A/N: hey guys... im goin alittle bit over board here... but there is another chapter about three centimeters away from this word. its short... and the chapters will probably all be short... but im doing my best.
To whom it may concern,
My name is Ginny Weasley. I don't have a reason to live. I'm a coward though; I don't have the courage to end it. I'm scared of what I might find once my body no longer inhabits this plane of existence. It could be worse than it is here. Why take the risk? I am writing this letter as an apology to whoever is reading it. I apologize that I am here, I'm sorry that you have to deal with me, I'm sorry that you have to see me walking down the corridor, I'm sorry that I get in your way, I'm sorry about three years ago when I terrorized the entire school and wizarding community, I'm sorry that I was weak enough to allow that to happen, I'm sorry that I'm still to weak to save you all from myself, I'm sorry I cant die, but let nature take its course and maybe soon I wont have to do it…the world will do it for me. Professor Dumbledore I remember vividly when you called me to your office, you told me it wasn't my fault, that there was nothing I could've done. But I'm telling you that there is something I could've done. I'm telling you that I didn't, I didn't because I enjoy my possession. i could've told Tom no, but I loved him…and he loved me, but he left anyway. So now I no longer exist, I left with him and only my body remains.
I'm Sorry,
Ginny Weasley
I write letters, that's what I do when I'm not staring off into space imagining I was still with him.
I write letters for people to find once I'm gone, I write them all in this diary that is engraved with my name. This diary is identical to the one belonging to Tom, I found it on my bed after leaving the chamber of secrets. When I write in it I feel like he's holding me, I feel like he's right next to me wrapping me up in his strong arms.