Ok. It's short. I'm not going to lie. It's like pathetically short…

Which is going to give me a good excuse to babble on about this week's epi. Cause hello! It was fan-freaking-tastic. Derek got McDreamy back! WAHOO! I was like jumping up and down and screaming… It was awesome! And OMFG! KW totally looks like Catherine Deneuve. It's just another reason to swoon over KW. Lol. And Derek when he immediately perked up hearing Addison's laugh.. I was like "Aww he knows her laugh!" And umm what else? Lol. I guess I should stop. Obviously, you guys have all come to read the story and not to hear about my sad and pathetic obsession…

So without further ado….

Stairway to Heaven

Part II

"MOMMY!" Kennedy screamed while banging on the door to Addison's room.

" Kennedy, stop!" Izzie walked over the door and began to pull the child away.

"NOOOOO! MOMMY!" Kennedy continued to scream as Izzie grabbed her. " GET AWAY FROM ME!" Kennedy bit Izzie's hand and ran back to the door. " MOMMY!"

Meredith got a glimpse of Kennedy racing towards the door. Her eyes raced frantically between Addison and Kennedy.

" CLEAR!" Murphy shouted, as if saying louder might help her heart beat return.

" Derek. I missed you." Addi raced into his embrace, letting the tears fall freely down her face.

" I missed you."

"MOMMY!" Kennedy threw her small, ineffectual fist at the door repeatedly. " MOMMY!"

Eric came out of the room, and forcefully said, " STOP!"

" Thank you." Izzie said greatfully, noticing the grim look on his face.

" Izzie. Time of..of," He choked on the words he had been forced to say so many times before.

Izzie stopped. The world stopped. Everything crumbled. She leaned against the wall and slid down it. Tears fell in even streaks down her face. " She's.." Eric nodded. By this time, the curious four year old had walked into the room and saw doctors shutting her mother's monitors off.

" Mommy?" Meredith froze as Kennedy came waltzing in to the room.

"Oh no." She whispered, launching herself at the child. The doctors froze and turned around, and just as Meredith reached Kennedy, Eric came back in to the room.

"Don't touch her." He hissed, causing Meredith to jump. "She needs to see her mother."

"But Eric..."

"I'm not kidding, Meredith. Let her." Meredith nodded and stepped back, watching as Kennedy made her way to the bed. The other doctors stepped away from the bed, warily eyeing Eric. They didnt think this was the best idea...but pediatricians knew best.

"Mommy?" Kennedy's hand touched Addisons and she jumped back, a gasp escaping her lips.

Addison gasped. "Derek...someone just touched me."

"Addie..."

"I'm not kidding. I think..."

Kennedy laced her fingers through her mothers and ran one hand up and down Addison's arm. "Mommy wake up. Mommy, wake up. Mommy, WAKE UP!" Kennedy began to scream, startling the other doctors and shaking Meredith and Eric out of the trance they had gone in to once Kennedy had reached Addison. "MOMMY! MOMMY WAKE UP!" Kennedy screamed as Eric stepped up behind her, swooping her in to his arms and carrying her out of the room. "MOMMY!"

Addison ran her hand up and down her arm. "I swear, Derek...someone was touching me."

"I used to feel that too, Add. Right after...It was like someone was placing their hands on my chest, on my face..."

Addison began to sob. "Me. I was touching you." Addison fell to her knees. "Who...?" She gasped. "Kennedy!"

Eric took the little girl in to the on-call room, trying to calm her down. Izzie and Meredith had stayed with Addison, saying goodbye, leaving Eric to explain what had happened. He was better with kids anyway.

"Mommy...mommy...Eric I want mommy..."

It was all Eric could do not to kick something. He wanted to bring Addison back to life and kill her for hurting this child. "K...honey, remember how Mommy got a boo boo?" Kennedy nodded. "Her boo boo..." Eric sighed. He did not just say 'boo boo' twice. "She got really sick honey. Like...like your Daddy."

Kennedy shrieked. "Where's Mommy?"

"Kennedy..."

"Is she...is she in Heaven with Daddy?"

Eric silently cursed the Shepherds for doing this. "Yeah, baby, she is."

Addison gripped Derek's hand. "I can't be here. I have to go back. She just lost you, she can't lose me too...Derek..."

"Addison...she's in good hands."

umm yeah.. You guys hate me.. but I will redeem myself… with a sequel.. I swear. You just need to calm down and stop throwing things at me… Seriously guys…put the tomatoes down….

I love love love Steph, Mel, and Jen…Seriously, these guys are like my second brain. They're all so talented and lovely... even if they hate me too.

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By the way…there's an epilogue…and a sequel, where I'll be redeeming myself.