"It's a pleasure to see you again, Lincoln."

The doctor's welcoming words struck me with the same softness and grace that the one of the fresh air of the morning.

"Good morning, Doctor Clare," I said before making myself comfortable on the couch and lay down. The atmosphere of the place is still as warm and comfortable as the first day I came.

"It seems your parents were able to afford more time for us, did you tell them about the other option I gave you? As much as I need to eat the truth is that I don't really need a lot of money" she suddenly got closer and in a whisper said, "most of it goes to the owner of this place anyway" she turned back to her seat, "but it would help if you see our visits less as a burden to them; which just to be clear, they are not. No amount of money will be more precious than your health and wellbeing."

Once again, Clyde had helped me with the money ... the only burden I feel is the debt I owe him ... but in his own words...

"Don't worry, doctor, they made sure to make me understand that my health is more important than all the money in the world."

"It makes me happy to hear that. Oh, and Lincoln, remember that you can call me by my name, you can be as informal and open as you want with me. Now..." she paused for a moment and took note of the clock on her desk, "tell me how your day by day since our last appointment was."

With ideas in mind, I closed my eyes and let the words flow. I started by explaining the effects of the medicine on me, how it made me feel more lucid and in control most of the time, how some days the medicine made me feel more emotional, and how they allowed me to control myself, to the point that it was very difficult to get an erection during those days.

On the contrary, the days without treatment now felt twice as dangerous, and avoiding my sisters as much as possible was the norm.

"In general, every day with medication was calmer, except for a few details. On the other hand, the days without using the pills... it was like crossing a minefield. So, to make things easier I go to Clyde's house to spend most of the day there. "

"Let's start with the mines you encountered during your days off medication," Clare said. The sound of her pencil echoed in the room, however that did not displease me.

I took a deep breath, "Well, every day, with or without medication, my sisters Lucy and Lynn somehow keep finding a way to enter my room and sneak into my bed, and if I don't wake up in time, it's more than sure that there will be no pants on the bed."

As I continued, my fingers fidgeted and swirled with one another, "they were already fond of… touchy activities... is not a problem as long as the meds do they work, I even dare to say that it seems to be calmer with those two around. Now, on the days without the med... the fondness and the smell of both are intoxicating, and I feel that they like to rub themselves more on my body during those days. The first time I tried to escape but that bothered them, we ended up struggling and touching each other more and more..."

I had to pause and swallow some saliva, making the dance of Clare's pencil halt.

"Take your time Lincoln, or if you want, we can talk about it in-"

"No, is okay, nothing happened. It's just that recalling those events… is scary for me," I got up from the couch, for I wanted to look at the doctor in the eyes… but I couldn't get that far, "I was able to get out of that situation before it could get out of control, but I liked it, I really liked what was happening and what could have happened… that is what terrifies me."

"Lincoln," she said, her hand now on my chin, it took me a few seconds to process what had happened and when I reacted the doctor was stroking my head. She was cute and made me feel… safe. "It is normal that you like physical touch, your hormones cry out for such a thing at your age. I understand that you are scared, but from what you have told me you have never been the one who has sought that kind of closeness with your sisters," she added before returning her hand to her papers.

"No, Miss Clare, I know, but I'm still afraid, what if someday the tables turn and I end up being the one going to one of my sister's rooms and…" I restrained myself at that moment because the simple fact of following that line of thoughts made my chest hurt.

"I understand, Lincoln, and at this point, I think the healthiest thing is for you to keep your distance with them while we solve this whole problem."

"The only place I can go is with my friend Clyde, my other relatives live too far. Although even if I had a relative in Royal Woods, I would not want to be away from my sisters…" I sighed. "This feels like a curse..."

The sound of the pencil had stopped, which made me turn to the doctor. Her eyes were closed and her hand was holding her chin, "Lincoln," she said after a few seconds, "to be honest, this is as far as I can get with you. It's not hard to see that you are not the problem here. But you could be if I don't treat your sisters soon. "

She sat next, her hand eager to play and fool around with my hair, "You're a good boy, Lincoln, it's just that you were caught in a bad situation," her gaze flicked to the clock for a brief moment before turning back to me, "too bad your parents are not here. Although I would be pleased that at least one of your sisters had come." She paused and hummed for a moment, her hand no stopping for a second, nor that I would like it any other way. "It's weird, did all your ten sisters start acting like that out of nowhere?"

"Luckily, Lisa and Lily didn't, but yeah, the other eight started to act weird some time ago, Lucy being the last. I can't know for sure since when, all I know is that I started to notice those behaviors more easily after the incident with Leni, and well, it was even more obvious after what Luna and I did."

"Since they are not here, it would help me if you give me your point of view about how these changes in their actions were. On your first visit you told me about Luna and Luan," she read the names on the paper. "What other changes did you see before we met?"

I thought for a moment about the events of that day, "after that, the next to behave weirdly were Lynn and Leni. I usually model for the clothes that Leni makes, but that day she left me in my underwear. For a long time. She just stood there and looked at me, for an hour I think, she occasionally looked at the clothes in her hand at least, ha ... ha. "

Clare kept rubbing my hair, it was comforting and I admit it relieved me; to be more precise, I felt as if clouds were pampering me.

"Leni is bad at hiding her intentions, so it was easy to see that she was not interested in anything other than looking at me ... Lynn by her side is better in that regard. That day she invited me to fights, usually, she prefers punching instead of lock and the likes, but not that time, she had me in various locks all the time, and I already forget how many times her hand almost touched my private parts..."

Clare grabbed my head and leaned me back on her lap before picking up her pencil again; I was wrong to believe that the pampering was enough, now I was truly in heaven.

"The twins were more direct at the beginning..." I sighed, a byproduct of the calm feeling that Clare's thighs provided. "Well, they are still somewhat problematic. I remember that it was a rainy day and that Lola would not stop looking towards my underwear, just so you understand, I usually watch comics in my underwear when I know that we don't expect visitors at home. Lana was the one who ended up taking away my desire to read because every time I didn't pay attention she would come up to me and put her nose in my butt as if she were a dog; she said she was playing but the look on her eyes made it clear that she was has had fun... but in an unusual way..."

"I understand... to be honest, I'm a little worried about everyone's age. Can you help me clear that out?" Clare asked, to which I responded with gusto. By the end her face became tense and for a brief moment she bit the tip of her thumb, "the case of the twins is worrisome..." she said with an aggravated tone before turning to me, "Lincoln, I really need to get in contact with your parents."

"Ahm… I'll- I'll do my best to have them come next time," I replied trying to be as honest as possible about it. To cover it up, I looked at the clock right after and saw that there was still more time left, "Can I continue?"

"Yes, but I want you to be more specific." She left the pencil again and patted my head, "Let's start with Lori, and how she has behaved around you throughout these weeks."

I took a breath, that was a strong question, and to be honest, she was the one who wanted to leave for last ... or in the best case not to speak about her at all. "She… she was different from the rest, from the beginning… her personality is very dominating, and that…"

It was hard for me to find the words, it was hard for me to find a way to explain everything, "The first time was in the basement. She told me to wash her clothes because she was about to leave, that the basket was down, but when he got to the washing machine the basket was empty ... she had followed me and was right behind me, I was trapped. The first thing I saw was her hands being thrown at me before feeling her lips kissing my neck and biting my ear... Shortly afterward she started to undress me... she just needed one of her hands to constrain my body."

I could feel my pants tightening and cursed myself for being so weak.

"And, with her free hand…" My voice had gotten lower, and I was almost mumbling. "she put it in my…"

I thought I could handle this better...

"And then she rubbed it... she whispered in my ear that I was very cute, that she liked everything about me, that she loved me..."

I should be better than this ... this shouldn't be affecting me. Not like this...

"If she actually loved me she wouldn't have done that, it's not normal for your sister to…" my erection had been present, and with it, the guilt and the pain also came. I sat down and covered myself, turning my back to the doctor, "this is what I'm afraid of, miss... I should feel disgusted and repudiated by what happened ... but instead, I only have this thing, as if I were nothing more than a wild animal."

The doctor didn't answer, but I could hear her putting her papers on the table.

To think that she had just believed that I was not part of the problem ... and now look at me, excited because I remembered how my sister abused me-

The doctor's arms wrapped me in a gentle hug, "It's Okay, Lincoln. You're strong. You're here, talking about what they did to you, and that takes a lot of bravery, especially for a boy."

At that moment the tears started to come out. I tried to stop them on impulse, but as I did I thought about my reason for crying and that only made me cry even harder. I thought of the anger at not being able to control myself, of the fear at the possibility of becoming a degenerate, that I could be a hopeless case... that my sisters could harm me and lend me to that end…

"It's okay, just let it out."

I spent several minutes crying until there was no more pain or guilt inside of me. I was still sad, but the overwhelming feeling of calm took away all the tension that was fueling the other feelings.

"Lincoln," Clare took me and turned me towards her, "I understand that this is difficult for you, so you can avoid the details," she sighed and then focused her gaze on my eyes, "have your other sisters abused of you as Lori did?"

"None have gotten as far or as violent as Lori." I replied, my voice faint and somewhat scratchy, "Maybe Leni but she was only a spectator last time… They made me share the tub with the two of them and-" The lady put a finger on my lips.

"You can skip the details for now," she said before rubbing my hair again, this time smiling, "I think I've grown fond of your hair, hehe," she added, but her smile didn't last long after that, "Lincoln, I understand that you love and care for your sisters very much… but we cannot always trust in our family, at the end of the day we are all independent people, and people should be punished for their bad deeds."

I scowled at her, "Clare, I don't like how that sounds…"

She took me by the hand, "I understand, Lincoln, I know that you are not looking to separate yourself from the ones you love, but hear me out: you don't need to keep enduring the abuse, nothing is forcing you to do so. I can take care of filing the complaint and testifying on your behalf," The doctor turned to the watch, I only had a few more minutes. She took his papers, took out a note, and began to write. "Just keep that in mind."

The very idea of putting one of my sisters in jail made me feel as if my skin tried to crawl out of my body, "ahm, yeah, I'll keep that in mind..."

"I know you want to do the best for them, but remember Lincoln, you are a human, not a hero. And as a human you can't take care of others if you don't take care of yourself first," she added before getting up from the couch and going for her seal. "Now, regarding your treatment, you can't keep taking the pills that I gave you."

If it weren't for my genes, those words would have been the new cause of my hair's odd color, "What!?" I yelled, "Doc you can't take those pills from me, they are the best thing that has happened to me since all this started."

"The pills that I gave you have estrogen among their components, which help keep your impulses under control, but will end up hurting your organs if you continue using it. So we will do the following, I will let you use that pill once a week, like before, only a quarter of a pill," Clare clarified before giving me the next prescription," if possible, try to leave the previous pills and use the new one I marked in the bottom, is one dose a day, for two weeks. It will help with anxiety and as a side effect It will hinder your erections, it is usually a side effect but for your case, it will be useful. "

I took the note and kept it, "I still feel scared of this change ..."

Clare sat down next to me again, placed her hand on my shoulder, and smiled, this time her face was serene, it was a sincere and comforting smile. "After having this talk, I know that as long as you are in your best you can keep the craving at bay. Lincoln, I trust that we can treat you and make you a better person, but still, I beg you to bring your sisters to me, the following Friday I will be free at my other job. Try to bring your whole family, please."

The clock on the table began to vibrate, my consultation was over. The doc sighed in discontent but had to comply. For me? Well, there was little more to say and I could excuse myself better in the future the less I hear Clare trying to get my parents to her, so the clock ended up saving me.

"Well, I really liked this session," I stated with glee, "I feel more relieved… and even though I am somewhat unsure about changing pills, I have faith in your confidence in me, Miss Clare."

"It was a pleasure to help you, Lincoln, I hope to see you again soon," she said before taking the clock and dialing the next hour. I left her and started walking towards the door when a boy opened it and he entered along with his parents.

The day still had a long way to go before it finished, and today was a day without treatment, which left me only one option, to take my bike and go spend the rest of the day with Clyde.