HATE, LOVE, FEAR AND FORGOTTEN TEARS Chapter 7: Dancing Madness, a yu yu hakusho fanfic

And once again the sad disclaimer….

DISCAIMER: Hi unfortunately I don't own any of the guys (Damn it! I want my Hiei and my Kurama! crys again)

Authors best friend: I'm gonna have to rent a canoe if this keeps up … Tears temporarily stop Oh well some how I'll either get over it (sure, yeah right. Me get over it not possible even in dreamland), or I'll find a way to clone them or bring them to life (he he he I REALLY hope so but for now… a girl can dream right?).

"SPEAKING" and 'THINKING/TELEPATHY'

Got it? Good now read my loyal readers, READ! (Yes I'm crazy thought you would've realized that by now!)

"Enough chit-chat, ready? FIGHT," Kurama shouted.

Yusuke attacked first with his spirit gun. You dodge it easily and concentrate closing your eyes. You suddenly raise your right hand above your head and fling it down stopping when it's directly in front of you. A stream of fire shoots from the palm of your hand and hits Yusuke who was standing there shocked. He flies back a few feet and lands on his back. Shakily he stands back up and smirks.

"You'll have ta do better than that, Lena, if you want to beat me," he shouts at you.

"Fine I will," you shout back at him glaring.

You spread your arms out closing your eyes concentrating once again. Suddenly you fling your hand together into a v-formation, fingertips facing towards Yusuke and shout, "Hells fire blast of pain!" A blast of red-black fire shoots from your hands and hits Yusuke sending him into a tree, unconscious before he even hit.

"Uhhhh…Lena wins! Good job," Kurama shouts to you.

You nod and jump off the arena and walk towards Yusuke's unconscious form. His clothes were a bit charred from your attacks. You begin giggling slightly when you think about his stunned look when you attacked him, but quickly stop and hide your emotions once again. The other three noticed your giggles and their abrupt end.

'What was she laughing at, and why did she stop,' Kurama wondered silently as he looked at you.

You ignore them and pick Yusuke up. After you set him down below a tree near your stuff you jump back up onto the arena. "Hey Kuwabara! Want to try goin against me," you ask smirking.

"No Lena, I wont fight a girl. It's not honorable at all. And plus it goes against my code," he replied shaking his head.

"You're pathetic," you mutter shaking your head in disbelief. You smirk suddenly as an idea pops into your head and say in a singsong voice, "Oh Kuwabara…. I don't think Yukina would like a guy who is a wimp and cant even beat up a simple learner. Any ways, I know soooo many things that I don't think you want the others to know…"

Kuwabara's eyes widened at your last words, 'what does she know? She wouldn't tell them anything would she?'

You smirk at his thoughts and add, "Oh and just to warn you, I don't have any problems with destroying someone's ego, pride, or reputation. In otherwords I have absolutely no conscience to bug me about doing this sorta thing…now if you want to try me I will gladly start telling the others many things that you've been trying to hide from them."

Kurama and Hiei were shocked at the fact that you were blackmailing Kuwabara just to fight you. You smirk when the said person climbed up onto the arena slowly. You look at him innocently with eyes that said, 'What? I didn't do anything…did I?' You smile and get into your fighting pose when he glared at you.

"Okay? Nevermind, just go ahead and fight," Kurama said uncertainly.

You laugh slightly at his words and spin away from Kuwabara's attack, your hair flying out around you hiding your face temporarily. You continue dancing away from Kuwabara's attacks as he charges at you without his sword at first and continuing even when he does have it. A song suddenly popped into your head and you start moving your body not only to match Kuwabara's attacks but also the music in your head. Pretty soon you were humming the song as you half danced half dodged his attacks. By this time Kuwabara's movements were slowing as he tired. As the song ended in your head you turn around to face him dead on and suddenly start spinning as your eyes closed. Your arms were crossed over your chest as you spun faster and faster with every passing second. Your hands slowly move from your shoulders towards the sun your body still spinning. You were on your right foot only by now and sunlight was forming into a half-circle in your hands. You suddenly set your left foot down in front of you stopping just as your face is towards him. You lower your hands towards your shadow and it seeps up completing the ball.

You open your eyes slowly revealing one black eye and one golden eye and smirk as you throw the ball screaming, "Light's shadow attack!"

The ball hit a stunned Kuwabara knocking the exhausted fighter out. You close your eyes once again and when you opened them they were back to normal. You walk over to Kuwabara and pick him up. You set him under a tree next to Yusuke and walk over to an apple tree. You grab an apple and walk over to Hiei, Kurama, and Boton (she had arrived while you were dancing).

"What the hell was that," Hiei asked looking at you weirdly.

"Huh," you ask confused.

"What were you doing up there before you finally finished Kuwabara," he reiterated (A/N: it means to rephrase or reword… I learned that from my lil sis, I know pathetic but I hate english, hell I'd kill whoever invented the class if I could).

"Oh that? I was just having a but of fun dodging," you comment smirking.

"THAT WAS NOT DOGING! THAT WAS FUCKING DANCING," Hiei shouted exploding on you.

You burst out laughing at his words, "Hiei that was my kind of dodging. It allows me not only to dodge attacks but also to have fun while doing it and it also frustrates the attacker to the point where they cant think as rationally as they normally would've been able to if they weren't so pissed that their attacks aren't working."

You look at him and smirk at his stunned look as you throw your apple core into the bushes. He looked away from you and walked towards a tree muttering, "Crazy baka onna…gonna get herself killed one of these days…absolutely nuts."

You smile but hide it before anyone could notice it. You jump back onto the arena and motion for Kurama to get up there as well. He quickly jumped up onto the arena after telling Boton to be the ref. for the match.

"Okay! Now lets have fun with this…Fight," Boton shouted.

Kurama automatically reached into his hair and pulled out his trademark red rose. He used some of his ki and transformed it into his famous rose whip. You visibly stiffen in fear at the sight of his whip. Hiei saw this and jumped down from his tree heading towards the arena, ready to stop you if you got too frightened. Your eyes widen turning a bright acid green, greener than Kurama's even. Boton looked from you to Kurama and back trying to figure out what was going on. Kurama, recognizing the fear in your eyes and remembering what happened earlier, used his ki to transform the whip back into a rose. Instead he used his rose sword. As soon as the whip was gone you visibly relax and your eyes turn black once again.

Kurama charged at you and you feign a dodge to the right but go left since you knew he was expecting the dodge. You end up dancing while you dodge his attacks. You had a new quick paced song in your head that was perfect for you to dance/dodge to. You switched your dodging pattern every few seconds so he couldn't catch you unexpected, sometimes you would go backwards, forwards, left or to the right depending on the part of the song you were at in your head. Kurama was beginning to get frustrated as his attempts to keep calm and focused failed. You start doing more extravagant dodge/dance moves as the song in your mind picks up. You were having a lot of fun and were soon lost in the music not really paying attention to the fight, but still effectively dodging all the attacks. Finally Kurama let out a growl of frustration as you dodged another attack while not even paying attention! Your dodging- no your dancing or whatever you called it was severely getting on his nerves and it was pissing him off. No one has ever been able to do that and yet, here you were, having fun and not paying attention to the fight let alone his attacks, pissing him off unknowingly. Finally you finish you dance and attack him with your hells fire blast of pain hitting the enraged kitsune square in the chest and sending him flying. Before he could recover, you had already formed a fire katana and slashed him across the back.

"I give Lena! You win," Kurama calls out and you automatically get rid of the katana and help him off the arena.

You suddenly spot something jumping from tree-to-tree and frown. Someone had seen your weakness. You were brought out of your thoughts when Kurama spoke.

"What's wrong Lena?"

"Someone saw my weakness."

"Well, I guess we'll have to be careful then," Yusuke says finally awake.

"I guess," you reply anger visible in your voice.

"Lets call it a day shall we," Boton suggested not liking the tone in your voice.

"No way, I haven't got to fight Hiei yet," you say stubbornly looking at Hiei.

"Hn, baka fox. Alright let's go and get this over with," Hiei say quietly and jumps onto the arena.

You smirk and jump up onto the arena facing him. Hiei wasted no time in attacking, his katana drawn. You dodge easily and come back with a fire blast to his face. It didn't phase him at all, only wasted some of your ki. You quickly form an ice katana and use it to attack with.

(2 hours later, Dusk)

"Okay, that's enough you two, you've been fighting for two hours lets call it a draw," Kurama calls out.

You and Hiei cease your attacks and study eachother's appearances. Hiei had no shirt on since you had shredded it to the point where it fell off. His pants had many slices but not enough to fall off…yet. (Hehehehe/drools slightly/ Girls, imagine Hiei shirtless with cut up pants and body glistening slightly with sweat /drools more/ Ahhh, what a hot image… Yes I know I'm hopeless!)

Your shirt had been shredded as well and wasn't on any more revealing your black sports bra that you usually trained in. Your black pants were now black shorts and your gloves were no more. Both of you were covered in slices from eachother's katanas. You both smirk when you saw the damage you both had done to eachother. You all headed back to the apartment after you had grabbed all of your stuff. You were receiving many catcalls from other demons as you all headed down the street. As soon as you arrive at the apartment you go in and change into black jeans with chains hanging off the belt and a black tube-top. You were also wearing a pair of knee-high black boots.

"Hey! Does anyone know if there are any clubs around here," you ask the guys and Boton.

"YUP! There's one down the street! Why," Boton asks.

"HMMM…I wonder, why would I be dressed like this and asking if there were any clubs around here? Oh! I know maybe its because I want to go to the damn club," you shout out impatiently.

"Oh! How about we all go! It'll be fun," Boton says perkily.

"No shit! That's one of the reasons why I asked," you say frustrated.

"Why not? I'm in," Yusuke says stretching.

"I'm in," Kuwabara says eyeing you.

"Sure, I'll go," Kurama comments.

"Hiei? Will you go with us," you ask sweetly.

"Hn, fine I'll go," he replies.

"Good, you four go get changed into something appropriate for a club and Boton you too," you say shoving the guys towards their rooms. Boton nodded and flew off on her oar.

You run into your room and get on some black eyeshadow and eyeliner along with some deep purple colored lip-gloss. You run back out into the living room and wait for the guys. Yusuke was the first to show up. He was in a baggy red shirt and blue jeans with sneakers on. Kuwabara came out next in a blue shirt and black jeans with sneakers on as well. Hiei came out with black jeans on and a tight blacktanktop (A/N: No idea what they're called so help me out and tell me please!)he had his usual black shoes on as well. Kurama finally came out wearing black jeans, a white tanktop on and a red overshirt over it unbuttoned and sneakers. (Ok girls now actually picture this in your minds…Now those are some fine lookin guys except for Kuwabara of course, don't you agree?) Boton finally arrived in a short pink skirt, pink spaghetti strap shirt, black ankle-high boots, pink eyeshadow, pink lip-gloss, and her hair in two braids.

"AHHH," you scream when you see her. "You look like the Think Pink Barbie in ningenkai. Come on! You're absolutely NOT goin like that!" You grab her hand and run off with her in a blur to the nearest clothing store, "Ok what size shirt, and skirt do you wear?"

"Umm, medium in shirts and size 4 in skirts," Boton says uncertainly.

You quickly sit her down on a bench and run inside. You steal a dark blue tube-top and a black skirt for her and run back out. You grab her and rush back to the apartment.

"Alright, go into my room and change into these," you order shoving the clothes into her hands. Boton looked at you uncertainly then walked into your room without a word. "And don't touch anything," you shout through the door.

A few minutes later Boton attempted to walk out but was shoved back in as you grabbed her hand when you entered the room. You sit her down on a chair and grab your make-up kit out of your one of your bags. You quickly take off the makeup she had on and put ruby lip-gloss on her lips, dark blue eyeshadow, and lastly black eyeliner on her. Then you pulled her hair back up into a ponytail. Stepping back you see that she actually looks good like that. You quickly put your stuff up and drag her back out into the living room. The guys were in awe at what you had done with Boton. Even Hiei had to admit that she looked good.

"Well," you ask expectantly.

"Wow," was all they could say.

You shake your head and walk out after hiding a small knife in the necklace you were wearing. You all walk to the club and were in awe when you saw it. The club was called Black Roses and, by the looks of it, was very popular. You smirk slightly and walk inside ignoring all the stares you were receiving. Music fills your ears the beat of it pounding inside your very heart. You automatically walk to the dance floor and start dancing. The gang just stared when they saw your dancing. The DJ had switched the strobe lights on making it look like an old-fashioned movie. You move your body to the beat not caring how you looked and who looked. The music was your master at the moment; you work your body from your head all the way down. You suddenly go into a fast spin on one foot then stop again continuing your dance moves as if nothing had stopped their movements. You continue your dancing until the end of the song keeping the gang transfixed. They couldn't believe that the person out on the dance floor, dancing like that was actually you. When the song ended you walk over to them and grab Hiei since it was a slow song now. You put your arms around his neck and dance to the music with him.

"Um, Lena," Hiei asked a lil uncertainly.

"Yea Hiei," you reply looking at him.

"How did you do that? And wow," he said.

"You mean how was I dancing like that," you ask. Hiei nodded his head slightly and you reply, "Its easy, I just let my body be controlled by the music. Will you dance the next fast song with me? I can show you how I do it up close if you do," you smile mischievously.

"Sure," was his only reply.

The song finally ended and you pulled away from him. You smirk as the next song comes on.

So tight, so fly
You got me lifted, you got me lifted

You shake your hips gently from side to side and the song starts. Then start picking up the pace as the song picks up speed.

You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling
And ooh wee it's the ultimate feeling
You got me lifted feeling so gifted
Sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?
Sugar sugar how you get so fly?

You know its leather when we ride
Wood grain and raw hide
Doing what we do, watching screens getting high
Gurl you keep it so fly with you sweet hunnybuns
You was there when the money was gone
You'll be there when the money comes
Off top I cain't lie I love to get blowed
You my lil'sugar, I'm yo little chulo
And every time we kick it it's off to the groovy
Treat you like my sticky ickey or my sweet oowy goowy (fa real though)

You smirk at Hiei's stunned expression. You swiftly dance your way over to him so that you're now directly in front of him.

"Hiei, why don't you join me," you shout over the music not pausing your dance moves. Hiei quickly complied by spinning you around slightly so that your back was to him and grabbed our hips as he danced with you.

Now I ain't worried about a thang cause I just hit me a lick
I got a fat sack and a superfly chick
That aint makin you a ? playa
Cause doowop, she fly like the planes in the air
That's right she's full grown settin the wrong tone
Im diggin the energy and im lovin the o-zone
So fly like a dove so fly like a raven
Quick to politic with some fly conversation

In a natural mood then im a natural dude
And we some natural fools blowin out by the pool
She like my sexy-coo mama with blades on her berata
Rockin Dolce' Gubbana(sp?) with high-drows and a iguana

Your dancing becomes steadily more and more errotic as you and Hiei dance.

So high like I'm a star
Feelin so high like I'm a star
Feelin so high like I'm a star
Feelin so high like I'm a star

At the end of the song you pull away from him once again and smirk. You were both panting slightly at the workout you had just done during that last song. You head towards the bar and get some sake. After Hiei got himself something to drink you both find the others at a table in a corner. You sit down between Kurama and Hiei.

"Hey Hiei, Lena nice moves," Yusuke says enthusiastically.

"Thanks I think," you reply as Sometimes by Brittany Spears comes on. (A/N: I know, I know! But bear with me for now you'll understand why it did in a min.)

You tell me you're in love with me
like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
it's not that I don't want to stay
but every time you come too close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
'cause it sounds so good
but if you really want me, move slow
there's things about me you just have to know

You smile at Hiei softly. This song represents your personality a lot.

sometimes I run
sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but all I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right, be with you day and night

baby all I need is time
I don't wanna be so shy
every time that I'm alone I wonder why
hope that you will wait for me
you'll see that you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
'cause it sounds so good
but if you really want me, move slow
there's things about me you just have to know

You suddenly feel/see Hiei's AND Kurama's hand's on your legs steadily creeping up. You shove our self out of the chair and bolt away. You didn't understand what just happened and you didn't want to know. All you knew was that you had to get out of there and away from Hiei and Kurama.

Sometimes I run
sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but all I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right, be with you day and night

Just hang around and you'll see
there's nowhere I'd rather be
if you love me, trust in me
the way that I trust in you

You feel tears start to fill your eyes but shove them down and instead run into the crowd of dancing people.

Sometimes I run
sometimes I hide
sometimes I'm scared of you
but all I really want is to hold you tight
treat you right, be with you day and night

A new fast-pace song comes on and you automatically bury yourself in the music and in your dance. You smirk as a random demon comes up behind you and starts to freak dance with you. You easily comply and move your body closer to the demon; he was pretty hot so you didn't care. You feel his arousal in your back and dance away from him, searching for a new hot partner. You find another and start dancing with him. You completely lose yourself in the music and don't realize that the gang was tearing through the crowd looking for you. Suddenly you catch sight of Yusuke and quickly bury yourself deeper into the crowd. You sigh in relief when he leaves the crowd obviously not having seen you. You move back to where you were and continue dancing. Suddenly you feel your arm being yanked to the side. You look to the left and see…

Hehehehehe I'm so evil when it comes to cliffies. You all should be very proud of me, its 10 damn pages long, my fingers are aching and my comp. is being an ass and I'm going offa 3 hours of sleep currently. Please Review!