me: wheeeee! i have my first GX fic up! w00t! and the best part is...Yami and Kaiba cant get me here! so that means i dont have to hear them complaining! now, before we start, do our main characters have any questions

SYRUS: is this going to be depressing?

me:...erm...yeah...its angst

JADEN: shouldnt you be working on your-

me: lets begin!

JADEN: hey!

ac-the-brain-supreme does not own Yugioh GX. if she did...then...well...itd become brokeback mountain...but with more sex

A small boy kneeled by the bottom bunk of a tri-story bunk-bed. The little one had large, unruly, light blue hair. His eyes were a beautiful bright gray; silver, if you will. In front of his large, childish eyes was a pair of small wire-rimmed glasses that rested on the tip of his pale-skinned nose. The boy was, indeed, beautiful. But, he was normally overlooked by others.

One reason was his short stature. He was, roughly, 4'1" to 5'2". Another was because he had an older sibling; an older brother who was perfect in every sense of the word. Zane was tall, smart, and the highest ranked boy at Duel Academy. Every girl in school wanted him, and the two boys' parents were so proud of their eldest son. Back at home, the poor bluenette would be lucky to even get so much as a kiss goodnight or a comforting hug whenever he was afraid. No one seemed to like poor, little Syrus.

Except, him.

Him, the brown-haired boy that slept peacefully in front of Syrus. The brunette with the warm chocolate eyes that saw Syrus as not just a shrimp who could do nothing right; not as a disappointment, but as a human being. A living, breathing person who had a soul and a heart that beat the red, life-giving liquid that runs through all living animals all through out his soft, pale body. A person whose heart beat for the brunette.

Syrus's silent reverie continued in the darkness of night. He always watched his best friend at night. When Jaden was asleep, or in a coma as some may call it, Syrus was safe to watch his secret love.

But soon, all shall become better. Soon, Syrus's life shall turn for the better. He was going to tell his brother the biggest secret in his life. Syrus didn't know what to expect from Zane when he told his older brother he was gay. He wasn't going to bet on anything. Syrus was just going to hope that Zane didn't grab Syrus's thin throat and throw Syrus's body into the ocean after it had gone limp and lifeless.

I should stop thinking like that or I'll never tell Zane!

Jaden murmured something in his sleep. Syrus didn't know what he said, but it was most likely about dueling. Jaden loved to do that more than life itself. Sometimes, Syrus envied the Winged Kuriboh. Jaden treated that card as if it was made out of the most precious metals and gems ever conceived. Syrus wanted to be precious to Jaden. He wanted his and Jaden's relationship to be more than close friends. He wanted to be lovers. He wanted to feel Jaden's tan skin against his own pale. He wanted to taste Jaden's luscious lips and feel the softest touch of his hand on Syrus's pale cheek.

Syrus shook his head. He yawned. Aw man, it's nearly midnight Syrus's sleepy mind observed as he looked at the alarm clock. Syrus had classes tomorrow, and he needed all his strength and will power to get his brunette buddy out of bed the next morning

me: (sigh) short yes...but it gets better. now, any more questions?

SYRUS:are Jaden and i gonna do something dirty?

me: nope. but there will be yaoii...and mentionings of sick fanatasies (though subtle)...and Zane being an ass

JADEN: when is he not?

ZANE: i am right here ya know

JADEN: (looks) (gulps) heh...

me: ooooooh...(gets popcorn) thisll be good! see ya next chappie!