AN1: Lyrics are from the song Kill by Jimmy Eat World and that is were I got the title for this chapter. I am going to start doing this more often. I'm going to take one song use it as the title of the chapter and use its lyrics in the story

AN2:Okay I completly forgot that we had Hell week (thats what we players like to call team camp) and then an extensive basketball camp so it has been so crazy and busy and with work so I have barly had time to read but when I finally did I knew exactly what I had to do. UPDATE. So here goes nothing. I realized that my last chapter was a little short and they have been getting shorter so I'm going to do my best to keep them long and full of all sorts of juice drama.

Disclaimer: Sadly I do not own the characters of ONE TREE HILL although owning Chad and James would be great. I also do not own the Jimmy Eat Worl Lyrics that I used in this chapter so enjoy.

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Well your just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I want to go to you

Lucas was crossing the quad with a lot on his mind. Just mindless walking to class not paying much attention to everything going on around him. Mostly he was still in shock of everything that he had found out over the weekend and it was just settling in. Lucas wasn't sure on how he was supposed to take any of this or why it was happening. The one person he could stand to be in the same room with was the one girl he could stand to live without and it was killing him inside. Finally shacking his thoughts he looked around taking in his surroundings and then all thoughts came rushing back when he saw that very girl walking along not far in the distances. She was smiling and laughing like life could get no better. Did she even think about that night or him for that matter? Lucas couldn't take it any longer and sat down on a bench and put is head in his hands.

-Flashback-

"She will be right down Luke."

A very excited eleven year old Lucas stood at the bottom of the stairs in the Davis house. Her parents and his own were having coffee in the living room and talking about just how cute it was that the two were going to go out on there first official date. They were going to Tim's 11th birthday party and he had asked Brooke to be his date. He wasn't sure when it had happened but the sweet girl next door slowly and surely turned into the girl of his dreams and Brooke was everything Lucas wanted.

Hearing noise at the top of the stair Luke looked up to see a smiling Brooke looking down at him. At the age of 11 Brooke had shoulder length hazelnut hair, twinkling hazel eyes, and a smile that could just melt you heart. Lucas adored the girl that stood at the top of the stairs and he knew he would never let her go not for anything.

"A...a.a..a...a wow.. Brooke you look... a... a.. amazing." Lucas felt his plans get a bit sweaty and he was having a hard time to find the words right now. He was actually going to get to go on a date with Brooke Davis. Well whatever a date could be to and eleven year old.

He saw Brooke blush and it made him smile. "Thanks Lucas." She desended down the stairs to him.

When she met him at the bottom they both stood smiling foolishly at each other when there parents came in.

"Oh you two are so adorable," Brooke's mother gushed as she pushed a strained of Brooke's brown hair behind her ear.

"Picture perfect if you ask me," Dan said smiling at the two.

"Okay well dad could you just take us to the party already," Brooke asked her father sheepishly.

Lucas smiled at her.

"Oh wait I want a picture first," Karen said as she pulled out her camera and took a picture of the two.

When they finally got out of the house they were slightly relieved. they joined Nathan who was waiting in the car to go to the party.

"Gosh what took you guys so long."

"Hey don't look at me. It was this one." Lucas pointed to Brooke who was climbing into the back seat to sit next to Lucas. He shook his head at Nathan who just rolled his eyes.

"Hey this kind of perfection take some time." Brooke quickly jumped in to defend herself. "Plus what is with all the product in your hair Natey Boy, you and Tim thinking of joining the Backstreet Boys or something."

"Shut up Brooke," Nathan said with a laugh.

They did this the whole way there. Lucas laughed as Brooke and Nathan fought back and forth the whole time about stupid things. This was his life and he wouldn't change it for the world. He noticed Brooke's dad didn't say anything the whole ride there but just drove along with a smile on his face checking the mirror and looking back at a very smiley Brooke. When they pulled up to Tim's House it looked like it was going to be a zoo at this party. There were kids all over the place.

"You three have fun. Lucas you keep these two out of trouble will you. expecailly that one." Brooke's dad said as he pointed at Brooke.

"Yes sir."

With that said the three climbed from the car and head to the back. In the back of Tim's House was a basketball court which of course was where Tim was found.

"Hey man," Nathan said.

"Hey guys, Its about time. You wanna play."

"I think I'll sit this one out,"Brooke said rolling her eyes and Lucas couldn't help but smile. He loved when she rolled her eyes like that.

"Your such a girly girl Brooke," Tim said and then looked at Nathan and Lucas. "What about you two."

"Sure dude lets play." Nathan said as he grabbed the ball.

"I don't really feel like playing much. Sorry guys." Lucas walked over to where Brooke was sitting. He smiled at her. Nathan and Tim started to play some one on one. Tim was saying some pretty stupid things but what was new right?

"Oh are you sitting out all on the account of little old me." Brooke smiled at Lucas who was sitting next to her on the bench.

Lucas shook his head and layed his hand down and it landed on top of Brookes. They both looked at each other with wide eyes and quickly pulled there hands away for a second and with out words it seemed they did all there talking with there eyes Lucas grabbed Brookes hand and held it in his own. Brooke smiled and looked down for a second before her eyes returned to his. They sat like this for a while just holding each others hand and looking at each other.

"EWWW gross." Tim yelled.

"Shut up Tim your just mad because your not getting any." Brooke said with a smirk.

Tim rolled his eyes.

"Hey I got an idea lets play again of spin the bottle or seven minutes in heaven."

"Oh no Brooke," Nathan whined. "I had to kiss Haley last time you wanted to play that stupid game."

"Fine seven minutes in heaven it is then."

"Sounds good to me," said Tim.

They headed to the basement of Tims house. Nathan, Lucas, Brooke, Bevin, Theresa, Vegas, Haley, Skillz, Fergie, Mouth, Peyton, Jake, and Erika, headed for the basement.

"Okay lets do this like spin the bottle.You spin and who ever it lands on you have to go into the closet with them for 7 minutes." Brooke dictated as everyone gathered around in a circle."

The first person to spin was Vegas and he landed on Peyton. They went in and everyone was hooting and cheering and they came out. Both Peyton and Vegas's hair was a mess and they couldn't help but laugh. Tim who was getting desperate spinned next. He landed on Bevin who smiled shyly and headed in with them but they came out and Tim looked happy Bevin looked disappointed.

"I think its about time a girls spins now." Brooke said as she grabbed the bottle. It spun around and around and all the guys in the room were hoping it landed on them you could just tell by the look on there faces. This drove Lucas crazy but to his delight it landed on him. He grinned and so did she. This time the cheering was very loud and Lucas blushed and followed Brooke into the closet.

When they got inside Brooke smiled. "You know we don't have to do anything if you don't want to."

"Hey Brooke."

"Yeah."

"What if I wanted to."

Brooke smiled at him. "Then I would just have to do this." Brooke leaned in and kissed him innocently when she pulled away he had a dazed grin on his face.

"I think we should defiantly do that again."

"Me too."

Lucas placed his hands on Brookes waist and pulled her towards him. Feeling her body close to his he couldn't help but smile as he met her lips half way. They kissed and Lucas felt Brookes tongue run along his bottom lip and slowly and nervously opened his lips and met her tongue. They continued to kiss for what seemed like only seconds but when Nathan pulled the door open.

"Hey guys its been sev..." His words trailed off as all the kids started to giggle at what they were seeing. Brooke and Lucas pulled apart. Brooke smiled triumphantly and Lucas sheepishly as they walked out of the closet and sat back down.

Lucas leaned over to Brooke when they were sitting there. "I liked kissing you today."

Brooke smirked and whispered back. "I liked kissing you too. We should do it again sometime." She giggled and his heart melted. Just like it did every time she laughed. Was it possible to be in love when you were eleven well if it was then that was what he felt right now.

-End Flashback-

Lucas shook his head. No he could not think of those times. She was not that girl anymore at least that was what he had to keep telling himself because if he didn't that he would have to deal with the fact that Brooke had gotten his heart again. Shacking his thought he got up and walked to class. He couldn't think about this, he couldn't think about her, because in the end it was only going to make it harder because he knew he could never have her.

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Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will

Brooke was in the Student Lounge eating a quick snake when her phone rang.

"Talk to me."

"Hey Tigger."

"Tutor Girl? I haven't talked to you in forever."

"I know I have so much work to do it has gotten so crazy I don't have time to breath let alone do anything else."

"It is okay Hales I just miss you that all."

"I know I miss you too. I miss not having you around all the time."

"You know what we should plan a get away from a couple of days."

"I don't know Brooke. I don't think I can leave school."

"Just a couple of days. Will head out on a Friday and come back on Tuesday night or something. We could take a road trip to New York. What do you say."

"Brooke."

"Haley please I miss not getting to hang out with you and we need to hang out plus I need to get away."

"Ah Lucas still being a jerk."

"Yeah."

"Still haven't figured out who mystery guy is."

"Nope."

"It'll work out Brooke I swear."

"I know so will you come."

"Yeah."

"Okay in 2 weeks then."

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Could it be that

Everything goes round by chance
Oh only one way
There was always ment to be

Nathan was in the gym shooting hoops. He was still so unsure of what to do with all the things he knew. He wanted to tell Brooke but he didn't. It was to much.

-Flashback-

A very little Brooke sat on the swing in the front yard of the Scott House. Nathan was pushing her slowly.

"Sooo... you like Lucas."

"Yeah besides you he is like my best friend."

"Not like that Brooke I mean like like him."

"Eww boys are gross."

"Hey I'm a boy."

"Well besides you."

"So you think Lucas is gross then."

"NO silly."

-End Flashback-

Nathan smiled a bit. Those were the days. When they were young and innocent. Nothing was ever this complicated and It was just easier then. Nathan took his shot and it went right through the hoop. He nodded his head. In Nathan's life two things made since. Basketball and the way things had been back then but now all he had was basketball.

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Next Chapter:

Dan comes into the story and we find out how hard he is on Lucas

Nathan and Mallory go on there first date and they talk about Lucas and Brooke

Lucas tells Dane to stay away from Brooke

Brooke runs into Lucas and they have a strange moment