Author's note: woot! X3 I've updated all of my fics, and posted up new ones n.n but sadly now, school will start u.u –sigh- oh well, it can't be helped.
Warnings: this chapter has a lemon. So this is rated R/M whatever. Contains yaoi, so if you don't like, don't read! Other than that, enjoy.
Disclaimer: I do not own beyblade or this song.
Promise
"Tala," we just keep running into each other now don't we? You look away huffing. I sit down myself down next to you, I feel you tense and so you move slightly away.
"What's wrong Tala?" I know you need to let it all out, whatever is bothering you, just tell me. You don't answer. Fine if that's how it's gonna be.
"Wha? Hey let go of me!" Grabbing your arm I pull you up dragging him out of the building heading towards my apartment…an apartment that was once ours, you had only gathered out –some- of your items, not everything, everything was still the same, just as you had left it.
Breakdown
I can't take this
I need somewhere to go
I need you
I'm so restless
I don't know what to do
"Kai will you stop!"
"No! If you won't tell me now I will wait all night for you tell me what the hell I did wrong! You heard my feelings for you; now tell me, why can't you accept them? You feel the same way, I know you do," my voice trembles, I just can't stand being away from you Tala…
You take a step back, eyes unsure. What are you unsure about? Icy eyes change with a scorn. Why do you dislike me so?
"You lied."
"What?"
"You lied about everything you told me! Everything!"
"Tala I don't know what you're talking about," what lies? I don't know which lies he's talking about. Everyone lies sometimes, sometimes they don't even notice when they do.
"Hm…just forget it ok? If you don't know what you did, I don't know, if you realize it yourself you'll understand better," what is he talking about? Well…if he won't say anything maybe I can make him.
We've had our rough times
Fighting all night
And now you're just slipping away
"What? Where are you taking me now Hiwitari!"
"Just someplace we used to call home."
Give me this chance
To make the wrongs right, to say
Don't, don't, don't walk away
"But Kai I-I-I don't feel the same way please!" He's struggled all the way here, fussing like a child, some things never change.
"Shush, Tala, everything's gonna be all right," I hush him closing then door to my room softly kissing his forehead. Looking down at him his cheeks flushed, blue eyes dazed.
"But I don't…" as he trails off I place a short kiss on his lips. Ending it he sighs looking at his feet with no interest.
"Sleep with me tonight?" I know I can prove it to him that he does love me the same way I love him!
"Kai…"
"Yes?"
"I-I can't, Bry's gonna be worried," my heart stops and my eyes widen. I forgot about Bryan! They-they're both in a relationship together but-no I-wait, I'm really confused.
I promise
I won't let you down (you down)
If you take my hand tonight
I promise
We'll be just fine (this time)
If you take my hand tonight
If you take my hand tonight
"What is Bryan to you?" I growl pinning you on my bed now. You turn your face towards the window. The moon high up in the sky bathing the town in its warm moonlight glow.
"My-my friend, he promised he would look after me, Kai I don't want to bother you anymore," sad eyes look up at me, his helpless form underneath me. This is what I wanted, and I will have it!
"What am I to you?"
"Nothing…nothing anymore Kai," my breath hitches. No.
"What was I to you before?"
"A friend…my crush…Kai I can't love you…no matter how much I want to, I can't," you do love me. Crystal clear droplets fall from those icy blue eyes of yours. Sadly shaking your head you tremble under me, whimpering softly. What did I do to you?
"I love you Tala, please, without you I'm nothing…I just I-" pressing my forehead against yours you continue whimpering, your eyes shut trying to surprises that ears but they keep falling.
Without you (I go through the motions)
Without you (it's just not quite the same)
Without you (I don't want to go out)
I just wanted to say
You've changed since you got here. You were persistent in getting away from me, annoying me like hell. Yelling kicking and shouting in my ears. But once we entered the building, you were dazed. Your mood changed, almost as if you really did come here willingly, no persistence in wanting to get away, you really do want to spend the night with me.
I kiss you deeply, wandering inside your mouth. You hiccup a moan because of your tears. I kiss them away as you wrap your arms around my neck tugging my hair. Kissing me back with equal force you raise your hips against mine causing me to moan out your name.
"I hate you Kai," you whisper in my ear before nibbling it.
"No you don't," I bite back marking your collarbone.
"I can try can't I?"
"You sure can, but you love me too much."
"That's the problem," heh, I knew you loved me. Smirking I dip my head stealing another kiss from your reddened lips.
That I'm sick of these fights
I'll let you be right
If it stops you from running away
"H-how do I know this is-for real?" You stutter as I pump into you. What? Mind on other things? Doubting?
"Hn, hn, Kai! A-answer m-me!" Grunting I nip your bruised lips getting you to hush up, well as hushed up as you can get since your moans continue getting louder and louder as I pump harder and faster, my hand rubbing your erected length, leaking pre cum on my fingers, not that I mind.
"Trust me. I'll never let you go, I love you too much…" your breath hitches as our climaxes reach the edge. Your inner muscles clenching around me as I almost reach that spot, inside of you. You will trust me then. Believe with your whole heart and soul. I will never betray you, not to anyone.
So give me this chance
To make the wrongs right, to say
Don't, don't, don't walk away
"KAI!"
"I love you Tala," tears flooding down your cheeks, your chest rising and descending rapidly. Your fingernails already dug deep inside my arms drawing a bit of blood. Eyes glazed over, pleasure, you like it…I do too. The feeling of us, we fit together perfectly.
"I-I love you too Kai, do it!" I smirked, catching my breath. One more thrust.
"KAI!"
"TALA!"
The release of my seeds inside you, yours spilling all over our stomachs, the sticky white substance staining the cream sheets and us. But I don't care. I've made you mine; finally I've made you mine Tala.
"You're mine," I whisper collapsing next to you. Our naked bodies still in contact. Your hands let go of me; trailing down my arm you intertwine your sweaty numb fingers with mine. The heat, the heat in this room engulfing us both.
"I promise I won't fail you," gasping for breath you turn yourself towards me, your full body in view for me, perfection Tala.
"How do I know I can trust you?" You breathe.
I promise
I won't let you down (you down)
If you take my hand tonight
I promise
We'll be just fine (this time)
If you take my hand tonight
If you take my hand tonight
I bring our clutched hands in between us.
"Keep holding my hand, I promise I won't leave you, ever," tears brim you eyes. Why do I make you cry?
"Shush, don't cry," pulling your sticky and tired body into my embrace you tremble to my touch, hiding your tears in the crook of my marked neck. I can feel your tears. I sigh content with your scent. Vanilla and winter, a smile tugs at my lips.
"I…trust you Kai, please don't-don't betray me again…"
Take my hand
Take my hand (I promise)
Take my hand (I promise)
Take my hand
"I won't. You're mine now, no one touches what is mine," you hiccup kissing my neck once, then sighing contently you close your eyes, slow heavy breathing.
GO!
Taking the tainted sheets I wipe off our sweat-covered bodies and of, other substances, tossing it to the floor where our clothes are clumped up in a corner.
If you take my hand tonight
I won't let you down (you down)
Take my hand tonight
Retrieving another clean blanket, I cover us with it holding you close.
You're asleep.
Taking your hand I kiss your fingers.
"I promise."
Author's note: woot! Done! And now I don't know what the next chapter's gonna be about o.o; forgive me, but this is not the end! Will Kai keep his promise? What will Tala tell Bryan? And how…smoothly does their relationship really go?
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