A/N: Okay please R&R but please relies this is my first fanfic so yeah ( I know it shows as my second or third fanfic but it was actually the first one i wrote)
This kind of just came to me and I wrote it in one go so I didn't really spend time thinking about it.
Disclaimer: Fruits Basket isn't mine and neither are the characters as much as I wish they were but they aren't!
Warning: May contain Spoilers!
Summary: Kyo has come back from the Sohma Estate and his meeting with Akito. He has been in his room for a week thinking about things and HER! He tries his best to avoid her but finds it hard. Will his love prevail or will it fail? KyoXTohru
Key:
Thoughts
Normal
Who is speaking:
sound effect
(What's happening)
Just a dream:
Chapter 1: The beginning
Begin flash back of discussion between Kyo and Akito
Akito: That girl even though she saw your real form…she seems unaffected doesn't she? It's quite amazing…
Kyo: How did you know?
Akito: It's quite amazing isn't it? It's as if she's an angel or the Virgin Mary herself…or maybe it's more like…a MONSTER! Isn't she a bit to good to be true?
A person who's that kind hearted…aren't they a bit scary? I would say Honda Tohru is a monster who is just too perfect!
Kyo: Why…why are you…why are you saying such things? You don't know anything…even though at that time…even though you weren't there…you didn't see any of it…so why? There's nothing inside her that would make anybody call her…a monster…but still…but still…you don't know! YOU DON'T HAVE ANY IDEA HOW SCARED SHE WAS THEN! HOW CAN YOU SPEAK IN SPITE OF THAT! Your voice…they both shook…they were so cold…your face was blue…like a nightmare…and even then…even then she didn't run away…
Akito: SHUT UP!
Kyo: She didn't run away from me!
Akito: SHUT UP, SHUT UP!
Kyo: That she…SHE EVEN TOOK MY HAND!
Kyo: I understood then…if she had let go of my hand…I probably wouldn't have returned…ever again. I never would have come back…to absolutely anyone…my pain…she had no duty…to but she took up all my pain…she didn't have to fill that void in me. But that…wasn't the most precious thing she gave me…she gave me her presence…she stayed with me. She gets happy over such tiny things. She was so glad…some how she would always smile so happily. Why? Even though it would be all right for you to think of yourself more. Why? Don't you think that's a loss? Isn't it foolish? Do you get anything from being that way? I LOVE HER…I love her. How is it that…I love her so much? Since when has it been, that whenever you called, I'd feel as if my name meant something special? How many smiles did it take? How many times until…I started thinking about such silly things? Since when…had it become to unbearable not to love you? Tohru.
Akito: Are you crying…Kyo? Why are you crying? Is it painful? Could it be that you "love" here…that Honda Tohru? How great would it be…to think a monster falling in love with a monster.
End flash back of discussion between Kyo and Akito
Kyo turned over, so that he was no facing the window. He started to wonder how long he had been lying there it felt like hours, days maybe even weeks. But he couldn't stop thinking about that day and HER. As he was lying there her smiling face came into his head and then it flashed to her lying dead on the floor with Akito laughing some where in the distance. He felt a tight pain in his chest and his fists tightened as he began to cry. He felt so weak, someone who could take on anyone but her, a sweet innocent girl! When every time he saw her he felt like he was about to collapse, because he felt so weak, and every time she spoke his name he felt like he had hundreds of butterflies in his stomach. But he knew he could never be with her, no matter how much he wanted to be, no matter how much he was willing to do just to protect her. But he knew admitting his love for her would only cause her pain, how could she such a sweet, beautiful girl ever return those feelings! No matter how much he didn't want admit it but he knew that she would be better off with Yuki, that damn rat! Why was he always so lucky! His sorrow slowly changing to rage was interrupted by a shout from downstairs, it was Tohru calling everyone to dinner. He hadn't faced her since his meeting with Akito, she had greeted him at the door with her sweet smile, but he had stormed up to his room in complete silence. Shigure had attempted to calm him down but it didn't help he only got more angry and depressed. He heard someone walk past he turned round to see who it was, it was only that damn rat Yuki, and to make matters worse he was entering my room, how dare he!
Yuki: You should come down Honda-san has been worrying herself sick about you; I don't see why she is but come down for her sake.
Kyo knew he was right he owed Tohru that much. He then walked out the door and calls "Damn rat!"
Yuki: Stupid Cat!
Kyo slowed as he reached the stairs, he didn't know how long he had been up there but he still hadn't gained the courage to face her. As he neared the bottom he saw her, she was smiling as usual, but he knew her to well and could tell she was worried about something. She then looked up and they locked eyes for a second. It obviously took her awhile to relies it was Kyo standing there, because after a minute she dropped the dish she was holding and ran over to him and with out thinking hugged him!
Smash
Poof!
(Change POV)
Tohru: Dinners ready! I hope Kyo's alright he hasn't been out of his room for a week, I wonder what happened at the Sohma Estate?
(Yuki enters the room and sits to the left of Shigure)
Shigure: So what has our sweet flower cooked for us today I wonder?
Yuki: hits Shigure with a newspaper I really wish you'd stop calling Honda-san that!
Shigure: Are you asking me to pretend that she isn't our sweet flo...gets whacked on head with newspaper by Yuki again
Yuki: Are you done now?
Shigure: Yes but you don't have to be so mean Yuki!
smash
Yuki: Miss Honda what's the matter?
Poof!
Tohru: Oh Kyo sorry I wasn't thinking, how silly of me I shoul...
Kyo: interrupts her it's okay, what's for dinner?
Tohru: Um, Kyo I didn't think you where coming down so I made, um...well
Kyo: Spit it our already!
Tohru: Leek Soup!
Kyo: You wha...
Tohru: Oh I'm so sorry, I'll make you starts her rambling again
Kyo: His expression soften It's alright it was my fault I should have told you I was coming down, I'll just have some rice balls, I'm not very hungry anyway.
Tohru: Are you sure?
Kyo: Stop worrying so much and just go sit down and eat!
(Kyo makes a few rice balls and joins everyone else)
How could I be so stupid, I always hell at her just because I am afraid of admitting my feelings. How is it that even when I feel I'm going to explode; just looking at her seems to calm me down.
(At this stage Kyo is sorta staring at he while he has a pair of chopsticks in his mouth and a very cute expression on his face)
Tohru: Kyo is something the matter?
Kyo: No nothing I was just...starts to blush and finds a sudden interest in his bowl
Shigure: He was just admiring our beautiful flower
Kyo: Shut the hell up!
Thwack
Thwack
Kyo: Damn Rat!
(Shigure does his sad, feel sorry for me look)
(Kyo decides to get some fresh air and goes to the roof, mean while Tohru and Yuki do the dishes and Shigure is off writing his book)
Yuki: Don't worry I'm sure Kyo is fine, he's probably just mad at Akito for something.
(Tohru remembers hearing Kyo crying earlier but decides not to bring it up)
(Tohru then forces a grin)
Tohru: I'm sure his fine too!
Yuki: Well I'm sorry to leave you here by yourself but I'm taking Machi out.
Tohru: Really that's wonderful, have fun!
(Yuki leaves and Tohru finishes off the dishes and Yuki leaves)
Shigure: Tohru sorry to leave on such sort notice but I'm going out, see you!
(Shigure leaves)
Tohru: He's probably avoiding his editor again sigh
(Tohru decides to go check up on Kyo)
(Kyo's crying again thinking about all the trouble that comes with loving someone as much as he loves her)
Tohru: Kyo?
Kyo: Yea?
(Tohru climbs onto roof and sits next to Kyo, Kyo turns round so she can't see that he's been crying)
Tohru: Kyo what's wrong, you've been more upset than usual this last week, did I do something wrong?
Kyo: Nothing, I've just been thinking...
Tohru: About what?
Kyo: ...
About you, me, us, the past, the present, the future. Oh Tohru if only I could tell you, even when you reject me and look at me in disgust it's better than hiding like this...
Kyo: What's your problem?
Tohru: stunned what do you mean?
Kyo: I mean you seem distracted.
Tohru: It's nothing, I'm fine.
(Tohru begins to cry silently but Kyo can hear her)
(Kyo turns around and sits up)
Kyo: Tohru, please don't lie to me, I can tell something's bothering you; I just wish you could trust me enough to tell me.
Tohru: I do trust you...it's just that...
(Kyo looks down at her and can't resist temptation any more)
(He looks down at her and cups her chin in his hand and gently wipes a tear from her cheek)
Kyo: Don't worry it will be alright.
(He then with out thinking, leans towards her and kisses her, Tohru is completely caught off guard)
(Car drives up)
Shigure: big grin on face well, well what do we have here.
(Kyo quickly breaks away and glares and Shigure)
Kyo: Nothing... We were just... never mind I'm going to my room
(Tohru starts to blush)
Shigure: I should have known not to leave 2 teenagers at home alone.
A/N: So thats the first chapter I hope you enjoyed. I've already written the whole story but don't have much time to edit so I'll only post a chapter once every 2nd or so but don't worry I know where I'm going with this!
You know the drill R&R