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CHP.2

Teyla had just gotten out of bed and was making her way to the closet. She looked in the brown Atlantian closet which she made look more homely. She rampaged through her clothing with speed and frustration but then suddenly stopped.

"What is wrong with me?" She closed the closet door, " I'm losing my mind!" She went back to her bed and sat on the edge. She started thinking to herself, " Just a couple of weeks ago, all I could think about was John, and then he had to come and mess everything up!" She got off her bed in anger and walked to the bathroom. She picked up the brown brush that she brought from home and started combing her hair. She watched herself in the mirror and started to smile at her reflection and muttered, "Although, behind that hair...he is quite handsome." She blushed to herself and remembered the dream she just woke up from. Even though he pulled that stupid stunt back on Belkan, how he used her to kill Kell, his ex-task master. She didn't hate him, she was just upset that he didn't apologize this time. She put down her brush and went back to her closet. She found her favorite brown shirt and put it on.

She walked out of her room and went to eat lunch and then sat in silence while she ate her meal. She was always silent but lately it was because Ford wasn't there. She saw him as her little brother and now it seemed as if they would never find him. She took her mind of the fact that her friend was lost and returned to eating her lunch.

She had to do some work fast or she would end up losing her mind. She went to the training room and picked out some nice weapons. She began stretching her legs and then everything else. Above all she was a leader and shouldn't be falling for a man, "Come on Teyla, get him out of your head," she said while reaching for her right leg. She got up straight and realized that she was standing on the same spot where he pinned her to the floor. Yes she had to admit that he was a strong man, not just physically but mentally, and that was attractive. She understood him more then anyone in Atlantis. She admired him and loved to be around him. Even though she did want to kick his ass when he pinned her down, "I should have kicked him in the balls." She finally went to work, slowly practicing a form of martial arts that her father had thought her when she was young. It was a way to relieve stress not to harm anyone. About three hours later she felt somewhat better and went to clean up.

After she was done, she went down to the control room to see if anything new was happening. She sat down with Elizabeth who looked more confused then she did. Of course she was right on task and taking care of all business, but something was different.

"Are you feeling okay?" Teyla put her hand on Elisabeth's shoulder.

Elizabeth turned around, "Oh I'm fine, really, no problems."

A man by one of the controls called her over and she hurried to him, leaving Teyla alone. That was the second time Elizabeth did that to her, and she hoped that it wasn't because of Sheppard. She turned to leave and noticed Sheppard himself, standing on the wall transfixed, but by what? She turned to follow his eye view. He was looking at Elizabeth. Teyla walked up the stairs towards him, "Hi John, how are you?"

Sheppard turned to her, " Hi, Teyla what are you up to?" he smiled at her.

She smiled warmly back, "Nothing at all, just on my way out."

"Ohh then I'll be seeing you around!" he smiled back, and Teyla walked out the door.

"Wow," she though to herself, "All the feelings I had for him just weeks ago, were gone. I didn't even get jealous when I caught him staring at Elizabeth. Maybe it was for the best, because John and Elizabeth would make each other happy, or at least he would make Elizabeth happy." She smiled while she slowly walked down the hall. She looked at the ground and smiled while she though again of the dream she had a couple of hours ago.

---- She was laying down on her bed and it was very dark, too dark to see your own hands in front of you. All her candles were out that night and she was in deep thought. Then she heard the door to her room open, but she couldn't see who came in. "Who's there?" she asked but didn't hear an answer. She felt someone sit on her bed. ----

She was snapped out of her daydream because she hit something hard and was on her way down to the floor. But she never made it down, Ronon had caught her just in time and pulled her back to her feet. She had in fact bumped into him, unintentionally. She brushed the hair out of her face and looked up at him, finally, after four days of not looking at his gorgeous face. They stood in silence transfixed at each other. Ronon finally looked away from her gazed and walked right by herm without a word. Teyla's eyes began to water, "What just happened?" she thought to herself. She hurried off to her room and fell on her bed. She fell asleep in a matter of seconds. She slept for about three hours and then woke up. She got out of her bed to light the candles in her room, at least to give her a warm feeling.

She went and sat back on her bed and started thinking to herself, "I haven't felt this strongly about anyone in a long time. He makes me angry and yet he gives an animal feeling."

"But...I'm the only one who he has been open with here." she spoke in a low voice and smiled. She hated and loved the way he made her feel. She hadn't had anyone ever this in control of her emotions, he made her moody, and made her heart jump. At first, when he joined them she acted normal around him, cool and in control. She was always kind to him and tried to be a friend, but that was before he started to get her adrenalin pumping by just looking at her. She started to get hot and decided to take a bath before she went back to sleep.