Authors Note: Sorry its taken such a long time to get this up, I had it written for quite awhile, but my dad had the labtop so I couldn't post it! So here it is, in this chapter you find out who the father is. Hope you enjoy it, and please review!

Maureen sipped her coffee, she looked out onto the city. The morning was a nice morning, it was a little chilly but nice. She smiled, even though she shouldn't be back she was glad to be back in the city that she loved.
She sipped her coffee again and closed her eyes.

Angel's eyes looked from Collins to Maureen on the deck.

"I'm worried about her Tom. I'm really worried about her."

Collins looked at Angel. Angel only called Collins Tom when he was seriously worried about something. Collins found Angel seriously sexy when he was worried. Collins smiled, and took a sip of his coffee.

"What?" Angel asked when he saw Collins staring at him.

"Nothing, its just your seriously sexy when you get all worried. And I was just thinking well since we kind of have a minute to ourselves. Well…" Collins smiled

Angel smiled and winked.

"Collins honey. We can't not now, we have a guest." Angel smirked

Collins grabbed Angel's hand and started kissing it, he dragged his tongue across Angels fingers. Angel giggled.

"Stop it. I'm getting turned on." Angel kept giggling.

Collins smirked and got up off his chair, he took Angels hand and stood him up. He pulled in Angel by the waist so that they were inches apart. He kissed Angel passionately and then smiled. He was about to lift Angel up when Maureen walked in.

"Woah Love birds. Woah. Keep the smooching down please." Maureen smiled

"Honey. I tried to stop him but you know how it is." Angel smiled

Collins kissed Angels cheek.

"Come one, Mo sit down."

Angel giggled at Collins and pushed him away.

"Stop it Collins."

Angel sat down and lifted his coffee cup, he took a sip and looked at Maureen.

"Collins leave us alone for awhile, please? Go to work or something." Angel said batting off Collins.

"Ok, I'm off. Leaving you girls alone." Collins kissed Angels cheek and then grabbed his coat and opened the door. "I love you Ang." And with that he closed the door and left Maureen and Angel alone.

Maureen giggled.

"What?" Angel asked

"You two are cute." Maureen said

"Oh good, I thought you were going to say that we are disgusting." Angel giggled.

"No, beyond disgusting. Actually I started wishing that I had something like that." Maureen said, her face falling. She looked out the window.

"Honey, answer something for me please." Angel said seriously

"What?" Maureen asked looking back at Angel from the window.

"Do you love him?" Angel asked

"Who?" Maureen asked her heart beat starting to race, she was nervous and didn't want Angel to find out anything.

"The father of your baby."

Maureen looked out the window.

"Honey?" Angel asked, starting to get worried about her pregnant friend. "Maureen?"

Maureen looked back at Angel.

"Yes." Maureen answered.

"Honey. Can you tell me something that I wanted to ask you last night. Honey, who's is the father?"

Maureen looked at Angel square in the eyes. She hung her head.

"I don't know if I can tell you." Maureen said

'You can tell me anything." Angel said putting her hand on Maureen's hand.

"I'm not worried about what you'll say, I'm worried about what others will say. Joanne, Mark, Mimi, Collins."

"Maureen, we all love you. You don't have to be scared to tell us anything, you've never been scared before. So what's the difference now?" Angel asked

"Everything. Everything is different."

Maureen got up, she went to the bedroom and closed the door. Angel sighed and put his head in his hands.
Maureen in the other room, got dressed. Grabbed her coat and snuck out of the bedroom, trying not to make a noise. She left the apartment and walked out onto the cold street. She needed to see someone.

Joanne looked around her, her apartment looked so empty since Maureen had left, but it was starting to slowly get rebuilt. Slowly Joanne was getting over Maureen, and glad that she hadn't seen Maureen, Mimi had phoned last night and told Joanne that Maureen was back in town, and Joanne hoped with all her might that Maureen would not decide to come and visit.
Joanne's doorbell rang and Joanne jumped slightly, she walked to the door and opened it.

"Oh no." Joanne said out loud, there in front of her was Maureen.

"Hi Joanne." Maureen said smiling that smile that had always made Joanne hot and ready to pounce Maureen.

"What are you doing here?" Joanne asked

"We need to talk." Maureen answered realizing that she shouldn't have come.

"No. We don't need to talk. Actually I don't even want to see you." Joanne said closing the door.

Maureen stuck out her hand and pushed the door open.

"Please Joanne." Maureen pleaded

Joanne sighed and opened the door as a sign that Maureen could come in. The two walked to the living room, and Joanne pointed the sofa.

"Do you want anything to drink?" Joanne asked

"No thanks. I'm fine." Maureen answered

Joanne shrugged and went to the kitchen and came back with a beer in her hand.
Joanne sat down in the chair across from the couch.

"So what do you want to talk about Maureen?" Joanne asked taking a long drink out of the fresh beer.

Maureen was silent for a moment, then she looked around and looked back at Joanne.

"I just came here to say I'm sorry."

"Uh huh. And what are you sorry for? For fucking with my heart? For fucking with my life? What exactly are you sorry for Maureen?" Joanne asked angrily

Maureen hung her head in shame and sighed.

"I know I fucked up a lot of lives. I fucked up Mark's life, Roger's, Mimi's, Angel's, Collins and yours. I fucked it all up. But I fucked up my life even more. I made the biggest mistake of my life. And now I have to pay for it."

Joanne scoffed, she took a drink and then looked at Maureen.

"And how pray tell did you fuck up your life even more then ours? Then mine?"

Maureen stood up and took off her jacket. Joanne looked down at Maureen's swollen pregnant belly. She put her hand up to her mouth. Maureen looked down at her belly and then at Joanne.

"Oh my God." Joanne whispered

Maureen nodded, she sat back down.

"You fucking bitch." Joanne said

Maureen looked taken aback. That was not what she was expecting at all, not from Joanne.

"I deserved that." Maureen acknowleged.

"You cant take care of a baby. You couldn't take care of our relationship, how in hell are going to take care of another human being?" Joanne asked

"I don't know Jo. I seriously don't know." And with that Maureen broke down in tears.

Joanne put down her beer and rushed to Maureen's side on the couch, she put her arm around her ex-lovers body and pulled her in close as she could. After everything that Maureen had done, Joanne wanted Maureen to be happy more then anything, and she knew that Maureen didn't want to have a child, and Joanne knew that Maureen wasn't happy. How could she be? She was pregnant with a child that wasn't supposed to happen, and the father probably didn't even know.

"Who's the father?" Joanne asked silently

Maureen pulled herself away from Joanne and looked at her.

"You'll hate me." Maureen answered

"I already do baby. I just want to know, fuck, I deserve to know who the father is,"

Maureen looked at Joanne.

"Roger." Maureen answered

Joanne looked at Maureen, she didn't know what to say, or feel.

"Why?" Joanne asked

"I don't know. All I know is that I made a mistake and that I've fucked up both our lives. I don't know if Roger knows that he's the father, He probably thinks its some guy that I met while I was in Jersey."

"That's where you've been all this time? Jersey?" Joanne asked

Maureen nodded.

"What the hell were you doing there?" Joanne asked again

"I worked, here and there. Some clothing stores, they fired me right away when I started to show. Then one of the girls and her boyfriend from work were driving out to LA, so I decided to go with them. We packed up and we started driving then they stopped on Avenue B, and told me to get out. I got out and now I'm here." Maureen explained

"Maureen." Joanne whispered

Joanne brought Maureen's head to hers, she kissed Maureen slightly and then looked at Maureen.

"Roger and I have both been fucked up since you left. Roger hasn't been the same and we've all wondered why." Joanne explained "And I guess now I do."

Maureen paused. Roger had been fucked up since she left? Could he love her? Was it possible that she wasn't the only one that had experienced that spark when they made love?

"Listen. Joanne. I'm really sorry. For what I did to you. You deserve so much better then me. You deserve someone who can love you twenty four hours a day and seven days a week. Ever week of the month. You deserve someone fun and spunky. But someone who can be serious. I love you and I want nothing for you but happiness and to find that love, you and I both know that I'm not your love."

Joanne hung her head. "I know what your saying is true. But its taken me seven months to get over you, and I'm still not fully over you. I love you, I loved you more then I had ever loved anyone. And I know that we aren't meant to be together, your meant to be with whoever can make you happy. We had a good time though right?" Joanne asked, looking up at Maureen. Tears in both of their eyes.

"Yes, of course. We had an amazing time honey. Amazing!" Maureen kissed Joanne, and they both knew at that moment that it was the last kiss they were to share as a couple.

"I love you Maureen. No matter what you did. I will always love you.' Joanne smiled, and kissed Maureen this time on the cheek.

"I love you too Joanne."

Maureen and Joanne sat for awhile, not talking then the girl side of them both came out and Maureen started asking questions about Joanne's life while she was gone. What she had done, who she had done. And if she had met anyone she thought she could love forever.