A/N: Hey guys...sorry I didn't update as soon as I originally wanted, but I got busy screencapping and uploading to an instant star gallery that I'm working on for the message board I'm on, plus working and doing other stuff…and then when I tried uploading last night, the site was down so yeah...anyway, I've been busy. I hope you guys like this update! As always, I look forward to seeing your reviews. I want to note, the 'lyrics' to Forbidden Love are mine. I wrote them from the depths of my scary mind. I hope you guys like the lyrics...they're one of the favorite ones that I've done
Chapter 27
A day went by and then a week and Jude never heard one word from Tommy. Darius had assigned Kwest as her new producer and expected her album to be finished before the month was out. Jude's mind wasn't on her album; it was on Tommy, and the night they spent together. Kwest had questioned her about her recent mood, but she never told him and Kwest eventually stopped asking.
They were currently in the studio, trying to write the last song that would go on her album.
"I don't have anything, ok Kwest?" Jude said, feeling annoyed. She had writers block and she couldn't get Tommy out of her mind. Why didn't he call? She wondered, but she suspected she knew the truth and she didn't like it. It was the same reason he told her to forget their first kiss and the same reason he tried to turn her away that night. She sighed.
"Jude, we need one more song"
"I don't have one!" Jude yelled and leaped off her stool and started to pace. "I can't think Kwest, ok? I've tried writing, but…" She shook her head.
"Let's try working together…it always seemed to work for you and Tommy." Kwest offered, not really liking being a full producer. He liked being Tommy's wingman, but Tommy went and got himself fired. No one really knew what went on between Tommy and Darius, but Kwest suspected it was over a certain red-head turned blonde that sat before him.
"You're not him." Jude whispered, and Kwest almost doubted that he heard it.
"Jude,"
"Forget it." She said, shaking her head and sitting back down, her head in her hands.
"Jude, I'm not stupid, I know something happened between you and I want you to know that you can talk to me."
"Right…talk to the guy who broke my heart's best friend, that sounds appealing." Jude said, looking away from Kwest. Kwest's eyes narrowed at Jude's words but he said nothing.
"Let's work with that."
"Excuse me?"
"For the song…let's tell off the 'guy who broke your heart'." Jude sighed.
"Whatever."
"Sooo…." Jude felt a bout of inspiration and stood up and walked into the studio and put her headphones on and picked up her guitar. She motioned for Kwest to record and he set the soundboard and gave her a thumbs up. Jude began to play a melody and let the words flow without even thinking about them.
"oooooooo
Aaaaa-aaaa
Every day
We share secret looks
Stolen glances,
Forbidden
We both feel it
We both know it…
Forbidden
You made the first move
You kissed me
Then you told me to forget
And I did…just so I could be with you
Forbidden
Why does it have to be
So wrong
When it feels so right
We keep going
We keep fighting
The feelings we both feel so strong…
Every day
We share secret looks
Stolen glances
Forbidden
We both feel it
We both know it…
Forbidden
We fell away…
Into passion
A perfect night
A perfect time…
Ooohhhhh
It didn't feel
Forbidden
It felt so right
Why was it so wrong?
Why did you have to leave?
Every day
We share secret looks
Stolen glances
Forbidden
We both feel it
We both know it…
Forbidden….
Ooooohhhhh
Forbidden…
Forbidden…
Love…"
Jude held out the last notes and kept playing the guitar. If she kept playing, she didn't have to face Kwest and the world with her song. It would be just her and her memory. She stopped playing when the first tear fell down her face and she turned her head so Kwest couldn't see her cry.
She heard the door open and she glanced up to see Kwest standing before her, his eyes wide in shock.
"Jude, I didn't" She got up and ran out of the studio. She didn't want to face Kwest, Darius, or the world. She just wanted to be herself and alone.