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Seth paced up and down his room, a tack in hand. Yesterday, he hadn't really hurt himself, he'd just wanted to see what Summer would do. He tried to cut himself, but he couldn't bring himself to do it, and quiet frankly he didn't know how Summer could.

Seth sat down on his bed and laid down. How? It hurt me so much and I didn't even prick the skin. Why does she have to be so difficult? I wonder if all popular girls do this. Or maybe her friends dont even know. I wish I could get her to stop. Seth turned onto his stomach.

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Summer stood infront of her full length mirror again that morning. She was wearing a green three quarter-length top with a yellow design and a green ruffle-layered skirt. She had to cover he scars. Her hair was up in a pony-tail and she grabbed a green versachi purse on her way out the door.

Holly, Marissa, Shannon and Elisabeth were all waiting in Marissas car.

"Wow Summer you look great." Elisabeth admired from the front seat.

"Thanks." Summer mused in a sad voice. She tried to cover it up, but it still showed through. Ha! My fats hanging out and my nose is huge! "So whats on the agenda for later?" Summer asked, pressing for her voice to sound light and cheery.

"Well Im hanging out with Ryan." Marissa cooed from the drivers seat. Ryan? Who's Ryan? I'll phone her later and find out.

"I'm going to the stables wih Shannon." Elisabeth said.

"And you Holls?"

"Im gunna try to work Brandon. I think I can get him. Tonights a party at my place, hun. Everyones gunna go. Be there." Holly said, as she got out of the car. Summer hadn't even realized that the car had stopped.

Summer got out a headed to her locker. It was gunna be a long day.

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Summer's last class was finally over. She put her binders in her locker and reached up to get her purse. The sleave of her shirt was crumpled at the top, exposing more arm - and half her new cut. She quickly covered her arm back up, grabbing her purse with her right hand, and shutting her locker loudly. She ran down the hall and back into the empty gym and sat right in the middle of it. "Supernerd?" She wispered.

"Im here."

Summer stooched over to the back wall where he sat yesterday, and slid down next to him.

"You know how, yesterday I called you Ms.Popular?" He asked, looking down.

"Yeah."

"Does it really bug you?"

"No."

"Does 'Superbabe'?"

Summer laughed out loud. A short, tired, mean laugh. A not-funny laugh. "You've got to be kidding."

"Why?"

"Me? A Superbabe? Right."

"Why do you cut, Summer?"

Summer sighed. "Can we not talk about this?"

"Alright. But Its either me now or a shrink 10 years later."

"You when Im ready."

"How about you meet me tonight at 9."

"Hollys party..your not going?"

Seth gave her a sad smile and looked back down. "They dont call me Supernerd for nothing."

"Oh.." Summer brushed two fingers over his forearm. His hairs stood on end. She stopped. "Well tonight at 9 isn't good for me. Meet me here tomorrow afterschool." She said, got up and left, shimmying as she walked.

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Summer was walking around Hollys beachhouse with a marg in hand. She was in her panties and her long-sleeved green shirt from earlier that day. She was drunk already and still had thoughts on more drinks. It was another way to drown her sorrows. She quickly downed the marg and headed over to the drink-making island. She chose strawberry daquiry and poured a tall glass. She downed that quickly, too but soon her attention was drawn to the door.

"Get out of here, freak!"

"Yeah this parties for non-losers, fuck off."

"Holly would FREAK if she knew that FREAK was in here!" a drunk girl giggled.

Summer walked over to where the freak-bashing was going on and found her Supernerd - just who she'd expected.

"Hey Super.." She was cut off when she fell.

Seth caught her in his arms, and pulled her into his car. Nobody at the party noticed. Just as long as the freak was gone.

It was raining hard outside and Seth was having a hard time concentraiting on the road. He turned on the radio and winced when he heard the next song that came on.

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

Seth quickly turned off the radio. He didn't need this song.

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