Sorry i left you all hanging with that last chapter. School kept me busy and i wasn't able to update tell today. Anyways here's the next chapter hope you like...I don't know Teen Titans Trust me the charaters would be alot more twisted and Slade would be the least of their problems. But i'm still working on it.

Chapter five: It's ok

"And Raven?" came the calm voice of Starfire.

"Yes…she just pushed her powers too far." Robin murmured in reply.

Ravens eyes flickered open as conciseness forced itself back into her unwilling mind. She sat up too quickly and felt dizzy, and slightly ill. After a moment of gazing around her surroundings she realized she was in bed in her own dark room. She looked around trying to remember what had happened perverse to this.

Suddenly her memory hit her, and tears began to stream down her still scratched face. She tucked her legs up to her chest, and bared her face in her hands. "No…" She whispered in a weak and scratchy voice. "God damn you RUN!" She screamed out as once again her nails found their way up to her cheeks. She ignored the pain and the blood that began to blend with her salty tears.

There was the sound of a door sliding open and hurried footsteps, but the Azarathian ignored these as well. "Please, Raven, it is ok" Starfires kind but fearful voice came.

Raven could once again fell strong hands grasping her wrists as her nails tore at her pale flesh. After a short struggle Raven gave in, and allowed Robin to pull her hands off her face.

Robin looked from her bleeding cheeks to her nails where bloody skin showed under them. "Raven, please don't hurt yourself" He whispered sitting on the bed.

"It's ok Rae" Cyborg said awkwardly, trying to comfort her. He stroked her hair, and looked at the others for help.

Raven opened her bloodshot eyes and looked up at her friends, but when she saw only three she quickly closed them again, and several books threw themselves across the room. Starfire screamed as one flew her way. Out of instinct she shot a starbolt at it. "Oh, I am sorry" She apologized watching as the ashes of the book fell at her feet.

Raven didn't seem to notice. She had begun to mutter under her breathe like a mad women. Her voice was hoarse and frail like nails on a chalk board from all her screaming. "It's all my fault…I lost control...It's all my fault….Not coming back. Never again"

"But, Rae" Cyborg spoke up, "He's ok…well kin-"

"NO!" Raven screamed breaking him off, and causing everyone else to jump. "He's gone! I killed him…I wasn't strong enough…not like Terra"

The others looked at each other at the comment about Terra. "Raven, please" Robin pleaded. He placed a hand on her shoulder. "We can show you." He stood up and hesitated slightly before picking Raven up in his strong arms. To everyone's surprise she didn't protest at all. In fact she wrapped her arms around his neck, and Robin felt tears begin to stain his T-shirt.

Robin was so confused about Raven at the moment. She was like a sister to him, and he had never seen her so upset. Either way he said nothing and he carried her out of her room, the others close behind.

The friends walked in silence down the hall, three doors, and Cyborg slid the door open revealing Beast Boys messy room. But it had been tidied up. At least enough for multiple people to move threw the room. And as Raven stopped crying, and dared to unbury her face from Robins shoulder she noticed a small lump in the bottom bunch of BBs bed.

Robin let her down, and she slowly walked across the room. When she reached the bed her heart skipped several bets as she recognized the lump as a human curled up under the forest green bed sheets. She reached over and grabbed hold of the sheets. Raven pulled them aside and almost started to cry again as she saw Beast Boy curled up in a fetal position. She could see half of his face and winced at the sight of so many stitches. Again her heart skipped bets as she looked down at his left arm in a cast. She had a rush of relief though, when she saw his chest slowly rising, and falling beneath a baggy blue T-shirt. He looked rigid, and in pain, but he was alive. Raven smiled slightly, he looked so strong, even curled up in a ball, like he was ready for anything.

"You two have been sleeping for about four days." Raven looked up when Robin's voice brought her back to reality. "BB's been waking up here, and there, but neither of you have eaten.

When he said this Raven realized that she was indeed starving, and as she looked back down at Beast Boy she saw he had lost weight. She was sure she had as well, but she didn't care. All that mattered was that Beast Boy was ok.

Suddenly Starfire jumped as Beast Boy let out a small moan of pain. "Think he's wakin' up" Cyborg said, watching as Beast Boy moved and stretched in his sleep. Sure enough his green eyelids flickered open slowly, revealing two strong green eyes. Raven watched kneeling beside his bed as his eyes focused on the room.

"Rae?" He asked seeing her frail outline in his dark room. "You ok?" He asked in a tired voice.

Raven nodded with a weak smile. "You?" She asked.

Beast Boy smiled back "Yeah. I've been better, but I'm ok"

Raven smiled and leaned over hugging Beast Boy in a tight embrace. "I'm so sorry" She whispered.

Beast Boy hugged her back with one arm as the other was in a cast and hard to move. "Sorry for what?" He asked curiously.

Raven pulled away "Not being able to hold up that bolder." A single tear ran down her face, but none followed as she watched the changeling.

"Rae, it's not your fault" BB said smiling softly, as he reached up to whip away the tear. She is beautiful, he found himself thinking. Even with bloodshot eyes. She looks so…perfect.

Cyborg held a hand to his stomach as it gurgled angrily. "Who wants pancakes?"

Beast Boy smiled to Raven before turning to Cyborg and the others. "Me! I feel like I haven't eaten in days!"

Starfire giggled, and when Beast Boy asked what was so funny Robin explained that he had indeed gone without eating for four days.

Sorry to those out there who thought BB needed to die. Maybe in another fanfic, but not this one...oh and that fanfic might be sooner then you think evil grin