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Sara's POV
I've never had a good nights sleep until now and it's all because of the beautiful women named Catherine lying here in my arms. She looks so peaceful and angel like when she sleeps and I could stare at her for the rest of my life. I can no longer hear the ice cold voice in my head and I know it's because of her and I'm glad for that. She's given me a reason to live.
When I run my fingers through her hair it feels like silk. She slowly wakes up and smiles at me. I can't help but smile back. She looks so cute when she just wakes up. Her eyes are a darker shade of blue and she has a certain glow and I can't tell what that glow is but I love it. I'm now realizing that I'm falling deeply in love with her and it took me four years to figure that out.
"Morning." She whispers while resting her head back on my chest. "Morning." I say back while wrapping a strand of her blonde hair around mt finger. I look over at my alarm clock and it's eight in the morning. I suddenly remember that she has Lindsey, "Catherine aren't you suppose to be taking Lindsey to school?" She looks up at me and has a smile on her face for what I don't know. "She's stayed at a friends house last night." Her voice is soft and full of warmth. She rolls over onto her stomach and keeps her arms wrapped around me and her head is still resting on my chest.
I don't how long we stay like this but I like it and I can't help but wonder if she likes it like as much as I do. She lifts her head up and looks at me a questioning look on her face. "What?" I ask softly. "Did you want to talk about last night?" I knew she would bring up the subject so might as well talk. "I guess. What do you want to know?" I ask looking down at her. "Why were you going to kill your self?" Her voice is soft as she asks the question and I know that she is going to listen and not walk out on me. "When I was younger my father beat me, he would tell me I was worthless and meant nothing to anybody, the words just keep replaying in my mind." I answer while looking down into her eyes to see what she thinks. Her eyes reveal sadness and anger. "How could any one do that to a child." She whispers with tears streaming down her face. "God Sara I'm so sorry." I wipe the tears that are falling down her cheeks and she cries into my chest.
"I'm sorry for everything I've ever done to you." She cries out and I hold her tightly. "Shh, it's ok." I whisper into her hair. "It's not ok Sara, it's not." I can't stand to see her cry it breaks my heart. "It's ok, please don't cry, I can't stand to see you cry." I say quietly. She bury's her head into my chest more and wraps her arms around me tightly. "I'm so sorry." I hold her tightly and kiss the top of her head.
She settles down after ten minutes and were laying in each others arms and I'm not willing to let her go. She slowly falls back asleep and I watch her quietly. "I love you." I whisper into her hair while slowly drifting off to sleep with her securely in my arms.