CHAPTER 7

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I ask myself, is it love because seems like a maricle just happened. Rikku and Gippal got back together but who knows, maybe its another act planned. I knew Rikku never got over him. (evil eyes)

So Rikku's always at Gippal's house and I'm always in Gippal's big pool just for the exercise. I sense a strong connection between Lulu and Wakka and there's absolutely nothing going on between me and Tidus.

Something interesting though, I lost 5 pounds! hah! No I was not starving myself... okay. Maybe just a little but I'm going for 10 but I think I'm not getting enough food so I feel light headed every now and than. Yet, I'm still swimming.

I dried myself off and brushed my hair after the condition in the bathroom and put on my scurby skirt with flip flops and a t-shirt.I walked out with my wet seal bag and metup Tidus.

"Uh.. Hey." I said and walked around him. "Oh." I turned around. "Which way is down?"

Tidus turned around and our eyes met. "Hey Yuna. Can we talk?"

"...About?" I squint. "I'm busy right now. Where's Lulu?"

"I don't know." Tidus sigh.

"Whatever." I know you're lieing. I turned around and tried to find my way down stairs. The place is as big as a mall. How in the friken world-urgh. I'm gonna get mad if I keep thinking.

Tidus, just when I beleived in you again, you broke it. I wish I can forgive you, but it's not that simple.

After 10 minutes of turning corners after corners to find no fancy stairs, I started to get dizzy because of the lack of foodso Iheld out my right hand to help me stand. I feel like puking. The hall way started to spin around me and my vision blurred.

TIDUS POV

Who wouldn't know the way around Gippal's small house. That must be a joke.

I waited for Yuna downstairs in the living room but she didn't show up. How did I get down here first?

I'm dying to talk this out but she wouldn't listen to me. Dona was the one who text her, not me and what she saw was Dona's plan.

I tapped my fingers and punched the couch just when my patience ran out. I ran up the spiral stairs.

YUNAS POV

From another view, I saw my face, my heart was ripped out as I looked at Dona and Tidus's lips touch. Dona looked at me and smiled a wicked one. I ran home.

I sat straight up and rubbed my eyes.

"Bad dream?"

Yes. Very bad dream. I nodded waiting for an explanation from Tidus.

"Found you laying out there."

I shrugged. Makes sense.

"Haven't been eating lately?"

"What are you talking about? I eat all the time." I got off the bed and combed my hair with my fingers.

"You need to eat. Why are you starving yourself. You're fine the way you are!" Tidus said in almost a yell.

I'm only fine? Gosh! When will I ever be good enough! Stop judging me.

"I'm not starving myself." I said in a innocent voice. "Lets get outta here. Maybe you can show me the stairway this time." I feel like someones constantly stabbing the living hell outta my brain butI hope it holds until I reach downstairs to find some food.

"Yuna. I need to talk to you."

"Why do you always bring this up. I don't care!" I threw my hands up and headed towards the door that has already blocked.

"Can I at least get a chance to explain?" Tidus plead.

"Okay, so you text me, and iono what the hell I was thinking but I came. Actually, I thought the scene was pretty. It was two figures kissing under the stars." I shook my head. "Isn't it cute?"

"YUNA!" Tidus startled me with his scream.

I looked at him and all around. "Don't you know how to give up. Can't you see I'm trying to ignore you and you're still here, trying to explain what I don't care."

Tidus's hands were in a fist.

"I didn't text you!" He shouted. I hope they can hear and help me outta here. But there's no way, this house is just too big.

I shrugged. "I said I don't ca-"

I can see it in his eyes, his anger exploded. He held my shoulders and yanked me away from the door.

He roughly threw me on the bed and I struck my head.

Before I can recover, his body was on top of mine. He held me in place and kissed my neck down.

"No Tidus." I cried. "Get off me!" I tried kicking.

He cupped the side of my face and ran his fingers through my hair while he tried to kiss me mouth to mouth but I kept twisting my head away.

His hands went under my shirt as I panicked. Even though he's been under it before. I don't want my heart to be broken again, I'm too sensitive and I hate that! I can give it all to you if only I know I won't fall in love with you!

There was still pressure on my hands but I can move it. I slapped his shoulders with a push. I can't hurt him. I just can't. I'll hurt myself too if I do. Tears flooded my face.

There he comes again. Pushed me down with his body and gently, at last, kissed the side of my neck, breathing.

I couldn't move, I'm too weak. He was shirtless. He's that fast, I didn't even know when he took it off.

His other hand was going under my shirt again as I cried silently.

My left hand was free but if I move it, it'll probably come crashing back down halfway.

He stopped. I don't know why. I turned my head the other way and cried. His hand came out of my shirt and rested on my belly.

"I'm sorry." He whispered but it didn't stop my crying.

He sat up and pulled me up also into his arms.

My tears finally came to and end. My head was lying onhis shoulders.

"That's why you need to eat more." Tidus whispered. "I'm sorry. It got outta hand."

I scoot myself off the bed. Don't even talk to me. "It's okay. I can live without killing you."

I put my flip flops back on.

"Where you going?"

"Aren't we done talking!" I answered with a voice of a girl who just cried.

Tidus got up and stopped me. "I'm sorry."

"Don't worry. I'll say its from swimming."

Tidus hesitated but he didn't move.

"Move!"

"I can't let you go out like that." Tidus held the door knob and looked at the ceiling.

I bit my lower lip. "Why are you doing this to me! Just leave me alone!"

"I just want some time alone with you Yuna! Is that too much!"

"Isn't that enough for you!What else do you want? Sex? Will you leave me alone if I give it to you?" I'm just curious about his reply.

"NO Yuna! That's not what I want! I just want us.. to talk this out! Will you just..." Tidus stuttered alittle and paused. After a few seconds, he spoke up, "forget it." He moved away from the door and turned his back towards me. With his hands in his pocket, he said, "Sorry for wasting your time."

I guess this is the time where I apologize and we forgive each other but I closed the door after me. As I left, I heard a loud 'thud' on the wall. The sound of when someone abuses someone else. But, he must be doing something to himself.

My heart told me to go check but my feet just wouldn't turn. My heart ache but I ignored it and it ached even more. If I walk back in that room, I'm a fool. I told myself. Who said only guys have games?

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