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Gravity

Chapter four: Confusion of love and reality

Shuichi went home that day, all worn out by what happened. It was all too sudden. The first sight of Yuki made him jump out of his bones. Looking at Yuki made him guiltier then ever. Shuichi lie down on the sofa and stared into space. He couldn't get the answers for his question. Why did Ryuichi kissed him? Yuki walked into the living room at the daydreaming boy on the sofa. He walked towards Shuichi and stared into his beautiful violet eyes. Shuichi was really shocked and jumped up, accidentally kissing Yuki in the process.

" Yu…Yuki san? "

" Shuichi…"

Yuki pinned Shuichi down onto the sofa and crouched over him.

" Why did you pass me that diary…"

" I…I…thought I should…"

" Stop your idiotic crap! You know it all, you know everything."

Yuki started to kiss him vigorously, as if trying to make him remember his old past by force. Shuichi panicked and struggled, he was speaking the truth though why didn't Yuki just believed him. He tried to push Yuki away but with no use, his fingernails clawed into Yuki's delicate skin but Yuki continued to bring himself onto Shuichi. Yuki was seriously trying to have Shuichi fucking.

Shuichi feared, he knew how Yuki feels but it is all just not right. It's not what Yuki would do in the past as according to the diary.

Blood gush out from the wound Shuichi's nail's created. It dripped onto Shuichi's face mixing together with his tears.

Shuichi should have known that this would come sooner or later, Yuki tended to mentally fuck him whenever he was in his presence anyway. It had all just been a matter of time.

Before he had time to react, Shuichi was lifted on his feet and thrown onto the table which creaked when Shuichi fell on it. Pain shot up and down his spine but Shuichi did his best to try to ignore it, gritting his teeth against the pain. He wouldn't scream, his voice seemed to be stuck somehow in his throat that made him silent.

He felt cold hands grip onto his ankles and he was spun around so that his butt was just touching the edge of the table. The cold hands moved up to and ripped away his clothes. Shuichi felt his strength beginning to slip away and couldn't struggle. Yuki began to toy with the boy's nipples, erect from the cold, and chuckled.

"I'll make you remember all, everything," Yuki said, bending down to nip and suck at the Shuichi's neck.

Yuki looked again into his eyes and said, "You're mine."

The cold hands moved down to the waistband of the boy's pants and the man unbuttoned them, sliding them down the boy's thighs slowly and carefully. Now Shuichi was completely exposed and there was nothing he could do about it, nothing he could do to stop what was going to happen next.

Yuki lifted Shuichi into a seated position on the table and kneeled on the floor, going down on shuichi before he had a chance to struggle. Yuki swallowed around the boy's dick and Shuichi balled his hands into fists at his side, digging his fingernails into his palms to divert his attention from the pleasure to the pain. He wouldn't do it, he wouldn't do it, he wouldn't…

A moan escaped from Shuichi's mouth as Yuki began to bob his head up and down. Shuichi buried his hands into Yuki's soft hair, pulling at the strands lightly. He threw his head back and moaned again as Yuki began to swirl his tongue around the tip and then took him in deeper than before.

Shuichi felt that he was raped instantly. His tears ran wild like a waterfall, he couldn't even move a muscle even if he tried to attempt to escape from Yuki seduction. He felt like Yuki was controlling his every movement like a puppet.

A strange sensation began to build in the teen's abdomen and, before he knew what was happening, he released into the Yuki's mouth, screaming out in terror and embarrassment.

Yuki pulled back and smiled up at Shuichi. "You taste good, my beautiful one," he hissed and then kissed Shuichi roughly. Shuichi struggled a little with his only strength to get away but Yuki had his hands balled into his pink hair and it hurt to move.

Yuki pulled away a few seconds later and slowly trailed his hands down Shuichi's chest and stomach, gently pushing him back into a lying position before spreading his thighs slowly.

Shuichi began to bang his head roughly onto the table. Harder and harder he hit it, his head is starting to bleed and hurt in pain, but he didn't care. He heard Yuki panting and felt the tip of his penis at his entrance and his dam broke. He felt the cold hands grip his thighs and then felt the man push himself inside him. Shuichi screamed out in pain and begged Yuki to stop.

A grin began to appear across Yuki's face. It seemed to be haunting and it scares Shuichi off. After Yuki pulled himself away finally, it did not end yet. Yuki was going to make Shuichi remember or blurt his name our in defeat moaning. Yuki entered his finger in, playing his game. Shuichi moaned and felt helpless. He felt like killing himself, although the pleasantness was surely appealing to his body. He looked at Yuki for one last moment and fainted.

Shuichi woke up the next morning, nearing noon really, he found himself naked wrapped with a white bed sheet. He looked around the environment he was in…bed room…his clothes on the floor and no Yuki…WHAT!NO YUKI!

He quickly stood up and wore his clothes in a hurry, he was afraid and at the same time worried for Yuki. Why worried for a bastard who just fucked the hell out of him last night? He doesn't know but he was sure that he feared somehow Yuki might leave him. He search around the house almost everywhere and found no one. He finally stopped when he found a locked door which leads to Yuki's study. He jerk at the door but it did not open to his command. "YUKI SAN! ARE YOU IN THERE? OPEN THE DOOR!" Shuichi yelled till his throat sore, finally with not much choice he knocked the door down. The door came down easily due to the force he still had from the old shuichi. But again unfortunately there was no one but a note on the table next to Yuki's laptop.

Sorry Shuichi, I'm such a fukin' bastard. I'm sorry if I might hurt you yesterday. I went back to Kyoto to see my dad in an emergency call, I'll be back before dawn. Aishiteru, I'll never leave you again.

Yuki

After reading the note, Shuichi went to the bath to have his shower then headed for NG.

"Hello people big news!" The gang turned around to Mr. K having not one but two guns pointing at them. It seems to them the news was really bad, as the guns seem to shine with passion to shot them. Shuichi holding on to Kumagoro tightly (he intended to return the bunny) and stared at the confused crowd and a crying Sakano, and a Mr. K with the guns pointing straight into his forehead.

" We'll be traveling for a tour concert over the world a total of about 50 concert and will be taking in action starting from the start of the New Year…"

" NANI!"

It was about one month left till the New Year, the crowd gasped in horror. No time for rehearsals, no time to plan for 50 concerts, not to mention no time for new songs to be created in the limited time for them to produced for 50 different concerts.

" We'll be traveling for like 3 years, staying in different cities to have confronts and meetings with other companies around the world. Staying in 5 stars hotel, we'll have stops for you people to produce your songs. Big promotion for Bad Luck internationally. And of course NG is paying."

Hiro felt like tearing himself up, 3 years without his girlfriend what horror. Shuichi stared at his friends and yell in agreement, " YEAH!" Although shocking, it does the effect to lift the spirit of the crowd, as they smiled at the pink hair guy. Well, Shuichi just rocks.

Shuichi went home walking that night when it started to snow. " First snow of the winter I guess." Thinking of what happen since last night and the written note, he felt warmth in the cold winter .He was happy somehow. Why was he? Is it the diary or not he doesn't know. He walked on until he heard a loud voice booming from behind him intending for him to stop.

" Shuichi! Kuma-chan!"

Turning around finding a blushing Ryuichi made Shuichi stare at him for a moment before he opened his lips to say something. " Sakuma san? … Konbanwa!" "ko…ko…konbanwa Shuichi." The blushing made Ryuichi blushed up as red as a cherry and made Shuichi felt like laughing so much. Shuichi walked towards his blushing idol and held his breathe; trying not to laugh. " Sakuma san…e to…Kumagoro…you." This was the only words able to be made audible by him. He passed the bunny back to its owner and looked backed at his idol's face and finally blurted out laughing uncontrollably. Ryuichi was embarrassed, he knew that he was really funny but it's a matter of the person laughing at him was his secret crush. Ryuichi looked onto the snowy ground at muttered something that Shuichi heard it as, " Shuichi…love…crush…men…" Shuichi stared at the blushing man and asked the question that made Ryuichi blush like crazy. Making him looking like a large red tomato. " Sakuma san gomen…I didn't quite catch that."

" SHUICHI I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU! I THINK I HAD AN AWSOME CRUSH ON YOU!"

Ryuichi blurted the words out, more like yelling. Confused and embarrassed he turned his face away from Shuichi, removing eye contact and stared on the ground. Why did he even fell in love with the boy anyway?

Shuichi looked at the blushing vocalist. Holding both his hands tight at the back, left one over the right one, he launched forward and kissed Ryuichi lightly on the cheeks. ( N/A: Honestly it makes Shuichi sounds like a girl, right? )

End

sorry guys my story for this chapter is super short…

it's like hell writing this thing while my muses are running dry…

anyway my grammar is bad…I think

so please forgive me.

I'm so tired of my life…see you people in the next chapter then.

To Kolie: thanks for your review for the song. I appreciated that compliment a lot from my best author from fanfiction.

Arigto minna san for reading…reviews please whether you wanna criticize me or praise me or just a few words…I'll accept all your comments!