My poor Addi this week. I mean, way to be an ass Derek. Telling your wife that she's an obligation. Kind, don't ya think? GRRR I hate him. He's now officially McAsshole.

Jen loves me. So does Steph… I love them back.

Save Tonight

" We're getting married," Meredith said that night. Her head rested on his chest as she stared at the ceiling.

" Yeah." George ran his fingers through her hair.

" What day?"

A small laugh escaped his lips, " Whenever is fine with me."

" Oh, come on!" She said eyes still attached to the wall. " I know you have some interest in this. Please pick the day."

" September 15."

" It's May 10th."

" Yeah, I know." George said plainly.

" Why September 15?"

" I don't know,"

" Oh, come on. It must have some significance."

" Yes. It's the day we're getting married." She smiled happily at his reply. " Good Night, Meredith."

" Night, Georgie," She snuggled closer to him keeping her eyes open. I'm getting married.

>>

Dead. Dead. He was dead. Gone. Past away. No. I want him back. Now. You hear me? I want him back. You guys screwed it up. You took the wrong Derek Shepherd. And don't tell me that I'm wrong. I'm a mother. I stopped being wrong about 4 years ago. Addison's thoughts penetrated her mind as she stared at the empty side of the bed. His side. He should be there. Like he always was. He should've walked into the bathroom in one of his white wife beaters, and, played with his hair for a few minutes. Like he always did. Then, he should've given up, and whined to me about how he had problematic hair. Like he always did. I would correct him and tell him that there was no way that that was possible and that there wasn't a thing about him that wasn't sexy. Like I always did. Then he would smile at me and then he'd get into bed and I'd remind him "You are McDreamy." Like I always did. He'd laugh a little and finally slip under the covers on the left side of the bed. Then, he'd stare at me for a couple, 2 to be exact, minutes, before I asked him "What?" He would say nothing. Like he always did. He'd just roll back over his shoulder turn the light out and say, " I love you, Addi. Goodnight" Like he always did. He should've been there. Like he always was.

Addison silently mourned her dead husband as she watched the place he'd always been.

?>>

" Can you believe it? Our marshmallow is getting married!" Izzie said getting into bed with her glasses on.

" You make it sound as if he's your kid or something." Eric said smugly.

" He's not my kid; he's Georgie." Izzie stated firmly.

" Oh. I understand."

" You should." Izzie said taking her glasses of. " Good night."

" Good night."

>>

Meredith watched George as she sat in the loveseat of her room. She had the phone clamped to her ear.

" Hello." A sleepy voice answered.

" Hello?"

" Grey?"

" Yeah." She said shyly. " The one and only."

" It's 5:30."

" Yeah. So? It's 2:30 here."

" You want to talk to Cristina?"

" Yeah. If she's up."

" Yeah she is."

"Ok. Nice talking with you, Burke."

" Yeah. You too, Grey." Meredith could hear Burke yelling for Cristina.

" Mer?" Cristina said curiously.

" Yup."

" What are you doing?"

" I have something to tell you."

" Oh, my God. You're pregnant and it's Shepherd's isn't it?"

" Cristina! No. Never. God. I wouldn't do that. He was married." Meredith imagined how awful that would have been though. Sleeping with Derek? The married with one child McDreamy? Never. I have George.

" Ok, well you had that tone."

" I didn't have a tone." Meredith argued.

" You did. It was very 'my life is about to suck massively."

" There was no tone. And if there was, it should've been a happy one."

" Really?"

" Yes. I'm engaged."

" Oh." Cristina said, laughing. " Your life is about to suck massively."

" Thanks! For the congratulations and everything."

" Congratulations are for the groom."

" Will you stop?" Meredith said annoyed.

" What?"

" Just tell me you're happy for me."

" Mer, I'm happy for you."

" Thank you." Meredith said, feeling reassured.

" But don't come crying to me when you're stressed out and whiny and moany."

A brief shining moment and then that mouth.

>>

" Aww. Aren't they cute?" Izzie said to Eric as the entered Seattle Grace. Meredith and George were a few feet in front of them.

" Yeah, Iz."

" Ooh. I forgot I was going to offer to bake." Izzie ran to catch up with them. " Guys! Wait up!"

Eric simply watched and shook his head.

>>

Bug,

Let's talk. You haven't really been returning my messages…all 18 of them. Is something up? It's me. Chris. You know you can always, always talk to me. Always. And you always have. So talk to me. I hate being in the dark over here in the windy city.

Jessa keeps asking about you. She's so adorable. Have you heard back from Auntie Addi yet? How are her and K? Do you think I could come see them for the summer? Maybe help her out a bit? So it's not just me. Everyone's concerned. Even Ian. Yes, Ian. I'm serious, too. And I can't believe you went and visited Mom and Dad without telling me. Hello? Did you not want reinforcements? Addi. Please. Come on talk to me. I don't care if we have to communicate via carrier pigeons. Although that could get a little time consuming.

All my Love,

Christine.

Addison glared at her computer screen reading the e-mail from her sister.18 messages? How did I miss 18 messages? Then, it hit her. Derek. Derek always checked the messages. She smiled as she thought of the rant he had always given her about it. Addison, what happens if I'm not here and someone leaves an important message? How will you ever know what's going on?Suddenly, it wasn't so funny.

So...I'm sorry I haven't been updating at the speed of light anymore…SOMEONE stole my muse. You know who you are… And I know it was a huge filler, but I figured since so much major life changing stuff has been going on that it was time for a nice filler.

Song by Eagle Eye Cherry.

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