CONQUERING LOVE WHEN LOVE IS NOT WANTED
Chapter 11
*......* Yami's private thought
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Yami's POV
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Remember a little ways back when I said I was scared? That was a riot for I am now terrified! Terrified of the dark. Terrified of being alone. But mostly, I'm terrified of myself! Myself. How bizzare can one person be? But for some reason, I keep hearing this "voice" in my head. Something tells me there is something significantly important about this "voice" but for some reason I can not remember. I believe this might be the reason why I'm terrified of myself. I mean, wouldn't you be?
Now this new development has just started to begin. Not only is what I see is darkness, but it is beginning to be what I feel. My mind, my body and even my soul is slowly beginning to feel empty and dark. I feel as if I've been tossed into a whirlpool being thrashed around violently, pulled under and not being allowed to surface. In fact I can almost feel the tightness in my chest as my mind is screaming for my lungs to do their job.
My breathing has begun to become shallow and heavy. My body nearly weight less. Eyesight slowly going out of focus..........If I do not fight this.....I fear I may never awaken again......but the sensation of sleep is overpowering. I do not have the strength nor the power to withstand it. I am afraid I may have lost the battle. I cannot believe I am giving in this easily. I feel I am not the type of person to do so. But sometimes, you need to know when to give up and go on.
*NO! DAMN YOU! FIGHT! FIGHT IT!* My mind screams to me as I allow the darkness to fully develop me. But why? Perhaps a few seconds of rest will help. Certantly, a few small minutes of rest will do no harm. My eyelids slowly drop.....drop......drop.....Now, why was it again I was afraid to close my eyes?......................
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MALIK/MARIK'S HOUSE
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Sitting up straight after a restless sleep at his associate's house, Yugi let out a blood-curling scream. His eyes wide with terror. Malik, who had fallen asleep in the rocker, was thrown back onto the floor, breath knocked out of him. Hearing the screams, Marik came storming into the room followed by Bakura.
"What in bloody-hell is going on?"
Bakura asked, his face red with a mixture of fear and anger. Mostly anger.
Yugi looked up at them as though the fear of god was put into him. In a small voice, he croaked out.
"Yami......it.....feels as if though....he...he...he's being erased from existance!"
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Kanatasha: Dum! Dum! DUUUUUM! What a cliffy ey? I might erase Yami from existance but then again maybe I won't. Only time will tell. Thank you to all the reviews. It's still hard to believe how popular this little story is. The next chapter will be up when it's up. Oh, and sorry for the short chappies. I'll try to make it up next time.
Chapter 11
*......* Yami's private thought
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Yami's POV
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Remember a little ways back when I said I was scared? That was a riot for I am now terrified! Terrified of the dark. Terrified of being alone. But mostly, I'm terrified of myself! Myself. How bizzare can one person be? But for some reason, I keep hearing this "voice" in my head. Something tells me there is something significantly important about this "voice" but for some reason I can not remember. I believe this might be the reason why I'm terrified of myself. I mean, wouldn't you be?
Now this new development has just started to begin. Not only is what I see is darkness, but it is beginning to be what I feel. My mind, my body and even my soul is slowly beginning to feel empty and dark. I feel as if I've been tossed into a whirlpool being thrashed around violently, pulled under and not being allowed to surface. In fact I can almost feel the tightness in my chest as my mind is screaming for my lungs to do their job.
My breathing has begun to become shallow and heavy. My body nearly weight less. Eyesight slowly going out of focus..........If I do not fight this.....I fear I may never awaken again......but the sensation of sleep is overpowering. I do not have the strength nor the power to withstand it. I am afraid I may have lost the battle. I cannot believe I am giving in this easily. I feel I am not the type of person to do so. But sometimes, you need to know when to give up and go on.
*NO! DAMN YOU! FIGHT! FIGHT IT!* My mind screams to me as I allow the darkness to fully develop me. But why? Perhaps a few seconds of rest will help. Certantly, a few small minutes of rest will do no harm. My eyelids slowly drop.....drop......drop.....Now, why was it again I was afraid to close my eyes?......................
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MALIK/MARIK'S HOUSE
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Sitting up straight after a restless sleep at his associate's house, Yugi let out a blood-curling scream. His eyes wide with terror. Malik, who had fallen asleep in the rocker, was thrown back onto the floor, breath knocked out of him. Hearing the screams, Marik came storming into the room followed by Bakura.
"What in bloody-hell is going on?"
Bakura asked, his face red with a mixture of fear and anger. Mostly anger.
Yugi looked up at them as though the fear of god was put into him. In a small voice, he croaked out.
"Yami......it.....feels as if though....he...he...he's being erased from existance!"
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Kanatasha: Dum! Dum! DUUUUUM! What a cliffy ey? I might erase Yami from existance but then again maybe I won't. Only time will tell. Thank you to all the reviews. It's still hard to believe how popular this little story is. The next chapter will be up when it's up. Oh, and sorry for the short chappies. I'll try to make it up next time.