their names, but only with permission. If the permission was not given, then it is an insult to call you only by your name.

-Sama: This is used when addressing a boss or someone who is much greater than you.

Takamoto-kun and Hiwatari-kun: In Japan, if not given permission, people always call everyone except for family by last name.