FOR HER HAPPINESS, HE WILL

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I've been alone for 3 weeks and 1 day. Just a few more days til Rikku and Lulu comes home.

Life has never been better. Outside, it's raining and the phone is ringing constantly. The CID contains about 40 of Tidus's missed call and 5 of his private calls.

It's starting to annoy me so I thought stuffing chocolate in my mouth would help... Nope.

Maybe if I just wonder off outside, I don't have to hear the sound of the ringing. No, I don't have to do this to myself. It's not my fault. Unplug the cord but Lulu or Rikku might call.

After 10 seconds not hearing the phone ring, I thought he gave up.

A loud knock sound the room 10 minutes later.

I looked through the peep hole and turned off the living room light.

"Yuna!" Tidus banged on the door hard, I can almost feel it falling down. "I know you're in there. I'm sorry!."

I pressed my ear next to the door. "Yuna. I know you're not gonna pick up the phone. I know you're not gonna listen."

Then why did you come and keep calling? How stupid!

"But you have to listen to what I have to say! Yuna! I know you did nothing to hurt me!" He stopped and the bangings stopped with him."I'm gonna be here until you come out." His tone of voice softened.

YOU WIN

My head was under the water. The lavander candles lit the dark room.

I kept lookingat my watch. 7pm. He must've gone home. It's been two hours already.

I wrapped my blue towel around me. I turned on my bedroom light picking out a comfortable outfit.

I slipped on one of my stretchy, gym shorts and a tang top. I brushed my teeth, washed my face with with nutrigen deep clean, and blow dried my hair.

I sigh and looked out my window to find it was still raining just as hard as it was earlier.

Just to make sure, I walked down the stairs and looked through the peep hole. The dark figure was still standing out there.

Lightening struck. Okay. Fine. I give up! I'm just too nice to lock you out there for too long. I ran to grab my pink umbrella.

I opened the door and ran out with my umbrella.

"Come on." I stood in front of the soak Tidus. I took his hand. It was cold.

I rushed him into the house. "Are you crazy?" I said softly.

"Sit next to the fire place." I pointed. "I'll be back."

Luckily, I have a few big beggy t-shirts from the old, bad past when I turned into a sort of tomboy-like.

I ran down the stairs skipping a few steps. I handed him the towel and the shirt. "I'm pretty sure it'll fit."

I sigh after I finished mopping the floor and sat down looking at Tidus who was deeply concentrated on the burning fire.

Lightening struck and our living room light went off. The whole neighbor was a black out.

Thankfully, the fire place is giving off good amount of light.

"So, what did you wanna talk about?" I asked softly.

He didn't speak. He didn't look at me either. Only at the fire pit. The color on his face was reddish-orange. So beautiful.

I smack my lips together. "Uh huh. Do you really feel that way, well I'm sorry." I laughed at myself mentally.

"Stop being such a kid."

I straighten up again. "So?"

"Yuna." He looked at me with a hurt face.

I raised an eye brow.

"You probably hate me. You probably don't wanna see me ever again but I wanna talk it out with you first before you do anything."

I nodded. "What do you have to say?"

"I mean, do you see any guy like me hanging out with a girl like you?"

I raised an eye brow again thoughtfully. "W-what do you m-" I thought for a second. "Ohhh, I get it, so-"

"No Yuna." Tidus raised up a hand to stop me. "It's because I thought I could do better. And I thought maybe meeting you was just a wrong turn, I can turn back and make it up still." Tidus paused every once and a while and look down. "So I tried to get back with Dona but she doesn't make me feel the way you do. And when we saw you at the mall, all kinds of feelings started bowling up, feelings I don't feel when I'm around her, then I realize," He paused and looked up at me. "I really love you." He whispered those words.

I put on an 'aww' face. A long silence fell between us due to my thinking. "T-tidus, It was a touchy speech but... how do I know it's not just another play."

"Yuna, I'm serious this-."

"Like all other times?" I softly said.

"What do you want me to do to prove to you? I ca-"

"Nothing." I said softly. "Tidus, I'm not like one of those soft girls where you can cry a few tears, say a few words, and things would be back like it used to!" I paused. "I think it'll be better if we were off alone. I mean, living these few weeks without you has been fine."

I'm not sure if the words I'm saying are true. I've been wanting to say this for a while now but I'm just confused by his speech. I just wanted revenge, but seeing him like this is... just too much for me.

Tidus turned the other way and covered his face with his right hand. I reverse my position and faced him on a step higher.

I scoot closer. "Remember when we were in the mountains and you told me, Meant to be lovers are like magnets?" Tidus didn't show any reaction. I smiled. "Well if we're really one of those meant to be lovers, then our relationship will someday untwist. But if we're not, this is all we can ever be no matter how hard we try." I paused. "Don't you beleive it?"

"If beleiving it means we're not meant to be then no." Tidus said through hidden tears.

I sat facing him and we hugged. I kissed his cheeks when I pulled away from him.

"We shouldn't have to do this." Tidus said with a voice I've never heard before. "I don't understand." He paused."You're so different from every girl I've ever met. And I even apologized which I've never done before to any girl and do you know how much courage it had taken me!"

I looked at him. "Tidus," I paused and looked at the burning fire. "Could you tell me a time when you've been violated, you're personal life, your rights?"

I looked at him while he stopped to think. "You've never been violated before, have you? So how would you understand me!"

He looked at me with a guilty face, a seductive face, a face that every girl would fall for... but me.

Silence.

"If this is the end," Tiduspaused."can I... get one last kiss."

I smiled.

He placed his hands on the back of my neck and the other hand cupped my face while hot tears flow from his eyes.

He tilt his head and his tougne touched mine, his breath stained mine.

The touch of his body was so gentle, I would have thought it was someone else if I was blind folded.

I was backed away from the fire pit and to the wall.

I love how he can be so protective, so sweet, I love his body, how it's so build but not too build.

His soft lips remained pressed against mine

He's everything I've dreamed of.

His tears dried.

Nothing about him that I don't love.

He kissed my neck.

But I just want it all to end, all the feelings and the pain.

His teeth sanked into the skin of my neck.

I tried pushing him away but he wouldn't budge.

I pushed harder. I struggled. I kicked but only got air.

My hands were under a heavy body. Beneath me was the hard floor.

Why? Why are you doing this!

I tried covering my face with my hands but he just pulled them away like nothing.

I screamed. "I HATE YOU! DONT YOU GET IT?"

I tried another hard slap and surprisingly, I got his face.

I pushed him off me as my tears burned my cheeks and I stood up quickly.

I covered my face and cried.

He got up with the help of the wall and slowly walked over to me to comfort me.

I stepped back and slapped him again.

He stood there impassively with his head hung down.

"Get out!" I pointed at the exit.

He shook his head and walked closer. "Yuna, I don't know-"

"GET OUT!"

He plundged towards me and hugged me tightly.

I knew I couldn't release myself from him so I cried calmly.

"Yuna. I don't know whats happened to me. I really can't imagine myself without you. The only reason why I did that is from my lack of patience. I know if I love you, I should wait, but I just can't watch you go on without me. The pain is unbearable!" He pulled away but we were still connected.

His hands still holding both of mine.

His tears revealed slowly.

His hands let go when he saw my face expression still hadn't change.

He shook his head. "I'll let you go if that's what you want, being able to laugh without me, everything for your happiness. I'll just have to hold my tougne, stretch my patience and wait for you."

Hehung his head down and stuck his hands in his pocket as he found his way to the exit and out into the crying world that haven't stopped raining yet.

I stood inmy position after a minute when he left.

Sad tears, mad tears, lonely tears, depressed tears, all kinds of tears shattered my heart.

AAHHHHHHHHHHHH. WAS THAT A LONG WAIT FOR YOU GUYS. WELL, I DON'T THINK SO 'CAUSE THE STORIES I'M WAITING FOR ARE TAKING FOREVER. SHEESH. LOL.

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