First of all thank you to all my reviewers! Thank-you for all the kind words! I'll be around to review your stories soon! Oh, and if I forgot anyway I am SOOOO sorry! I love you all!
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Now! On with the story and I'm sorry about the "Seven Nation Army" thing, I was listening to the White Strips on the radio.
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I was fifteen years old when I first started hanging out in the ravine. Jay was like a escape for me. A fire escape is for people trapped on a flaming building. Jay is like my fire escape for being a good girl. What's funny though is that on some level I think I loved him even back when I was fifteen. Love. I was a teenager. What did I know about love? I think that's why we couldn't get together officially. I was afraid of getting hurt. Oh, and I guess Jay's reputation. How would it have looked if the schools resident bad boy hooked up with me, Emma, Little Miss Greenpeace?
What was it that his ex Alex said? Something about my chest being flat? I've grown up now and no army can bring me down from the feeling I get when I'm with Jay, whether the army is seven nation or more. One thing I always made sure of when I had any kind of sex with Jay was that I was ALWAYS safe. My mom and best friend had already been there, done that. I'd been to the ravine many times. Manny knew. She found the bracelets in my room one day. Black. Blue. Green. Sex. Oral Sex. All reminders of the dirty things I did, now hidden away in a box somewhere. I came back from getting some food from the kitchen and she was sitting on my bed holding them. She looked up at me and I saw that she was crying.
.Flashback
Manny: I was looking for your make-up box because I needed some lip chap. Instead I opened the box. The box with your dirty bracelets in it. I thought this was over. I thought you stopped going down on Jay. But I guess you didn't. I guess you did even more. Even I know what black bracelets mean. You slept with him didn't you? You're better than this.
Emma: You may think I'm better than this but I'm not. Yes I slept with Jay but it was safe. Every time. Anyways weren't you better than sleeping with Craig while he was with Ash? Lets not fight. We can't change what we've done.
Mannny: But we can decide what we're going to do. I'll see you later Em.
.End Flashback.
I remember she put down my bracelets and left. It wasn't like a huge fight but we kind of subconsciously avoided each other for a few days. But what I did right after the fight was go to Jay. My fire escape from the world. But I think that's when my fire escape broke and I was stuck on the burning building.
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Hi eveyone! I'm thinking of re-naming my story, so if you have any suggestions I'd love to hear them!
.Bri!.