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Warning: This story is an AU(Alternate Universe)...Also their are Male/Male relationships in this story, to make it simple for you people who don't get the idea of the summary warnings from stories...LOL...If you don't like either situations than don't read...

What Happens...

Chapter 4:

Recall...

*~*~*~Jessy's POV~*~*~*

I stirred out of the realm of unconsciousness, by body seared like it was on fire. Then I remembered all the memories of the night before or what I thought was the night before... Me killing my cousin on the account of Duo, I was being promoted, the gundam pilots coming to save Duo, me helping, I was shot by an oz, and I piloted the new gundam.

Images raced through me head, I still had my eyes closed, I was afraid to open them. I smelt something like blood and medicine around me, reminds me of....I open my eyes and peer at the monitors I am attached too....Yeah its a hospital, someone must have brought me here, probably Duo and his friends... The braided boy is planted in my head, I don't know if its love or what...But what ever it is, I never regret helping him, it was worth it...

I heard the door creak open and a nurse peered in, she was a wide smile planted across her chubby face. "O so your finally awake! How are you feeling?" She asked me merrily, I only sighed, I wish I were still lying in the gundam, instead of here...I hated hospitals, I always did my own medical care, I was in fact trained by a doctor a few years ago in the military medical field. I could pull out bullets & foreign objects, bandage, stitch wounds, I knew plenty more, those were just the basics.

I groaned as the nurse felt of my head, which was pounding and hurting like hell. She had asked of how I was feeling once again this time I didn't ignore her. "I feel like shit... I had a bullet in my side, and I lost at least a third of my blood! How do you expect me to feel? Just great?" I asked, quite annoyed someone would ask such a stupid question, how do you feel? Damn I feel trapped, lonely, upset, and for god sakes I have a whole in my gut! "How long was I out?" I finally asked, not caring if the bitch wanted to slap me or not. She didn't even seem to notice my first comment, or took it sarcastically.

"I figured as much, you lost more like half your blood, the bullet hit a large artery, but didn't sever it...You were lucky your friend brought you in, you would have died for sure...O and you've been here since Sunday so its been four days..." She was about to continue when I jumped straight up in a sit, really regretting the move, but I didn't care at the moment...

"FOUR FUCKING DAYS?" I asked in shock, and stupidity. The woman notice me this time, her eyes were wide and she nodded before rushing out the room. "Shit!" I repeated over and over again to myself. Then I saw my uniform, still bloody, and something protruding out the coat pocket, a piece of paper...I reached over and grabbed it, it was addressed to me.

Jessy,

I, figured you'd be better off in the hospital...Plus I was a little worried Heero would get anxious and shoot you, he's like that. (-Isn't that nice to know, I thought sarcastically-) I hope your not mad at me, you lost a lot of blood, we brought you and the gundam back to the SH...Quatre pulled the bullet out and patched you up as well as he could, that when I made the comment it would be best to send you to the hospital. Trowa was the one who brought you in, I doubt we'll be in town by the time you see this...Your gundam is in an abandoned warehouse, down on the outskirts of town, its a great machine, I piloted it there...I had a little trouble at first, she liked me better than Heero. He jumped in the cockpit and soon was thrown out, it was funny, he said it was stupid and tempramental just like all females...(-That's not true! Maybe for me, but I am no ordinary girl...-I thought again...)

Thanks for all you did for me, I am forever grateful...I probably would have gone insane without you, killing that guy, again thanks...I don't know if I am going to tell the others though...

I left this here on Monday evening, you had had two blood transfusions, I came to make sure you were alright, we plan to leave tomorrow evening. So like I said I doubt you'd be up, see you around hopefully...O and I named your gundam, Demoness...I think it fits her, since I remember one of those Oz soldiers you fought call you the Demoness...

~Duo~

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I finally had a friend and he too was gone, why did this always happen to me? Born to a drug attic mother, an abusive father I ran away from home when I was 5. I knew hardships and everything by then. My brother was 13 and he called an orphanage which took me in, I hated it...I stayed there for about two and a half years, till I turned 8. I then left, I couldn't take it anymore. I was took in by a gang leader, he was pretty cool, Jaguar was what I called him, because of his yellow eyes and the tattoo on his back. I liked him a lot...The gang taught me to kill, to fight, martial arts, ect... I became the strongest one of them all by the time I turned 12... The leader was killed when he got in the way of another gang's raid, he was shot three times in the chest...I had come around the corner following him at a distance when I heard the shots...I knew it wasn't good, I rushed to the scene a few moments later after hearing the scuffle of boots and feet. I found the man like a father to me, dead in a pool of crimson blood. I had come to love every one of the gang like real family, and all of them died, but none effected me harder than Jaguar, the leader...


When I returned to the orphanage for food, they didn't recognize me, I had changed, my hair was long but very clean. I had a black shirt that showed my stomach, a leather vest on, and tight jeans, on my flat stomach was my name, Jessy the Demoness, (quite ironic Duo would name my gundam after me...)The orphanage care takers were frightened by my appearance and called the local base to come and take me...Just so happens my brother worked there. He was the one to come, he saw me and immediately believed my story, he took me in...I liked the hard life of the base, I was quite carefree bye the time I was 14, and when I turned 15 my brother made me a soldier in the base. I had opened up a bit, but never told anyone the truth, I had always kept it bottled up...I never grew close to my biological brother, or his cousin Ralph. In fact I despised Ralph, I had always had a good sixth sense about who to trust and who not to.

The day they brought Duo in, I had been really pissed at two lower soldiers, I had been in their way as they said. They pushed me, so I punched them, on in the gut the other in the face...They both fell out, groaning, I had a strong punch I bet they won't mess with me again...Then I heard about the pilots being spotted in the base, I raced outside and watched four of them head off in a jeep...I knew there were five, and then the blue siren went off, that meant they'd captured someone...I wanted to go check it out, I was quite curious to see the prisoner, I took my time though, knowing my cousin Ralph would be there...All of a sudden I heard my name and popped up beside my damn cousin...

A few minutes later I appeared at my brother's door, he was sitting at his desk doing nothing really, so unlike him...I told him the situation and we walked down to the cell, I entered with him as usual. My eyes fell upon the form of an angry, cocky, beaten, gundam pilot... I watch my brother punch the boy, I hated watching him hurt Duo, it made my body ache, more like my heart...It wasn't love or anything, but for once my human compassion had set in, something I hadn't used in a long time...I knew I had to help this boy...

I got him to tell me the code, how I don't know...It just happened, I guess he saw I cared, that he meant something...I don't know how to explain it, something just clicked, an understanding between us...I returned later after I disabled the bomb, which by the way took nothing to do...I didn't really care if I blew up or not, but there were over 50 minors and innocent in the building that was the only thing that worried me...I came through 3 days later, I fount Duo sitting there in a look like a zombie. He was lifeless, that soon changed though... We actually talked, I fixed him up or cleaned him up, it was weird while I was doing his chest and stomach, he'd flinch ever so slightly, he didn't like the contact...I wouldn't either, since he seen me as an enemy, his captor... When I left I promised I'd return later the next evening...

When I came I was denied entry, I got pissed which is so like me of course...I gassed Lawson and busted the door open...I was truly horrified with what I saw, my thought had come true, Ralph was a damn bastard! A sick one at that, he was about to rape my poor helpless new friend...I shot him without a second thought, the scared and very stunned Duo trembled, cried, and pleaded me to hurry and free him. I did so, soon finding out that he had been raped twice the previous night, damn it was all my fault!

I drug the corpse out of the cell, figured it would be better, and got Duo's clothes that I had bought him... He was still really shaky, which I am 100% sure I would be doing this too, if I had gone through what he had.... When he had put his clothes on, I soon fount him hugging or gripping me to stay...I didn't object, he need comfort, attention, and a sisterly love...That's what I gave him, I comforted him, I acknowledged him with soothing words, and I held him, just as any good friend or sister would do...I felt a strong connection between us, I can't place it, I probably never will now though...He's gone and I'm here a true orphan once again...That connection I can only describe as a strong one and not on ecstasy, I guess a family like bond, one that can't be broken no matter what....

I remember Heero coming in, shortly before I was about to help Duo escape. Everything after that is hazy, after we got through got in the jeep and headed for the cavern...I remember I got shot, and that I took the jeep back to the base...Stupid thing to do, except I was there to get the prototype gundam. That's when things kind of went out of order and fuzzy. I remember briefly fighting the Aries and Leos and then seeing the other 5, I came there way and collapsed...Duo knew it was me, that's all I remember till today...

In this damn hospital bed, guarded by a nurse outside, I unconsciously brush my long hair... I hadn't cut it since my gang days, only trimming it to let it grow, it was now at my hips, it got on Kai's nerves...Why am I thinking of Kai of all people? Of course he was my brother, and I did help kill him...Maybe that was it, I knew he was my brother and all, but we never had a real connection. I was responsible for killing at least 150 people, my biological brother included...Well its done, I don't really care...

I sat there for an hour I guess, I had braided my long hair, like Duo's. I fount it weird cause I used to hate having my hair braided, but not now I felt at peace, and closer to Duo...

I was going to leave tonight, I didn't give a damn if the doctors wanted me to or not, I'd go insane in this plain room...I had a past of delusions and once or twice of unknown hysteria, but I had always quickly recover and hadn't experience these episodes since I became a soldier... I guess my surroundings and feeling I was needed or in place made it happen...Damn do I wish I would have stayed a street rat...I wanted to go to L2 so bad right now, I had friends up there, or at least I used to, I am sure their all dead by now, after I heard about the Maxwell Church...Maxwell, damn it! I thought I would stop thinking of Duo for at least a few minutes, I guess not...

That night I looked around the hallway outside, my arm bled from where I pulled the needles and shit out of me...My abdomen felt better, just a bit of burning would occur when I moved to much, but it didn't bother me from making an escape... I walked down the hallway cautiously, I wore a pair of I guess Duo's clothes that he had left...They fit me perfectly, I strode silently to the stairs, figuring it to be the best bet to get out unnoticed...So I took the steps two at a time, until I found out I was only on the 5 floor, damn this was a big hospital...I kept on going anyway, my body flooding in adrenaline by now, I could keep going as long as the adrenaline of freedom didn't wear off till I got outside...

Finally I reached the 1st floor, I took the side route out and walked into a clean alleyway...I walked to the main road cautiously, and I stalked off to find a place to crash...

1 year later...

Yeah, exactly one year today my life was changed forever...Some one opened up my feelings that had laid hidden for so long...One year ago today, I helped kill my brother and I gained a gundam...Yes a gundam, she's not to happy, she likes to fight as I do, but we only go on our own missions every now and again, around this part of America. I was never one for traveling to much...Recently I was contacted by the agency of the Preventors, ran by a woman called Lady Une... She had once been Trieze's right hand lady...The war had dulled, Trieze was dead and Zechs Marquise was no where to be found...But Oz was still organizing, the land had been peaceful for 2 months, no big scuffles had occurred. I kept track of Oz reports, about the Gundam and my friend...

Well the Preventors want me to join them, along with the other gundam pilots...They said they hadn't told the other 5 about their contacts with me, yet...I told them I refused, I had no right to do such, I was content as I was and I would patrol this part of America, where Oz had been active lately...Une only sighed, and said something about me reminding her of some one she knew well...

"You have no idea how much you remind me of someone...Well Miss. Heniki good luck, I wish you'd change your mind and join our cause..." Then I remembered, the pilots used to not work with the preventors, but now they did! What a change, I didn't want to be on one side of the war, my only reason of fighting was get peace for others...I didn't care personally if I was at war my whole life, I fount it fun, exilerating, and I loved the danger...Weird aren't I?

I sit here watching some bulletin, about Oz becoming more active, what a big surprise huh? I always watched the News before work in the evening, like now, and in the morn when I come home...My dog, Naomi who wasn't to happy with the fact I worked so much, nudged my hand...She was smart, not like she was just a few months ago, when she still acted like a big goofy pup. "Ok Naomi-Chan! I know, its time for a walk!" She pulled on my shirt, I could hear the fabric tearing, what a damn strong and hard headed dog? The large, red, muscular, perfectly chiseled pit bull mix never had much patience, just like me...What a perfect match...

Soon she had tugged me out the door on another one of our evening walks...Later when I had returned, showered, and tied Naomi outside did I finally leave for work. I had a bad feeling something was going to happen. Being the manager of one of the busiest bars around the town, wasn't easy, to many fights would break out. In the next 24 hours my whole life would change...

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I know its jumbled up, sorry....I set this as if it was first Jessy waking in the hospital looking over her jumbled memories, then her escape, and in the end of this chapter...Well she'd been wondering still about Duo, but not obsessed, she turned down to work along side him, and she had the undying urge to do something to speed up her life, she was bored....What's going to happen? What do you want my next chapters to be? More POV's will be along once the story rolls along, next I think I'll tell of Duo's year back with the boys, how his one night of horror has changed him, and how the others are treating him...Also some concequences happen, and all the Pilots lives are changed...

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