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Three years. It had almost been three years since I had meet Sesshoumaru and Rin, the time had past quicker than I ever would have realised. I still had all my secrets, there was not a soul that knew about my past here and I had hoped there never would be. But I should have known that the past always catches up with you. That day I don't even know what happened I guess I just lost control.

I was fighting Ryuu when it happened, the thing that would eventually lead to my whole past coming out. Earlier something must have pissed me off because it was strange that I got so annoyed after all this time.

Ryuu swung his sword at me, I jumped backwards and brought up my own sword to try and block it, I failed the blow would have caught me had he not drawn back his sword. "Your defence is as bad as ever I see" he teased me "but then again your only human so what's to be expected." He often teased me about being only human and usually I didn't mind but that day something just snapped, "Shut up!" I shouted at him, I suddenly felt this huge rage building up inside of me; I bought up my sword and pointed it right at him. After that what I did is a mystery even to me but there was this huge flash of black energy that shot out of my hands, down my sword and right into Ryuu's chest. When the energy cleared he lay there on the floor. Dead. I had killed him.

There was blood everywhere; my kimono which had once been pale blue was now red soaked in blood. I ran outside and was immediately sick. How could I have killed him, he was a lot stronger than me and a demon.

I caught the scent of blood and there was a lot of it. I followed it to inside the dojo; on the floor was the general that had been training Amaya. He was dead. Amaya came in from outside, her kimono was covered in blood as was her sword. She looked towards Ryuu then at me, "I'm sorry, I killed him I don't know what happened I just lost it and then he was dead," she whispered.

"How could you a human kill a demon this powerful," I asked.

"I don't know, I got angry and it just happened." She replied, "You know I was just thinking you've known me for almost three years and yet you know nothing about me but my name and that's not even my real name."

What had she just said, Amaya wasn't her real name but then what else wasn't true about her, she had killed a demon so easily so was she even human. "What do you mean?"

"Nothing, I don't know. You'll probably kill me after I tell you this but I guess I'm fed up of keeping it inside and I need to tell someone."

"Why do think I care?" I asked

"Believe me once I've told you, you'll care."

"Go on."

"I still don't know how I got here but I ran away from my home because the night before I left I was beaten so badly I just couldn't stand staying there another day. The people I lived with they weren't even my family, I had lived with them for as long as I remembered but I do know what was before that." She took a breath before continuing. "Until I was four I lived with someone else, I lived with Naraku, before you ask why there's a pretty good reason why. You see technically I'm Naraku's daughter, I'm the human detachment of Naraku, he became a full youkai in the future and he disposed of his human side which is me."

"You're a detachment of Naraku!" I couldn't believe it, how could I have not seen this.

"Yes, but there's more please just hear me out before you do anything. When I'm finished you can do what you like, kill me if you wish."

"You have my attention."

"But Naraku screwed up big time making me, with all his other detachments he could control them but it soon became apparent as I got older that I would never obey him. So he did the next best thing to killing me. He gave me to a family that where he knew I would never be happy, never be loved." She then took on a serious look on her face, "That's why you don't know my real name because I changed it three years ago. Before that I was called Suki I was named that because Naraku thought it was ironic my name was beloved and yet I would never be loved. That's it, that's all I had to say. If you want to kill now you know what I am I wouldn't blame you."

I looked at her; she thought I would want to kill her. My eyes widen as I realised what she'd said, her name was Suki. "Your name is Suki?"

"I just said that didn't I," she said the sarcastic tone she used to having striking back, "Sorry it's just I hate that name."

"Why didn't you tell me your real name?"

"I was meant to; I just didn't want you to know. And before you ask I'm not the girl that your prophecy was about. It's someone else."

I lied, so sue me. I had said the rest of it, apparently Sesshoumaru didn't care that I was Naraku's daughter. "So, you don't care that I'm Naraku's detachment?" I asked.

"I have a problem with Naraku, you're just a human you are no concern of mine."

"Sure thing," I replied, "I have to go, the blood is starting to make me sick."

He didn't care; he had said it was no concern of his what I was. I guessed that was a good thing. I went up to my room to change; I took out my bag from the cupboard and packed some of my old clothing as well as a few kimonos. I put my sword through my obi and my knife into my boots which I had put on. I tore a page from my diary and wrote where I was going on it before I climbed out of my window as I had less chance of being seen that way and then I was on my way to the village where Kagome could be found.

Now I hadn't tried to leave again after the first time but now I needed to go somewhere else, I needed to think. I walked out of the castle gates and no-one gave me a second glance. I headed in the direction of the village, it would take me a few days but I needed some advice from other girl she was the only one who I knew in this time.

It was night before I knew it, before going to sleep I took out one of the vials from my bag and drank it, it was a potion that would hide my scent I had found out how to make it from a book I had read. This would mean Sesshoumaru wouldn't be able to find me for a few days.

I went back into the castle and told one of the servants to clean up the blood in the dojo. Later that day I went down to dinner, I didn't eat but still sat there to make sure Rin did. Amaya usually came down with Rin nowadays. Today Rin came down by herself. "Where is Amaya?" I asked.

Rin shrugged, "I knocked on her door but she didn't answer," she said. That was strange; Rin was the only person that Amaya never ignored. I told Jaken to go and get her.

When he came back five minutes later he looked sheepish. "I'm sorry Sesshoumaru-sama she isn't there and I asked some of the servants and they haven't seen her all day." I walked out of the room kicking Jaken on the way out. I went up to her room, true to Jaken's words she wasn't there; on her bed there was a note.

Sesshoumaru,

Yeah, so if you're reading this then I'm gone. Well duh, I'd be gone even if you weren't reading it. I left because of several things, it's complicated. One of them being that I couldn't believe that I killed someone, I mean as much hate as I have there are only a few people I'd want to kill but that doesn't mean that I'd do it. I've gone to go and find someone who can help me out with another problem that I've got. I'll be back as soon as I find what I'm looking for. You can look for me all you want and you won't be able to find me, I've made sure of that. It's interesting what you can find in some of those books in the library. This note is already to long by my standards so I guess I'll leave it at this.

Amaya –x-

She had left; she hadn't tried again after the first time. I went back down to the dining room and sat down across from Rin. "Sesshoumaru-sama?"

"What Rin?"

"Where is Amaya?"

"She left,"

Rin's eyes widened, "she left?" then she looked down. That made me suspicious.

"Rin, do you know why Amaya left?" I asked.

She looked nervous, I could smell her panic, "No, I don't know why." She replied hurriedly.

"Rin, do not lie to this Sesshoumaru-sama."

"But, she made me promise not to tell anyone," she said.

"Rin, tell me."

"Amaya told me she might leave because she's in love with someone and she didn't know what to do about it." Rin said quietly.

She was in love with someone! That was shocking, a lot of the time she acted as though she didn't have any feelings, except for a few times when she'd slipped she had been completely indifferent to everything. She just never seemed to care about anything.

I woke the next morning slightly disorientated until I remembered where I was. It took me almost the rest of the day to reach the village; I guess it wasn't as far away as I'd thought. I went down to the house that I'd visited in the first few days with Sesshoumaru. I wanted to talk to Kagome, she was the only girl that I knew in this time and she came from the same time as me so hopefully she'd be able to help me out.

Outside of the hut stood Sesshoumaru's brother InuYasha. "You're InuYasha right?" I asked.

"Keh, who wants to know?"

"I do, I'm looking for Kagome," I replied, "she'll know who I am."

At that moment Kagome came outside looking for InuYasha, she looked at me, "hi who are you?"

"I'm Amaya, we met before but it's been a long time, I came here that time with Sesshoumaru and Rin. I'm the girl who came from the same time as you."

She thought for a moment then her face lit up, "I remember who you are," she said, "sorry it just took me a while to remember, you look different from when I saw you."

"Yeah I guess I do," I smiled.

She invited me inside. Inside there were quite a few people she introduced me to everyone, "This is Sango, that's Shippo, that's Miroku and you already know InuYasha."

"Hey," I said quietly, I didn't like being around lots of people. The monk who was called Miroku came up to me, "Would you bear my child?" he asked me.

"Listen I have a sword and if you're not careful I'll make it so you can never have children," I threatened, while at the same time the girl Sango had a go at him.

Kagome told me that he did that to every pretty girl he saw, I told her that he must be blind then if he asked me because I wasn't pretty.

I sat down next to Kagome. "So, what was it that you wanted?"

"Well, it's kind of complicated and you'll probably think I'm absolutely nuts." I said, "But I'm in love with someone and I needed the advice of a girl and you're the only one I know here." Sango came over to join into our conversation, I didn't mind since she was a girl.

"Who is it?" Kagome asked.

"That's the complicated part, it's Sesshoumaru" I said.

Kagome and Sango both stared at me, "You're in love with Sesshoumaru!"

Meanwhile InuYasha who also heard me, "You're in love with that bastard!"

I winced, "Hey I didn't ask to feel like this, I just do." I said, "I don't really need advice since I know he would never love a human, I just needed to leave the castle for a few days to get away from him."

Kagome nodded, at least she understood. I looked outside it was getting dark. "Would it be alright if I slept here for tonight? It just it's getting dark."

"Sure thing." She said. So later that night I lay down to sleep there, I'd be going back to the castle tomorrow anyway. Or so I thought.

It was about midnight when I caught the scent of Naraku; I'd be trying to find him for the past three years to kill him but he had disappeared completely. I didn't bother to find Jaken I would be done with this bastard soon enough.

I had the worst dream ever that night, only it wasn't a dream. It was a view of what could have been. I thank whatever's out there that it didn't come true. I probably only just managed to prevent it but I'm glad I never had to see it happen for real.

I found myself in a dark place, I looked up. There was my worst nightmare, Naraku was standing there he was staring straight past me. I turned round to see Sesshoumaru there, but he wasn't the only one. Kagome, Sango, Miroku, InuYasha and even Rin were also there. I felt sick at what happened next.

Naraku in one go killed them all, blood everywhere, the stench of death that I didn't think would ever go from me. Next Naraku turned to me, "You never were good enough" he said.

I shot up from my dream. I bought my hand up to my face and was surprised to find a dagger in it. The dagger was had a black handle with angel wings engraved on it, the blade wasn't much longer than the one on my knife and that was also engraved but this time with my name. I looked around and saw that the rest of them where already up, but it was still dark outside. "Where are you going?" I asked.

"InuYasha found the scent of Naraku and we're going after him." Kagome said. So it wasn't a dream it was a warning. I got straight up. "You have to take me with you." I told them.

"It's too dangerous."

"Trust me, I have to go with you, please just trust me on this" I pleaded with them.

"Fine, whatever. Let's just go." InuYasha said. I hid the dagger in my obi, I would need it.

I don't know how long it took to get there, all I knew is once we did that was it; I wouldn't be able to hide from it all anymore.

The sky around the castle was dark purple and black, it looked like poison I should have known it would be, but stupid me I didn't even think.

InuYasha did something with his sword and disintegrated the barrier around the castle I followed them inside, my eyes widened when I saw who was already there. "Sesshoumaru?"

"Amaya, why are you here?"

"Could ask you the same thing, all I know is I just had to be here."

"You'll be killed."

"I know," I said, "but it doesn't matter."

"Aww, how touching!" I recognised that voice at once.

"Naraku," I sneered, how I would enjoy this.

Naraku came out from the darkness of the castle, for a moment I thought I was going to be sick. I had forgotten how badly he affected me. InuYasha and Sesshoumaru both went to attack him. "Stop, don't attack him," I shouted, "If you do he'll kill you."

"How the hell do you know this!" InuYasha shouted at me.

"I do because that prophecy it was about me, I've known it was about me for the past three years, see my name isn't really Amaya. It's Suki."

"You're Suki, fine so if we can't kill Naraku how comes you can?" InuYasha asked.

"I can because I'm his human detachment" I told him.

Naraku chose then to attack us, he came at me first. Big mistake. I pulled the dagger out of my obi and concentrated all the anger, hatred and resentment I'd ever felt because of him into the same energy I had shot at Ryuu, when he reached me, I stabbed the dagger into his heart, the black energy shot out of my hands and down the blade. There was a huge flash of energy. For me the darkness never cleared.

This human had done it, she had killed Naraku. She had managed to do something that I hadn't. There was a huge flash of black energy, when it cleared Naraku was dead. I didn't notice at first but then I saw it. Amaya was dead too.

She lay on the floor covered in blood; there was a smile on her face. The first time I had ever seen her smile and she was dead. Tensaiga had worked on Rin, maybe it would work on her too. I unsheathed Tensaiga and looked at Amaya's body; I could see the demons from hell around her. I slashed at them, I picked her up; she was alive but barely. She wouldn't wake up yet.

I handed her to the human mate of InuYasha, "Look after her," I told her. Then I left.

A/N: Ok so that was Chapter 7. This isn't the last chapter. There will be another chapter after this, maybe two. But there will definately be a sequel to this fic. If you liked this chapter then please review. I am also very sorry if anyone if OOC, i try my best not to make them but sometimes it just happens.

Chapter 8: Will Amaya live? What will Sesshoumaru do? Why did he save her life? Find out soon!