Author's note: here's the next chapter! Hope you all enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own beyblade or this song! "Addicted" is not mine I do not own this really good song, it belongs to Simple Plan!
Addicted
Walking down the deserted streets I hang my head low. The clashing of blades catches my attention as I turn my head to see little kids playing. They held such innocence; I never got to play the game just for fun…
Drawing my attention to my current problem I continue walking aimlessly around the streets.
I've lost you. I can't believe I didn't figure it out! You seem to be ok now though. You're happy now aren't you? With Bryan… To bad I couldn't tell you how I really felt, maybe you could've loved me instead? I can't seem to live without you Tala, I didn't know until now how much you mean to me.
I heard you're doin okay
But I want you know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
Crossing the street and walking under the street lamp awaiting for the signal to go, eyeing a new club just across the street from me I walk my way over as the light indicates I can move forward. Hopefully I can forget about you there…
…I tried to forget about you Tala, but I can't get you out of my mind! I love you and I need you! Without you I break even now as I walk towards a place to just let go, I-I still see your face in front of me. Why can't I forget about you? Why can't I just pretend I don't love you anymore? Do I deserve this? Pft, I probably do, I was such a pain to you Tala wasn't I?
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think
I deserve this
I thought we were ok. Thought that you were- no… you told me you hated everything about me, always bossing you, degrading you. Can't you tell I just can't reveal my feelings that good? I tried to make you happy but it was all for nothing! You hated me no matter what I did, you-you left…and will never come back…
I tried to make you happy
But you left anyway
Entering the sinful club there are already many drunks sagging around. Must not get too drunk like these idiots…
Losing myself in the music I can't remember how much I had…5? 8? Damn I shouldn't but- (A/N he's drunk k?) it feels so good, I can't remember why I was so depressed when I got here.
The music quickened to some song by Sean Paul or something. I had felt a body press up against mine. Turning around to face the person I met blue eyes. Tala? The body pressed up against me, lips crushing my own. Fingers traced up and down my back.
"I thought you hated me," I breathed rubbing against the redhead after he removed his lips from mine.
"Now why would I hate a cutie like you," he made me blush as I started grinding my body against him. Damn and I thought Tala said he couldn't dance! I smirked kissing my redhead. Fuck you don't know how much I need you.
And I thought you hated me causing me much pain, heh, you probably were joking…
I'm tryin to forget that I'm addicted to you
But I want it
And I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Losing myself you pull me away to the outside. A cool breeze washes over me. Damn it sure was hot in there, but the heat was only cranking up…
Do you remember when we first met? You were so scared and then I took you into the rooms we were assigned. We became friends quickly and we talked about everything. We were best friends before we even knew it, and you-you-I couldn't live without you! We were always together and I would near be seen without you. You're like a drug to me Tala. I need you so badly and I think I just might get you tonight…
Following my redhead I blink and I see Ray instead. Wait a minute! I'm with Tala! Shaking my head my eyes meet with blue once again. Good, I knew I was with you.
Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I found myself stripped and in your arms, you caressing my body with ever touch I give you a pleasured moan. Only there's something wrong with this, you were never this dominant! I should be the one on top. I growl in frustration pinning you down on the cushions of your apartment. I look at you and meet amber eyes. NO! I can't, no I'm with Tala! Blinking I meet your pale flesh and blue eyes once again, your red strand falling over your face, I knew it was you. I'm tearing your clothes. You know I'd do anything to get what I want, and right now I want you and I always get what I want, I will make you mine Tala.
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think
I deserve this
Our bodies coaxed with sweat already, I'm back on the bottom. Damn Ivanov, I never thought you'd be one to be reckless, usually self composed. I chuckle getting you to muffle me out kissing me harshly with lust. I thrust my hips against you getting you to double over falling off of me. I'm on top now! I will make you crave me as much as I crave you, I will make you happy with my actions.
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway
Thrusting within you, you cry out my name, but it isn't your voice. I quickly let go flipping you over but I don't see your face. It-it's Ray's! My eyes widen as the raven-haired neko-jin smirk bringing my head back down engulfing me in another unfeeling harsh kiss. I pull away screaming. I-I did it with Ray! Not-not Tala! No! It was suppose to be Tala!
I'm leaving KaiNo, you didn't mean that! It's not over between us, no not yet! You-you-I have to make you mine!
I'm tryin to forget that I'm addicted to you
But I want it
And I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Rushing to get my clothes on I quickly explain to Ray that whatever I had said I never meant it, I was drunk and I didn't know what I was doing. You thought I was joking but you don't know how true I was. I don't love you Ray, my heart belongs to Tala...
Rushing out of the apartment I realize Tala didn't have an apartment to stay in and I really was drunk, and still am…everything is still dizzy. Maybe I still am a bit drunk, but I think I'm ok. Damn! Now I know I'll never get drunk again! Damn I claimed Ray, not Tala! Well…I hadn't finished it actually…I didn't reach my climax…
"Damn it!"
Slumping myself on a park bench I realize this was always were you and I used to train together. I will wait forever for you Tala; you will be mine when you're ready.
How long will I be waiting
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine
A cool breeze washes over my face. Damn I needed that. –sigh- I almost claimed Ray, that was too close. Damn you Tala!
A flash of red and blue, your face flashes and I come to face with yours. Lush pale skin, flaming red hair, and two perfect strands fall over your face. I reach out my hand to caress your cheek but you disappear, where did you go? Was I hallucinating or something?
I'm tryin to forget that I'm addicted to you
But I want it
And I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
Ann I never want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
I hate the feeling of rejection. You and Bryan, standing side by side, both content with the others company. Why couldn't I give you that? Happiness...hatred. I hate you. Why must you cause me this much pain? It-it hurts. Right here.
Bringing my right hand to rest on the left side of my chest, my heart really hurts. You broke me.
I'm tryin to forget that I'm addicted to you
But I want it
And I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Just leave me alone Kai…I'm leaving…for good.
No-you can't!
"Can't you see that I need you!"
Leaves prance around my body, mocking me. But, who's that?
From my far left I notice, a tall lean figure making their way over here. Who is that? The outline looks vaguely familiar…
The person walks into the lamp revealing pale lush skin mostly covered with a thin white and orange jacket, red hair flamed apart, two perfect strand falling over the peace looking face.
Tala!
I'm tryin to forget that I'm addicted to you
But I want it
And I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
You-you broke my heart…rejected me…left me…and I still can't move on…I'm addicted to you Tala.
Author's note: ha! There we go! Third chp done! Though I'm not that proud of this chp but wait until the next! So what do ya think? Good bad? Flames? I don't care, whatever hopefully the next chp will come soon as I still have to work on a couple of others…(kittykat, mistake, ice cream…alone to die…) yup, still working on 'em!
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