-To Sin-
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A/N: Sorry it took so long to update. I've been busy with other stuff. Plus my spring breaks over so Who knows when I'll update next. Don't forget to review.
This chapter focuses mainly on Ed just so you know.
-Chapter 3-
-Let me go-
song- Let me go, 3 doors down
"One more kiss could be the best thing.
One more lie could be the worst thing.
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve."
Ed was hiding in his secret spot. No one was ever able to find the Chibi here. This was a place where he came to get away from the troubles of his life.
Tears streamed down his cheeks. Roy lived right next door to him, and he was scared of him now. He'd always thought that he'd loved him.
"I love you..." those words echoed through his mind as he sat silently with his knees drawn to his chest. "I hate you..." those haunting words refused to go away though.
"In my mind there's only you now.
This world falls on my.
In this world there's real and there's make believe.
This seems real to me."
The light in Roy's house was shining through the darkness of the night. Ed smiled to himself. That whole day he couldn't get that new student out of his mind even when Roy hurt him.
Ed sat up in a tree branch in his back yard. Shadows danced around in Roy's house. He was positive that he was going to make his nightly appearance at his house.
Roy had gotten on his Dad's good side, and now his Dad was hoping that they ended up together, but he doesn't know how he treats him. "I hate you..." those words echoed through his mind. Why was he so confused.
"You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand.
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go."
Ed watched as the lights flickered off in the window, and he swore he heard the door open and close. Not wanting to face Roy's wrath, Ed jumped from the tree and ran back inside.
"I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
I now know where I going through."
Just like he'd expected there came a knock to the door. Being that Al and his Dad were making dinner, Ed opened the door.
Roy's eyes twinkled as they caught sight of HIS chibi. That made Ed silently recoil. "Good evening Ed." Roy said with a smirk. "Did you have fun today?" Ed frowned, but none the less let him in.
"In my mind there's only you now.
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and there's make believe
This seems real to me."
"It smells good in here." Roy commented to his dad. "Why thank you. Would you like to stay for dinner? I'm sure that Ed would like that." Mr. Elric stated. (Don't know how to write his real name so I'm not even going to try.)
Ed stiffened at that. He was too afraid to tell them what Roy was doing. He didn't want them to worry either. That's one thing that he hated to do.
"I dream ahead to what I hope for
and I turn my back on loving you.
How can this love be a good thing
I now know where I'm going through."
The four of them sat at their small table. "You know, I'm glad that Ed found someone like you." My. Elric stated as he looked up from his dinner. "I am too." Roy smiled to the Chibi.
Ed mentally kicked himself. His dad was starting to sound like he was going to give him away to be married or something. "Are you going to be staying with us tonight?" "Sure, if you guys want me to." "Ed could use the company. I have a late night meeting to go to, and Al's going over to a friends."
Ed berated himself for opening the door. He knew what was coming, and he didn't want a part of it.
"In my head there's only you now
This world falls on my
In this world there's make believe
this seems real to me."
"Say it Ed..." Roy hissed as he pressed himself against the Chibi. "I...love...only...you...Roy..." the crying boy cried as he collapsed onto the bed exhausted. (Sorry Roy fans, I like him too. It's just that I'm picking on him this story.)
"You love me, but you don't know who I am."
Tears spilled from his eyes for what felt like the hundredth time that day. Everything went so fast, and afterwards the small Chibi laid on the bed in a broken heap.
"I hate you...I hate you Roy." Those words sounded through his mind. Nothing seemed real anymore. He wanted nothing more than to close himself off from everything.
Roy had left the room for a little while, and Ed was thankful for the silence.
"I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand.
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just let me go
let me go."
Footsteps resonated through the house. There was this eerie feel about their huge house when it was this empty. Ed pulled the blankets tightly over his small frame as he prayed to be left alone.
"And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside.
I know, I know
When all the pieces fall apart
you will be the only one who know
Who knows."
The door creaked open with the slowest motion possible. Then the footsteps of socked feet on wood floor resonated through the small room.
Ed pulled his knees closer to his stomach in an attempt to hide away.
"You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn in between this life I lead and where I stand
you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just let me go."
The bed shifted under Roy's weight as did the covers as he crawled under them.
Arms that were warm, and yet so cold wrapped around the Chibi's body and pulled him closer. That's when something snapped in the chibi.
He shot out of the bed and took off running. (He is wearing clothes all you perverts) The door was slammed shut, and he knew that Roy was following him when he heard the door slam shut a second time.
"You love me but you don't
you love me but you don't
you love me but you don't know who I am
you love me but you don't
you love me but you don't"
Ed just had to get away. He wanted Roy to let him go...
"You love me but you don't know me."
TBC...
In the next Chapter...
Envy takes a walk and comes across the one who's been haunting his mind all day.
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