Disclaimer: thought i should start puting these...you know if fanfiction would put a little box we could just write our disclaimers in that would be the best. So i dont own any of this...jk rowling does...except the plot..my own insanity..and college bordem made it. Im not making any moneys, just reviews off this.

btw...sorry for the long wait..i have to space updates, for a week or two to catch up!

Chapter 5

"Just make the potions listed on the board and fill the number of vials for each, then transport them to Poppy. If she needs more of some, or a new one, it will magically write its self on the board."

"Thank you Severus, I think I can manage this." She gave him a smile.

"Right, well I have a class to teach." He left the room, now a hundred percent sure she had no idea what he had done.

"Lupin, your potion will be ready when it is needed."

"Thats not what I came here for you asshole and you know it." Remus though a punch right at Snape's crooked nose. "That is for Lily, and you better hope she never finds out what you did!" With that Remus left.

Severus rolled his eyes and said a spell to fix his nose, even though it was fixed, it still hurt like all hell. 'When am I going to stop bringing bodily harm to myself?'

Lunch rolled around and Lily couldn't help but smile as she saw Remus had already had Harry strapped into the highchair and was feeding him and talking to him.

Remus looked up and smiled.

'gods I love his smile.' She smiled back and went to sit next to him and take over feeding Harry. Everyone at the table, Minus Severus, of course, was talking to Lily and playing with Harry, even some of the kids came up and talked to her.

Lily went home early that night to prepare dinner for Remus, she heard the floo and expected it to be Remus.

"Hey hun, we're having spaghetti tonight, I hope your hungry." Lily looked up and thats when she saw him, "Malfoy, what the hell do you want?" She spat at a very tall man with long platinum blond hair.

He smirked, "you of course."

she narrowed her eyes and grabbed her wand.

"Oh please," he rolled his eyes, "expelliarmus," Lily's wand went flying into his hand.

Her lips tightened, "get the hell out of my house" secretly she was praying he would at least not hurt Harry.

Malfoy grabbed her and pulled her against him, "you know, my wife just doesn't give me what I want anymore," he smelled her hair, she almost wanted to throw up on him. " I know you haven't had any since Potter died, so this will help us both out."

Hey eyes widened, he was talking about sex." don't you talk about James like that!" she yelled spitting in his face, then she clawed at him trying to just get away.

"Now now dear, none of that." he put a charm on her, where she was still consciously awake, but she couldn't move.

'REMUS!' she screamed for him in her head, but she knew the words never left her mouth. She felt hot tears fall down her cheeks as he loomed over her, she just shut her eyes and prayed for it to be over.

Finally she heard the counter curse being muttered, and only opened her eyes after she heard the floo again. She gathered her cloths together and huddled in the corner. 'I cant believe what just happened, what happened to the Lily I used to be.' She slowly got up and made her way to the shower, got dressed, and served dinner. She had resolved that she wouldn't tell Remus, she would just hold it together, she had done it before. She found her wand close to the fire and picked it up, then went to get harry.

Remus was in the middle of grading some papers when he heard Snape and Malfoy in the hallway outside of the teachers lounge. " You think what the werewolf did to you was bad, look what that stupid mud-blood did to me, these cuts were not a nice feeling."

'Who are they talking about.'

"What did you expect Lucious, her to take it? You forget, she was married to Potter," he practically spat the name, " She remembers no manners.

'Lily!' Remus panicked listening even closer, and pulling his wand out.

"Well she didn't have much to say after I put that charm you showed me on her, all she did was cry, but at least I feel better."

Snape glared, "I didn't know you were going to use the charm to rape her."

Something in Remus snapped, he threw open the door, "EXPELLIARMUS" Snape and Malfoy's wands went flying, "Bastards!" Remus yelled sending curses at them. Somewhere in the battle Remus had lost his wand and they were fist fighting. Dumbledore came and pulled them apart, with magic of course, and sent them all on their way. Remus ran all the way back to the fire and flooed home.

Lily heard the fireplace and tensed, took a deep breath and turned around, Remus stumbled in. "Oh my gosh, Remus!" She ran over and grabbed him, "What the hell happened?"

He looked up, ":Snape...Malfoy, kicked their asses, would have killed them, Dumbledore stopped us, you okay"

"Of course why wouldn't I be," Lily forced a smile.

"That bastard Malfoy, I heard him talking about you, and i couldn't help it, I just wanted to kill him"

"I love you Remus" She kissed him lightly and started to heal him.

A/N: You know you wanna review, so why keep me waiting!