Amy: Hey everyone sorry for updating so late but I couldn't think of anything for chapter 3 to write. Oh well it's been what? 11 days already? 12? More? I don't know but at least I'm back. Anyways this chapter will be my last for the next few weeks since I have FCAT and because I'm lazy xP also because of my parents. So it might be a while before I update.
Mya: gives plushies to every reviewer Thank you all for reviewing and I'd especially like to thank NIGHTMAREWISHER for your colorful review.
Amy: Jennifer stop being pissed off because I put your name in the disclaimer for chapter 1 that's no reason to flame me you didn't even read the chapter so just stop and remember the more flames you send me, the more pics I will show you.
Ryu: Do I have to do the disclaimer this time?
Me and Mya: YES!
Ryu: Does it look like Amy owns Loveless? Or Yu Gi Oh? HELL NO! So stop fucking make us do the disclaimer she isn't even Japanese! Stupid good for nothing copyright rules...She does own the poem in this chapter though…
Me: Finally! I own something!
Onward with the chapter!
Chapter 3: The New Teacher
Ugh, Language Arts. Why do we even have to take this class anyways we already know how to read and write kanji. Good for nothing school system made Language Arts just to torture us just like Gym and English. 'Why was Soubi on school grounds today? Let's just hope he isn't the new Language Arts teacher. Kami, hear my prayers do not let him be my teacher.' Goddamnit! Why can't I forget about him like he forgot about me already! He was the one who left me! I still remember that loathsome day. That day when we were on a date when and where you left me and it hurt me deep inside. Somehow you had managed to have wormed your way through the barriers of my heart and shattered it into millions of pieces. I tried and tried again to fix myself but I'd always end up breaking down. Four years have passed and today is the anniversary of that day. October 3
FLASHBACK MODE (1)
"Damnit Soubi where the hell could you be?" I muttered under my breath holding my cell phone in my hand furiously dialing the numbers. Once again Soubi was late for our dates. Every single time he promised to do something with me he broke it off for something else. Sometimes I wondered if he even loved me.
"Every single time" I said with a hint of sadness in my voice. I knew it. Soubi stood me up…again. After 2 years of being together he still couldn't be trusted.
I felt myself being hugged by the waist and hot breath tickling my ear. I shivered quickly as I turned my head to face Soubi. "Every time what?" he said without even greeting himself. "S-s-Soubi?" I said stumbling on his name. "Yes Ritsuka?" he had replied. His voice sounded so smooth and caring. "I thought you weren't coming" I explained "since most of the time you usually break your own promises."
"I'm sorry Ritsuka, for all the trouble and heartaches I have caused." He said as you could feel he was going to bring bad news, news not even he wanted to say "But I must leave you now and I might never come back Goodbye Ritsuka." he continued and placed a kiss on my lips. I froze after I heard those words from him. I could stand him standing me up but breaking up with me, how could he! I felt like breaking down and start crying. But the tears wouldn't come out. I knew I had to face heartbreak at least once in my life but I never thought that Soubi would be the one to break my heart. No he didn't just break it; he shattered it in to millions of pieces. 'What could have made you break up with me?' I thought. That was just so un-Soubi like. (2)
I quickly ran home trying to forget Soubi's words. But they stuck to me like glue. Playing over and over again they burned into my mind. I couldn't forget them I just couldn't. Just like I couldn't cry. I have become so numb. Not feeling anything. When I got home I went straight to my room.
FLASHBACK ENDS
By the time I finished remembering what happened 4 years ago, the ball rang. "SHIT!" I cursed not noticing I was already in Language Arts class (A/N --; why oh why did I write that) after my out burst the whole class begun to laugh at me. I felt so embarrassed. The teacher still wasn't here so the class had decided to start throwing paper balls at me.
I am like a bully magnet when I'm without Yuiko and Yayoi with me. Sure I had a fan club but it was only a group of 3 people who also got harassed like me. I kept getting notes thrown at me saying harmful words like "Hey chicken shit go back to your own place and stop fucking bothering us. You fuckin' think you're cool but guess what. YOU'RE NOT FUCKING COOL! So go back to your place you mother fucker" That's what I usually got. If not they were more harmful words. The person who created "Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me" was a liar. Words can hurt me; they can hurt anybody no matter what they are.
Suddenly, a man had entered the room. I didn't have to look at him twice. I could already tell it was Soubi just by the way he walked in.
"Hello class, my name is Agatsuma Soubi but please call me Agatsuma-san. I will be your Language Arts teacher for the rest of this year." he stated formally while bowing to the class. "Well class for work today you have to write a poem about a loved one. I'm sure your old teacher taught you how to write poems right?" he said as he whole class nodded stating that they did know how to write a poem. I on the other hand wasn't paying attention instead I was staring at the blue butterfly outside of the school window. I did understand that we had to write a poem about someone but who to write about? My brother is dead, my mom is insane, and my dad is divorced. The only other person I could think of was Soubi but he's my teacher. I soon got the idea of writing about him while he wouldn't know it. So I started writing.
Soon after I was done I hard Soubi call me up to the board to read to the class what I wrote.
The Mysterious Man
By: Aoyagi Ritsuka
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The mysterious man
The man who you think you know
But you never really know him
I have met him
Outside of school
With a cigarette in his hand
He told me he knew my brother
He was 20
I was 12
We went to the park
We made many memories
Took many pictures
He told me he loved me
And took my first kiss
He told me he would protect me
He told me many things
But they were all lies
He broke every promise
I was his master
He was my servant
He was my fighter
I was his sacrifice
We were supposed to fight together
But he always left and fought on his own
He'd come home hurt
Saying he was okay
He lied again
He told me that he would pick up whenever I called
But he barely ever did
When I needed him most
He never picked up
He was the reason for my brother's death
Yet he never told me exactly
Who killed him?
But no matter what he did
No matter how many lies he told
He managed to get into my heart
He made me fall in love
With his calmness
He was nice
He cared for me
He made me happy for the first time
But then he went and left me all alone
Sad and angry
Was all I felt
With only my friends
As backup support
But they never knew you
No one did
For years
He never came back
Years of waiting
For a reason
For his depart
He stayed mysterious
I thought I knew him
In reality I didn't know anything about him
He told me many things
But do I know him?
No
For he is a mysterious man
His secrets be left untold
For all eternity
When I finished my poem I took a bow and looked around the room. Many girls were crying maybe because it was good or because I said I loved that man. I knew that this poem was going to harm me more than help me. This poem was all the more reason for me to be harassed. I quickly took a seat afterwards and heard all the other poems that the class had written. I was surprised. Many of the people might be tough on the outside but on the inside they were softies. Soon afterwards, the bell to go to the next class rang. 'Finally!' I thought. I wanted to get out of class to be away from Soubi.
I quickly grabbed my school supplies and headed towards the door when I got grabbed by the arm by a familiar touch. "Hey wait up…Ritsuka right?" Soubi asked. "Yea that's right, what do you want?" I replied rather rudely. I mean who wouldn't if their lover disappeared for FOUR YEARS, for no reason whatsoever and when they return they don't even recognize you! "Don't talk back to me with such a rude voice! I just wanted to tell you something! Is it that bad for a teacher to comment on their student's poem?" said Soubi pretty much yelling in every sentence. Man I pissed him off easily. But I could still tell that this was not the Soubi I knew for he was a calm man. "Well then tell me? Did you like it or not?" I asked. "Actually, I thought it was pretty good, better than what the rest of the class wrote. It actually got me. I could feel the poem" He replied calmly. (A/N I cannot believe this he seems like he had MPD oh well better for the plot) "Well then I'm glad you liked it. But if you must know I need to get going or I'll be late for class." I replied him as I was leaving the class.
"Well, well look what we have here. Little Ritsuka is heartbroken. Why don't we fix him up? Maybe starting with, I don't know, his ears maybe?" I heard as I turned my head and faced Bakura (3) and his gang. They are always harassing me. Whether it's a good one or two beatings or just verbal. But I never thought that they would actually try to go this far. To take my ears away.
I was being dragged over to the bathroom across the hall by Marik while his twin Malik…or at least I think it's his twin was tying up my wrists so I couldn't escape. I was helpless as I was dragged over into the handicapped stall knowing what was going to happen.
I'm done with chapter 3! I'm just so evil with Ritsuka xP I mean come on! At firstI make Soubi forget him thenI make this happen!Yeah I know I left it in a cliffhanger but hey every good fanfic should have a few cliffhangers eh?
Anyways for the footnotes
1. Yes as you could tell both what Soubi said before he left Ritsuka is different than from what Ritsuka had seen Soubi tell him and do. Which is the real one, which is fake?
2. honestly do you really think Soubi would actually do that?
3. Yes they are from Yu Gi Oh. Anyways the gang consists of Bakura, Malik (the good one), Marik, Yami, Kaiba and Jonouchi (Joey)
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