Author's note: thanks for the reviews:D I can't believe you thought I was gonna end right there! Hehe :) I've got LOTS planned for this fic ok? No worries, they'll get together, not soon but they will. So far I've got 25 chapters planned, so it's not over yet ok, I can't believe it sounded so…finished X.x well here's more for ya, glad you're all enjoying this!
Disclaimer: I do not own beyblade yada, yada, yada, nor this song, belongs to Green Day.
Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Walking away from the park and making my way onto the streets walking aimlessly around. I wonder if I should go back to Bryan's? Um…nah I'm ok, I just need to clear my head out of all this…Kai's determined and he's obviously gonna come after me, demand what the problem is…if only he'd just back off!
-sigh-
If only Biovault didn't find me on the streets, then maybe I would have never met Kai or that damned place. Making me into one of his soldiers for war. Teaching me that beyblading was all there was, no emotions…friends…family…nothing. They raised me into becoming someone who was unfeeling…and they actually accomplished it…for a while that is…
Being raised at that stupid abbey and turned into a robot, no one was really there for me…I've always been alone. Always…
Kai had befriended me, but it was all a plan to get me on their side, to stay loyal to them forever. But their little plan backfired when I chickened out in escaping with Kai. I was suppose to go with Kai, make a blading team in Japan, then China, Europe, etc. all for power under Voltaire's control. I was the flaw, I didn't follow through as they thought I would.
I thought that after I lost to Tyson three years ago Voltaire and all his evil plans were sent down the drain and I could finally live free, but I'm still a robot. Still a cyborg…but I'm not under their control, nor your control Kai. I just thought you could help me, help me be me again, carefree and innocent. I can't go innocent again…
What I read in those pages were his orders from a long time ago. He was trained since he was a child to deceive me. And I he hasn't told me yet.
Walking down these roads, remind me of the streets I roamed when I was little. My mom was a whore. She didn't want me, I was a mistake. She found some attractive redhead and made me. I wasn't suppose to be born and yet I was. She left me on the streets where a widow found me. She looked after me for while.
When I turned 5 I was back on the streets. The old widow died, but not without teaching me a few things about living on the streets. I had survived for a while, but I was only 5. I would have been dead if they hadn't found me.
Boris took me in, molding me into his model student as the strongest blader, giving me "extra attention". When I met Kai… everything changed. I had a friend, a friend that would look after me through thick and thin. That's what I believed. I thought that he would never betray me. Then they showed us Black Dranzer…
Kai was promised he could have that beyblade. He just had to get me into coming with him as he fled the abbey. But I didn't. I knew it was wrong so I didn't follow after him when he blew up the abbey and ran away…leaving me all alone…
I've always been alone haven't I? With only my shadow to follow me. Sure I had Bryan, Spencer and Ian, but I never held the same friendship I held with Kai.
They made me into a cyborg, and almost made me emotionless. I wish they had succeeded. Then I wouldn't have feelings for that stupid bastard!
"Hm?" Raising me head looking up ahead of me was a high school, there were lights on, differnet colours flashing every second, music also heard. School dance?
Making my way over I was able to easily slip in the school and walk through it looking for the gymnasium where the dance was probably being held in.
Walking through the bright white halls lined up with lockers I finally passed the gym. Some of the students were outside, talking, laughing, whatever. They have someone, I don't, I shouldn't be here…but I'm here anyway.
Shrugging I made my way inside deciding to sit in a corner listening to the music watching the others have fun and dance. A couple of people stared at me and a couple of girls came asking to dance. I declined ignoring all of them.
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
Hm…that song…really reflected on my feelings just now…
I'm alone…and always will be.
If Kai finds me…no…will I let him find me?
Looking up I notice someone looking down at me.
It's him.
Kai.
I stand up, both of us even in height. Crimson orbs look into my blue ones.
I guess you've found me…but will I still be alone?
Author's note: damn, they just keep finding each other don't they? Well review plz, this is NOT over yet ok? I probably would have warned you if it was over, and personally I thought each ending chapter sounded like end…well to me at least :)