EHEH. WELLA. HERES ANOTHER CHAPTER GUYS!

-------LOSING SOMEONE---------

TIDUS POV

I remembered when Rikku said, "She just don't like bringing up bad memories."

I couldn't go to sleep. I looked at my watch, "6:15." It's when we usually wake up and go running. I've been waking up at this time these past few weeks.

I feel so bad for being such an ass hoe. I haven't even finished my speech than Dona just came out of no where giving everything up. Well maybe it's better that way. It was sort of hard on me.

But I don't give a damn. I don't even like her so why do I care.

YUNAS POV

Ever since that day, I've stopped running. I keep telling myself it's alright to go running like I always do, that if I don't than I've become a loser and I'm scared of those bad memories. But just because I don't do that any more doesn't mean I'm a loser. I'm just tired of it. But I don't regret any thing. It was a wonderful experiment that proved me right. BOYS ARE USELESS ASSHOES.

I've started to sing, at home. We purchased a whole system.

Rikku, Lulu and I remodeled our house.

I've stopped dressing like those people where others just glance at you and think you're a slut. I've started to wear more jeans and more t shirt. I got my hair layered and trim. The only time when I would wear skirts, or dress is on special occasion. I would always wear shorts at home. No, I have not become a tom boy. I don't stand out much in a crowd any more. Lulu and Rikku's still the same so I guess they still do. They think I've changed because of Tidus and they don't like it. But that's not why, I just don't want another one of that problem to happen again because I was mistaken and misunderstood. I'm already pass that stage.All I need is someone who will stay by my side, and gives me his whole attention. Is that too much to ask for!

But sometimes I wish I can wake up from this night mare.

My mom phoned me yesturday and told me she's been sick for about 5 months now and she really wants me to go back home for a while cause she don't know how much longer she can live. I didn't like the sound of it so I packed up that night and left the next morning.

"I'm fine Lulu." I giggled. "I'll be back when my mother's illness gets better. I love you guys too.. Bye." I shut my cell phone and shook my head laughing. They're so funny. Not even 24 hour yet.

The boat was big and it was full. These people must always be traveling. I got my own room and the food was great though I feel very lonely.

I was sitting by myself in the restaurant eating my perfessionally made cake and sigh. I was taking my time because it take 3 days to get to Beside and today is only my first!

"Hey honey!" My dad shouted waving his hands.

"Dad!" I squeeled and ran to give him a hug. He kissed me on the cheeks like he always does and introduced me to his friend.

"Jecht, this is my daughter Yuna. And Yuna, this is my very good friend Jecht. He came here just a week ago to see your mom. We met about a year ago." My dad chuckled at that.

I smiled and nodded. "Nice to meet you."

"What a nice youg lady you have here." Jecht nodded his head impressively. "My son shouldget to see you,I'm pretty sure he'll like you." Jecht said nicely.

I giggled and than stopped remembering why I'm here. "Is mom alright?

"She's getting better."

I smiled. "That's good." I said as we walked down the path.

Right when I entered our house, I race to see my mother. "Mom!" I gently hugged her while she was still laying on the bed.

"My oh my honey. You've changed."

I giggled. "Of course mom." I pulled a chair and sat down next to her.

"How's Zanarkand?"

"It's great!"

"Found someone yet?"

I stuck out my bottom lips and pumped air into my mouth. "No. I don't know if I'm ever gonna find one."

"Don't say that. Makes me feel uneasy to leave." My mother said with closed eyes.

"Leave to where?" I can feel goose bumps popping up. "Dad said you're getting better."

"I can feel it coming back honey. I'm getting too old."

I was walking down from booth to booth looking for something I can cook for my family. Something healthy. Everything here is healthy! What am I thinking.

"Welcome back lady Yuna." The girl bowed.

Wow. I haven't been gone that long. I already forgot how to do it. I watched her carefully and to the best of my best ability, I did it.

"It's nice to be back."

I went to the temple and before I could pray that my mom would be okay, someone ran in and whispered to me that my mom is dying. I ran after him back to my house.

I slammed open the door and yelled, "Mom!"

I hugged her as if she was gonna dissapear. "I'm happy to leave honey, now that I've seen you. You're not going to end up alone."Seems like she was having trouble breathing. "Someone will come looking for you. Just hold on."

I listened to her as I cried. "I love you mom." I whispered.

"I love you too." She whispered back as people around us watched the sad scene. Her head fell to a side and stopped breathing. I silently cried as my dad held my shoulders and hugged me.

TIDUS POV

"Can't this boat go any faster!" Rikku whined out loud as she ate her lunch.

"This is terrible." Lulu sigh than I lost what she said after that.

What are they doing here? Why isn't Yuna with them?

"Hey Tidus," Gippal interrupted me from eavesdropping. "are you okay?"

"Y-yeah! Sure." I said as I leaned towards Wakka and Gippal. "Do you guys see Lulu and Rikku here?"

"Where?" Gippal asked looking around.

"Two tables behind me." I whispered.

Gippal moved his head to the side so he'd get a better view. "Oh snap! She's so hot!"

"Nah. The girl in the black is hotter." Wakka dissagreed.

"Why are they here?" Gippal asked.

"How am I soppose to know." I looked back also.

"Imma go talk to them. Watch." Gippal stood up and walked over.

I chuckled.

YUNAS POV

"Rikku?" I asked. "I'm alright. When are you guys gonna get here? Okay...Who? Well. why do you think I care? Okay, okay. See you in 5 hours than."

TIDUS POV

We all migrate to Rikku's table seconds after Gippal than Rikku left to the bathroom and came back.

"Where you guys going?" I questioned them.

They just ignored us.

"Let me ask." Gippal said. "Where you guys going?"

Noone answered. I laughed quietly. How stupid can you get Gippal?

"Well, we're going to Beside." I said as if they asked us. "Where's Yuna?"

"Why do you ask?" Lulu said calmly and deadly.

"Oh. So you can talk?" Wakka said teasingly as Gippal chuckled.

Rikku sent him a death glare. Lulu threw her napkin on her plate and got up along with Rikku. They paid their bills at the counter and left.

Gippal shook his head and punched Wakka on the shoulder. "Wakka you ass hoe! Your stupid comment!"

I sat down on the bench and waited among a few other people with my m&m bag. I was in a brown stretchy lei (brand name) pants and a white tang top according to the sunny weather.My shoulder length hair was pulled back into a high pony tail leaving some bangs out.

I sighed and smile when I saw the big boat come into sight. People started moving towards the deck but I just waited where I was.

When it came to a loud stop, I saw Rikku and Lulu coming out of the small crowd. It's never really hard to find Lulu the fact that she's always wearing black with that long hair of hers. And Rikku's always so jumpy. Not much people get out here.

I stood up to greet Rikku and Lulu with a big, warm hug. "I missed you guys."

"We missed you more." Rikku said. "Let's get away before those maniacs catch up."

I dragged one of Rikku's suit case since she has two and Lulu has one.

"Wow. It's so nice and quiet here." Rikku said in aww.

"Yeah, there's no freaks here like there is back in Zanarkand." Lulu criticize.

"Shut up guys." I laughed. "Get off the subject."

Rikku giggled. "Yeah Lulu."

"You can also see the stars so much better here at night."

"Gosh Yuna. You're all about stars." Rikku giggled again.

I smiled even though I didn't want to. Too depressed. "Yeah."

LAST DAY OF THE FENERAL

Rikku, Lulu and I were dressed in all black.

I wasn't surprise to see Tidus, Gippal, and Wakka who was already introduced to us a few days ago. Tidus, the son of Jecht, famous blitz ball player. He's home school by professionals. And he was forced to come here. Whatever. It'll be fine without him any way.

I looked at my mother's picture reminiscing.

My face remain expressionless.

I watched as the engineers began to lower her coffin. My dad hugged me and cried for the first time in my whole life in front of me.

3 DAYS LATER

My father, Jecht, Rikku, Lulu, me, Tidus, Gippal, and Wakka were having dinner together.

My father and Jecht sat at each end of the table while Rikku, Lulu, and I have to face the ass holes.

It was silent for a long 5 minute until someone said something.

"So, Tidus.What do you think about Yuna?" Jecht asked.

"She's-"

"We're just friends. Didn't you tell me you have a girl friend Tidus?" I interrupted.

Tidus gave me the look like'what the hell?' and slowly nodded.

I turned to face his father. "He told me he was gonna purpose to her soon." I looked over to Tidus again. "Invite me."

Rikku and Lulu had a big smile on their face.

"Oh!" Jecht had on a surprise face. "How come you didn't tell me?"

"I-I already changed my mind about her." Tidus stuttered. "How am I soppose to tell you? We never talk."

Really? Something interesting. Don't they have only each other?

"Who's on your mind now?" Jecht asked again. Seems like a hard questionon Tidus.

Tidus looked at me but I glanced away.

"No one."

Gippal faked cough. "Yeah (cough) right."

Tidus looked around like he nothing has been said.

"What do you think about my son?" Now the attention was on me.

"We're just friends."

"Oh come on honey. There's gotta be something more." My father butt in.

"No dad. Just friends."

"Well, I was thinking you guys would make a good couple."

My smile faded and I faked a chuckle. "Don't be silly." I started to shove food in my mouth to make me look too busy to talk.

That night, I couldn't go to sleep. I was tossing and turning in my bed than decided to go on a walk.

I was in my stretchy blue shorts, shorts with two white stripes on the side and a navy muscle shirt.

I can hear my flip flops smacking on my heel.

I crossed my arms and walked to a place where there would be no trees blocking my sight of the night sky.

I found a perfect spot and slowly sat down. The place was kinda high and the fence won't help much if you wanted to jump off 'cause you think you can finally fly. You won't die if you're tough but maybe be severly injured. There was a walking path right next to it but noone would be walking at this time of day... except me of course.

I bend my bare knees and held it together. I gently placed my chin on my knees. The cool wind blew against me.

I just wish I can foward to the end to see if it's all worth it.

"What are you doing up so late?"

I knew immidietly it was Tidus so I didn't answer. He gave himself permission to come sit right beside me.

I fidget and scoot away so we wouldn't be touching.

"I see you were trying to get me back earlier."

"I wasn't."

"Stop lying."

"You started it." From the corner of my eye, I can see he looked at me quick.

"Sorry 'bout your mother."

That's three days ago! That's a love one I lost! Do you love seeing me break down!

"If you're just gonna be an ass than leave me alone."

Tidus raised his hands up in defense. "How am I being an ass. I'm just trying to be your friend."

I thought we passed that level. I guess we're back at one.

"I don't want a friend like you." I paused. "You can't even give me a shoulder to cry on! You made my life miserable and then you say you're trying to be my friend?" My lonely tear glittered with the reflection of the moon light. I got up and walked towards my home.

I don't know why I'm being so serious but when it comes to you. I just can't help it. I have to scream it all out.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Tidus held my wrist and pulled me back into a hug.

"Get away from me!" I said more like a whisper than I shout.

"Not until you forgive me." Tidus hugged me tightly.

I cried so much this month that I don't know if I can cry anymore or else I'll crumble down from dryness.

"Let go of me." I sobbed hard. I DON'T WANT ANY OF THIS BS NO MORE! I've already been through too much! I shouted inside but I was too weak to do the exact same thing outside. Tidus loosen his embrace as I ran home.

TIDUS POV

Does she she really hate me that much! I don't know why I hugged her. Do I feel sorry for her or is it something else?

YUNAS POV

"Bye dad!" I waved at beside as the huge boat left.

YADA YADE. OKAY.THATS IT FOR THIS CHAPTER. UMM. SO SEEMS LIKE TIDUS WANTS YUNA BACK BUT HE'S IN DENIAL. OR MAYBE HE JUST WANTS TO PLAY WITH HER AGAIN 'CAUSE HE HAS NO LIFE. LOL.