Disclaimer: I don't want to say anything…you people know what I'm implying already.

Gravity

Chapter five: Betrayal

(N/A: There's lemons in this chapter (blush))

The ground was covered with white fluffy snow, surrounding Tokyo city turning it white. The cold freezing wind blew gently into the pink and brown hair, futile, as the two were warmed with a soft gentle kiss from the pink haired boy. The brunette was slowly pinned to a light post that was in the way when Ryuichi backed away. Shuichi was running his tongue, rubbing it at the brunette's to get his attention.

Slowly Ryuichi acted back, dropping his bunny onto the soft white cushion below. His hands entered the soft pink locks and pulled Shuichi's head closer to his as he continued to suck at his lips with great tender. The both of them kissed passionately, only pulling away to breathe as their lungs starved for oxygen.

"Shuichi, thank you." Ryuichi began and laid a kiss on the boy's forehead. "I know you will never fall in love with me cause' you've got Yuki. And I…"

Before he could say another word, he could felt his lips taken up again by a familiar yet not familiar kiss. Shuichi was frowning in his kiss, but staring into Ryuichi's eyes with great anxiety.

"I love you too, Ryuichi. You have no idea how much I've waited for this day and you tell me this piece of shit?" Shuichi exclaimed in a tone as if he would be crying any second. Shuichi knew what he was saying and really meant it. Although it had only been days that he met the brunette, he felt that he'd known him for years. He doesn't care if Yuki would find out about it; he loved Ryuichi now and intended to keep it that way. Yuki's out now, he can't remember anything about that guy. Nothing, nothing at all.

Before he would regret anything, Shuichi searched his mind once more, looking for more traces of Yuki or anyone in his past memory. But still, there was nothing.

"I'm not with Yuki san anymore. I'm not the Shuichi Shindo that was before. I couldn't remember about him anymore and I feel like crying. I knew I loved him, I knew he loves me even now. It's not like I want to take you for a replacement but, Yuki's gone and I love you now. I love you Ryuichi, I really really love you." Shuichi dropped to his knees and fell to the snow crying. Warm tears flowed his face and frosted as it fell to the ground.

Ryuichi gazed at the boy with care and concern; he picked his pink bunny. Confronting Shuichi as he did before, before Bad Luck was famous and popular all over Japan. "I'll lent you my pink bunny if you stop crying Shuichi. It's my entire fault, I shouldn't have made you cry."

The brunette lifted the boy up slowly from the cold snow, brushing away the wet snow on Shuichi's pants. Shuichi held onto the pink bunny like how Ryuichi always did while the brunette cornered him to a wall. The man stood leaning over him, Shuichi could felt maturity and sexiness exploding out from the brunette. Ryuichi did not block him nor the boy attempted to escape from him. Placing a hand under the boy's chin, he pulled him into a passionate kiss that only matters to only the both of them.

A group of girls went by the two smooching lovers and giggled, blushing as they found out whom they were. Ryuichi ignored them and leaned closer to Shuichi who had started to fill his body with a light pink from head to toe. His jacket was lifted up as the brunette reached in to touch his naked back, stroking his spine gently. A moan escaped from Shuichi's throat as a ripple was sent down his body.

The girls left as quickly as possible as they saw how the situation turned out to be. Shuichi felt himself slowly being pushed into the dark alley as his eyes began to close themselves when Ryuichi kissed him. The man wasn't childish or immature in this kind of stuffs; he knew exactly what to do. His hand slowly reached into the pants of Shuichi and touched his tight butts, stroking and entering his fingers into his asshole slowly, sending another ripple in Shuichi's body. Ryuichi began to suck at the neck, marking as he did when Shuichi moaned his name. Zippers when flying, exposing their erections to the cold freezing weather. Ryuichi took his fingers out of the asshole, and using both hands, he lifted Shuichi up by his thighs.

"Aishiteru, Shuichi."

Before the boy could reply, Ryuichi entered quickly as Shuichi shot in the sudden pain. His hands gripped around the brunette's neck as he screamed in the pain. He couldn't think much in the pain. He felt his spread thighs beginning to shiver and a warm liquid was coating his penis like the one he felt when Yuki did with him. The brunette kissed the shivering boy with and apologized with a sensuous moan escaping his throat. He slowly pulled his cork out till the tip and thrust it in again, making Shuichi moaned over and over again. The boy wrapped his legs around the brunette's waist and thrust with him as he felt his abdomen rock in the process.

Moaning was heard from the two lovers as pleasure finally overcame them. The liquid from them dripped onto the snow as they thrust, forming a small puddle beneath them as they warmed up from the cold with sex.

When the two finally stopped, Shuichi fell asleep in weariness still with his legs around the brunette's waist. Ryuichi carried the sleeping boy in his arms, kissing him as he cleaned the boy's thighs and zipping his zippers up.

"Arigato Shuichi."

It was dawn when Shuichi stepped into the apartment. He had such a wonderful night, but Ryuichi still insisted that he should go home as Yuki might be worried about him.

"Yuki san." He called out the name of his ex-lover as he searched around the apartment.

He walked into the master bedroom and found no one, so he went to the study to look for him. Not surprisingly, Yuki was in there working on his latest novel with his senses all glued to the laptop.

"I'm home." Shuichi said reluctantly as he felt a tinge of guilt in him.

Yuki turned away from the screen to face his pink hair baka with a smile. "Welcome home, Shuichi." He replied in a monotone due to the lack of sleep. He had been helping out all day in the temple, as his monk brother was unwell. His dad, of course down with a heart attack again because of Tatsuha. He hated the jobs; only giggling females surrounded his sexy body when all he wanted was Shuichi to be with him.

Yuki stood up and stretched himself, falling back into his seat when he was done. The blonde signaled the boy to come forward, which Shuichi did obediently.

Shuichi walked towards the man with his head down. Unknown guilt seemed to be wrapping him up, covering the secret that he had intended to lie to the blonde. Why was he feeling this way? Why was there even a need to feel guilty when Eiri and him were not lovers anymore? The boy stopped before Yuki and gazed at the white marble floor, he couldn't speak neither can he have any more emotions other than frowning.

Yuki stared at the weirdo, wondering what the heck was wrong with the idiot. Although he did raped Shuichi, that reaction was just too much for Yuki.

"Shuichi, what the hell…"

Before he could finish his sentence, Shuichi ran out of the room. Yuki didn't chase after him, but sighed. He can't blame Shuichi for blaming him, since he's the one who started it first.

Shuichi locked the bolt and leaned against the piece of wood, crying. He didn't blame Yuki for raping him; he was upset because he betrayed the blonde.

"I'm an idiot! IDIOT! IDIOT! IDIOT! What am I even thinking? Yuki will kill me. Yuki hates me. He'll leave me. He'll kill Ryu! He'll kill everybody!"

Tears stream down his face, filling his orbs with tears.

"But, I love Ryu. Ryu loves me. Yuki will have to go. I don't love Yuki now. He's in the buried past. I can never know about it anymore. This is fate, destiny. His Shuichi is gone; he's not going to return. I'm not him. I'm not like him."

He nodded his head to agree with himself. The boy pulled the blanket to dry his tears, then threw it into the laundry basket.

"Yuki, I'm really sorry."

Yuki stood on the other side of the wooden plank. He'd heard the boy's confession; Shuichi betrayed his love. He didn't mean to eavesdrop, he just happened to walk by. (He wanted to go in to take something, but stopped when he heard the boy whining.)

He held his breath. He would beat up Shuichi if he were still his baka; but that Shindo is gone. He knew this would happen sooner or later, he knew that it was coming. Even if Shuichi was still his baka, it would still happen.

The blonde knocked at the door softly, enough for the boy to hear him. Shuichi stood up and unlocked the bolt, but did not open the door. Yuki stood outside and gazed at the piece of wood, tears flowing down his face.

"You betrayed me, Shindo." He managed to keep his tone controlled, not letting the boy know that he was crying. All he wanted to know was what the boy's gonna say.

"Y…Yuki san…go…Gomenasai… I really." Shuichi replied nervously, Yuki had heard him.

"It doesn't matter anymore, Shuichi." He cut in before the boy continued to say anything. He knew whatever Shuichi's going to say would only hurt him more.

"…" Shuichi couldn't continue, too hurt to continue.

"Your betrayal may be able to help me to move on without you."

"Y…Yuki san." The feeling of betrayal sliced his heart into half. He knew Yuki would break his promise to be with him, he'll leave him like he did before he lost his memory.

"Maybe I'll find a new koi with blonde hair like me and start a family or something…" Yuki chuckled in his tears. He is such an idiot, how can he let life continue without his pink hair baka by his side?

"Yu…"

Shuichi fell down onto the floor, crying. He knew Yuki was crying too, like him. He knew the blonde wouldn't be able to let go so easily.

Why did he know?

The question ponders in his head. Why did he know?

Shuichi closed his eyes and let his tears fall, "I'm really sorry Yuki."

End

Sorry for the long waiting…

As I told you, I'm working on "Hearts of the Graspers"

I won't be updating this often.

So, please read the other works and give reviews okay?

Love you guys…

Cya till my next update…

REVIEWS PLEASE…………………………………