KEKE. CONFESSION. BROKEN HEARTS COMING UP.
YUNAS POV
I spent last night in Tidy's room. I would be lying if I said we didn't do any thing. Do I love him? I asked myself. I think I'm starting to.
"Whao! Since when did you guys start doing that?" Rikku exclaimed while she over poured her small glass of pop.
I pulled away from Tidy's kiss. "Sorry, we thought we were alone."
Tidy chuckled.
"Oh-kay. I'll just leave." Rikku pointed to the stairs. "Right after I clean up my mess."
"I'll help you." I got up from my chair. "You guys ready to go running after."
Lulu yawned in her pj's. "Why am I sleepier today than other days." Lulu asked fixing her hair. "Forget it. I'm going back to sleep." Lulu walked right back up the way she came from like a zombie.
"Oh! I just remembered! I have need to practice modeling." Rikku stood up from the clean floor and ran upstairs. "You guys leave without us!"
"Come on Rikku. Stop lying."
"I'm serious. I really do have to practice."
I knew she was just lying and I don't wanna leave my best people out just 'cause I have this guy with me.
I sigh. "I guess it's just us." I looked to Tidy
TIDUS POV
The sky was still so dark and every single star was still out. I was trying to make the best out of it because it's my last run with Yuna.
YUNAS POV
It was unusual for us to stop after 5 minutes. It was more like Tidy's idea to sit and talk for a while. We walked around looking for a good place to sit when we came to a beautiful sight.Our running path was about 40 feet from the cliff and you can see the horizen and almost touch the star.
We realize the cliff was made for the view we're seeing. The cement was smooth and the place smells like lavender.
Tidy and I lay down head to head looking at the stars.
After a moment of silence, I spoke up, "Do you beleive that one of these stars belongs to you?"
"I'm not shoure." Tidy chuckled.
I smiled. "It's a yes or no question."
"No?" Tidy said in a question.
"Why not!"
"Stars are justt stars, how doess it connectt to life."
"I don't know. I was just asking you." I said with an attitude.
Tidy turned his position and layed flat on his belly. He held my head and soon, we were kissing upside down.
"You do notice today's valentine's day right?" I asked Tidy at the lunch table.
Tidy nodded. "Yue khnow whatt. I hafto go to my friends house. I'll be back by dinner or later."
I squint at him. "Since when did you have friends?"
TIDUS POV
What's the use of lying to them. The mission is almost over n e way.
"I've been hafing friendss."
Yuna looked at me again but confused this time. "You never mentioned them."
"Well I gott to go baby."
YUNAS POV
What is he up to? He's been acting weird.
Rikku and Lulu just looked at me. I shrugged. "What are you guys doing today?"
Rikku and Lulu shrugged. Seems like everybody is shrugging today. That sucks.
"Hope something interesting comes up to keep us busy." Rikku said with a mouth full of french toast.
TIDUS POV
"I'm finally done!" Wakka gave me a big hug for my accomplishment.
I'm happy I'm done. I get to live my regular life now. But I'm not sure if I wanna leave Yuna. No of couse I do.
"I just wanna know, sex or no sex?" Gippal said chewing his gum dully.
I rolled my eyes. "No sex Gippal. I'm not like you."
"No sex! come on! No sex! How can you possibly stay with her for all this time with no sex!" Gippal's jaw dropped.
"Shut up. Just watch it!"
We were in Wakka's mansion starring at a big screen t.v.
It began slowly as Yuna took off her shirt.
"She made the first move on you man." Wakka laughed.
"That's a good thing. Let's see her cry her bi color eyes out today." Gippal chuckled.
"Shut up guys. Watch." I said in a yell and a whisper.
They shut up again and watch as I started to kissYuna's soft lips. 2 minutes later, we were naked. Not entirely. I still had my boxers on and she still had her bra and thong on. I didn't want to take advantage of her though this mission is what its all about. She placed my hand on her chest while my other hand explore her cruves. The blanket was half kicked off the bed and you can see whats happening.
"You didn't take it all the way?" Gippal's face was petrified.
"Well now she's a slut to us." Wakka said relaxing on his padded bean bag couch.
"Shut up man. Watch the goddamn video!"
"Damn. Why you so offended man." Gippal raise his eye brows with surprise.
"I'm not offended. I'm just saying."
"Mahn, this video is getting me hard. Let's hurry up and go to their house so me and that girl you were talking about. Ricky or whatever can do it."
"Gippal, is that all you can talk about. Sex?"
"Right now, yeah."
"Okay. Here's what you're gonna do. We enter the house. Confess to her, she's gonna slap you, hit you, kick you, run away, cry to death, whatever, just walk away. Than you can call up Dona and tell her we did not kidnap you okay?" Wakka explained as he grabbed his sweater.
"We've never discussed about this and you're not my dad." I said as I set my hands on my waist.
"Okay, okay. Do it your way than if you're so good." Gippal said throwing his hands up shaking his head.
YUNAS POV
Where is he? I walked around the living room with a strectchy short, short and a tang top looking at my clock. Tidy would never do this. It's past dinner. Where can he be? I tried to persuade myself to beleiving the clock is wrong but I know it's not.
Rikku was in the kitchen, right next to the living room tasting Lulu's great, round chocolate walnut cake with red, pink, and white icings.
"I'm so hungry." Rikku cried rubbing her stomach. "I think it's because the cake looks soo good!" Rikku walked into the living room and sat down. "Where's Tidy, Yuna?"
"I don't know. I hope he's okay." I started to chew my nails which in what I haven't done for a long time. But luckily, the door bell rang.
Rikku screamed, "I got it!"
I don't care who gets it. I'm so happy Tidy's back.
Tidy stepped into the house along with two familiar guys behind him.
There was a moment of silence until thankfully, Rikku broke it 'cause I was too shock to do so. "Umm.. What's happening here?"
I raised an eye brow waiting for an answer when I realize it was Gippal behind Tidy and this other guy we saw at the restaurant that was acting strange.
"I'm just gonna be here for a while Yuna. Uh. I-I've been waiting to tell you the truth." Tidy spoke in perfect english.
Umm. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE!
"The sooner the better but I guess it's been a little long." Tidy paused. "It was a mission or you can say it's like a bet. Well, Wakka, and Gippal bet me that I couldn't get you. And I wasn't a man enough to." Tidy spoke really fast and almost a whisper and paused again for a second looking down at the floor.
I didn't know what to say so I just kept listening as the the guy in the orange hair nudged him.
"I lied to you." Tidy finally looked up.
"You," I closed my eyes tight than opened it again. I must be imagining this? "You what?" I asked exhailing my big breath I took.
"I'm not Tidy, I'm-"
"TIDUS! OMG! Where the HELL HAVE YOU BEEN? I've been chasing these guys every where just to find out whereYOU are?" The voice belongs to Dona.
"Tidus?" I asked as if I was talking to one whole different person. I backed away and bumped into Lulu. I realize Lulu came outta the kitchen with her apron to listen also.
"Oh! What are you doing here?" Dona asked me. "And what are YOU doing here?" Dona shouted at Rikku.
"What the fuck! How can you ask me what I'm doing here! This is my house!"
I was hoping my face expression didn't look hurt and like I was about to cry. I turned around, covered my face and ran up the stairs.
By the time I got up there, I was strengthless. I had to lean on the door to shut it and without looking, I locked it.
My tears poured endlessly. I slowly fell on the floor and cried. I couldn't help it. How can I not beleive that's he's not Tidus. I wish I can tell myself he's not! Dona's all over him. He was dressed in his own expensive clothes. He lied to me! He said he don't know Dona! He knew her perfectly!
I punched the hard floor and cried harder. I was fooled so bad. I was living in a lie.
I can hear Rikku and Lulu argueing with the guys and Dona. Please don't. We're nothing to them now. They're done with us! Stop it! Just let them leave and act like this is all a fucken DREAM! I wished I could have the guts to run out there and stop Rikku and Lulu from even giving a damn but how can I go out like this. I HAVEN'T LOST YET! I WILL NOT LET YOU SEE ME CRY! I don't want them to see that I care.. That I care about being played on... But the more I tried to tell myself, the more I cried. I thought I've finally settled down with someone BUT HE WAS TOYING WITH ME TOO! I wanted to think of something else but I couldn't.
I sat on the bed with my stuffed nose. I blew it and calm down. I turned on my stereo to number one on my cd and the volume was on max so I can drowned out all the sound... All the memories if possible.
Must be doin' somethin' right - Billy Currington
A woman is a mystery
A man just can't understand
Sometimes all it takes to please her
Is the touch of your hand
And other times you gotta take it slow
And hold her all night long
Heaven knows there's so many ways
A man can go wrong
I started to cry recalling all the times we had together.You really know how to take it slow Tidus.
Must be doin' somethin' right
I just heard you sigh
lean into my kiss and close
Those deep blue 'need you' eyes
Don't know what I did
To earn a love like this, but
Baby, I
Must be doin' somethin' right
But why am I running away from all the problems. Am I too afraid to face to truth?
Anywhere you wanna go
Baby, show me the way
I'm open to suggestions
Mmm, whatever you say
Tonight's about givin' you what you want
Whatever it takes
Girl, I hope I'm on the right road
Judgin' by the smile on your face
It took me right back to the time when Tidus and I were listening to this song in my car while I drove him to the mall. I remembered when you told me you'll always be there if I need someone to talk to.Was it just a pick up line that you hope will touch my heart.
Must be doin' somethin' right
I just heard you sigh
lean into my kiss and close
Those deep blue 'need you' eyes
Don't know what I did
To earn a love like this, but
Baby, I
Must be doin' somethin' right
I cried thinking about our memories up to when he kissed me upside down underneath the stars. I need to get rid of this song. EVERYTHING THAT REMINDS ME OF HIM!
Don't know what I did
To earn a love like this, but
Baby, I
Must be doin' somethin' right
I eject the cd out right when the song ended and took one last glance at it before I threw it out the window. With my two angry hands, I picked up the musicle crystal and threw it on the floor.
"I hate you." I said as I watched it break apart. I took out my my sandle so it'll keep me safe from the glass and looked at my closet for an out fit. It's not like I'm going any where. But just because something like this happened, I don't need to be mad, or sad like maybe Rikku and Lulu probably is now. We need someone to lift up our spirits.. and maybe I can be the one to. Times like this, even if it hurts so much, I will smile for them, the only true friends I ever had.
I walked to my brown 7 drawer dresser mirror afterwards and blew my nose, fixing myself up again.
I listened to hear it was silent downstairs.
"Well thank you Tidy-Tidus. You've made a great impact in my life." I said to myself. "The world don't revolve around you bitch."
I sprayed body spray on my neck and put on mascara. I notice my red eye is recovering. A little eye shadow and I went down stairs like I never cried at all.
EHEHEH. WELL. UMM. TIDUS LOST. DAMN. I FINALLY GOT USED TO WRITING TIDY THAN IT'S BACK TO TIDUS. LOL. HOW DO YOU THINK TIDUS CAN GET HER BACK? OR IS HE EVEN GONNA TRY AT ALL? That urgh.