I'm sorry I've made most of you cry with the fic lately. I've cried too lol This chapter is my tribute to Eddie. At the time of his death, I wasn't able to write a tribute because it was very hard for me. Now I can, and this is it. I hope you all like it.

Chapter Thirty

Today was the day of Eddie's funeral. Jessica wasn't looking forward to it. She knew it was going to be hard for her. She had come to accept that Eddie was gone. But she still couldn't bring herself to open and read his letter.

"Maybe after the funeral, you'll be able to read it." Randy said kissing her head as she adjusted her jacket.

"I might. Did the twins go with Katie?"

"Yeah, Lucy and Dean came too. Dean sends his love."

Jessica smiled. She took a breath. "I'm ready."

Randy took her hand and they walked out to the car. On the way to the church Jesse played with her pendant. It was and said 'Mamacita' in pink diamonds. Vickie and Eddie had given it to her on her 21st birthday. Jessica had laughed but it was beautiful. Randy saw her from the corner of his eye and rested his hand on hers. Jesse smiled.

When they got the the church Jessica was amazed at how many people were there. Some of them she knew but most of them she didn't. She smiled as Randy shook hands with some of his friends. She skimmed the crowd for Vickie. She saw her standing with Dave near the door.

"I'll be over there." Jesse told Randy.

Vickie smiled when she Jessica. Dave hugged his sister and left them alone.

"How are you?" Vickie asked.

"I'm ok..How are you?"

"I'm holding up. I need to stay strong for the girls. I do have something to ask you though."

"Sure."

"Well, I know how I asked you to chose the song. Which I love, it's so beautiful. But would you like to say something after me?"

Jessica smiled. "I didn't prepare anything...But I'd love to."

"Speak from your heart." Vickie said.

Jesse nodded. She knew what to say.

After a few minutes everyone started moving into the church. Jessica found Randy again and slipped her hand into his. He gave it a squeeze and they walked in. Jessica kept her head down and followed Randy. They sat down and it wasn't until everyone was seated that Jessica looked up. She glanced at the casket and felt her eyes burn. She looked away.

The service started and all Jesse heard was the sound of a male voice. She didn't hear what he was saying though because her head was filled with thoughts of what she was going to say. She tuned back in when she saw Dave stand up and walk to the podium. He cleared his throat.

"Eddie was one of the few people you could call a friend. I had the pleasure of working with him for a few months. He was just Eddie. In this business you have to have someone for the laughter when you're always on the road and tired. Eddie was the guy that brought the laughter. Didn't matter what he was doing or where he was you could hear his laugh from miles away. He liked to pull pranks on me and some of the other guys. This one time he filled our wrestling boots with jello." Dave stopped and laughed as tears slid down his face. "That was one of the things I loved about Eddie. He was always happy. Always had good fun. He was always there with good advice when you needed it. He's gone now, but I don't think...actually I know everyone in the world will always remember the name..Eddie Guerrero."

Dave stood down and Jessica leaned on Randy as she started crying. Next Vickie stood up and walked to the stage. She looked out at everyone and smiled.

"I want to thank you all for being here today. It means so much to me to see everyone come together, even if it is for something so tragic. Eddie was a great man. He was a wonderful husband and a wonderful father. Everyday he made sure he called us, just to say hi. When he'd come home he's spend every moment with us, making sure we took pictures to capture the moment. He always talked about his friends and he always made sure he was with one of them in a crisis. Just a few years ago, he helped a wonderful girl, Jessica and her twins who were born early. He was a true loving giving man. For everyday I spend without him, I'll be empty. But I know he's in a good place. Helping people like he did here. Adios bebe, te amo por siempre."

Vickie stepped down and looked to Jessica. She nodded and stood up. Walking slowly to the stage and took a breath and looked around. There were so many people. She wiped her tears away and smiled looking at the casket.

"Eddie helped me through so much. I was so lost. I found my brother, whom I hadn't seen in so long. I was having such a hard time with seeing him again and Eddie was there for me. He showed me how important family are to someone. I met Eddie 3 years ago and I don't think I was ever away from him. He was like a father to me. When Randy and I were having problems, Eddie solved them. When I gave birth to my twins early, he was there. When my son, was just a few weeks old he suffered complications and had to have heart surgery. Eddie came and he prayed for him. I was a wreak. He helped me through it. Eddie was a problem solvere. He was the joy when things weren't good. He was the perfect person. Eddie to me is and always will be amazing. I don't have a father, so Eddie walked me down the aisle. Something I will cherish forever. The memory of him will be with me until the day I meet him again. Adios Papi, Adios papa, recuerdare por siempre. Te amo, Eduardo Gory Guerrero Llanes."

Jesse stepped down and went back to her seat in tears. Everyone then moved onto the cemetery. As the lowered the casket, they played the song Jesse had chosen. 'In Loving Memory' by Alter Bridge. Jessica cried harder as Randy hugged her. After that was done everyone went back to Vickie's for drinks. Jesse was standing with Dave and Randy as they told stories of Eddie that they remembered. She smiled at the memories. Jessica then decided to slip off and drive back to the cemetery.

When she got there she sat down in front of the head stone. It was beautiful. It was black with gold lettering. She traced the letters with her finger and smiled. "Hey Eddie..." She sat there for a while. "I haven't read your letter yet. I promise I'll do it when I get home. There was so much I never got to tell you before you left us. I wanted to say thank you. For everything. You did so much for me, and you will never know how much it meant to me. Thanks for being there for me when I got married. That was a special moment for me and I'll never forget it. The twins, miss you so much too. They have their keep sakes but it isn't the same. RJ talks about you. He says your his angel now. I truly believe that. Remember what I said that I thought you were my Guardian angel?...Well, I now know that you were. I'm gonna miss you." She started crying again but realised that he wasn't really gone. She always had her memories.

When she got home she went straight up to her room and found the letter. She opened it and took out the letter. She unfolded it and started to read.

Dear Mamacita,
Right now you are on your honeymoon having a great time. Or at least I hope you are. I am writing this because somewhere inside me, I know I'm not going to see you again. Don't ask me how I know but I do. I don't want you to be sad, even though I know you will be. But you have to look on the bright side. I'm still with you, in memory. You have to look after the twins, my godchildren. They need you. Wonderful things will happen to you. Make sure Randy looks after you well. Keep watch of my family for me, I know you'll do an excellent job. Always remember, mamacita family is the best thing. Don't lose that. All my love. Eddie.

Jessica started crying again. She cried with sadness and she cried with happiness. She knew she had to look to the future now. She had a baby coming. She smiled. Eddie was still with her. She knew he always would be too.