Disclaimer: Do. Not. Own. InuYasha. However. Do. Own. Amaya.
Ok so this is the last chapter, enjoy!
I was in the darkness, I wondered if this was death. I think I had been heading for death but something pulled me away. Now I was just there. Then I knew what this was.
"Hey sis, are you there?" I asked she hadn't spoken to me in ages.
"Suki, you did it! I knew you could." She said.
"I've missed you so much, now I'll never have to leave you again."
"But, you have to go back."
"I thought I was dead,"
"No, your body is just recovering not that you need it."
"What do you mean?"
"You're still alive, but now you'll have you're true form."
"My true form?"
"Yes, you were a fallen angel and you were given the body of Naraku's human detachment that was why he couldn't control you. You found your way; you're an angel now and forever. There's another reason you're alive but you'll find that out in time"
"So, I'm an angel? Will I still look the same as I did?"
"Exactly the same, it'll take you some time to get used to you're new abilities but you'll get used to them."
"Does this mean you'll be leaving for good now?"
"I'm afraid so, I was allowed to stay to help you but now it's time for me to go. Now I know you'll be happy I can leave in peace."
"I guess I am happy now. Thanks Sakura."
"Well you deserve it."
"No I don't, it's my fault you died."
"I told you before it weren't, you protected me for my whole life against them, and I would have died anyway even if you had been there."
I didn't know what to say, it still somehow felt like it was my fault, I couldn't let it go before. Maybe now I could. I felt a strange force grip me and then vanish, "Goodbye Suki. Be forever happy."
"Goodbye." I whispered.
The darkness faded, and light entered as I opened my eyes. I took in my surroundings for a while my head was still a bit fuzzy.
"You're awake," someone said, "that's good for a while there we thought you weren't going to make it." I looked in the direction of the voice, I recognised her at once. It was Kagome. That was when I realised where I was, I should have known it immediately; god knows I'd been in enough of them. I was in a hospital.
"What happened to me? Why am I in hospital?" I asked.
"Don't you remember what happened?" she said. I thought for a minute.
"I remember stabbing Naraku but that's it, what happened after that?"
"You killed Naraku but in doing that you killed yourself." So I had died.
"So why aren't I dead?"
"Sesshoumaru saved your life, he revived you." I stared at her.
"Sesshoumaru did? But I thought…I mean I didn't think he even liked me."
"You're human so even if he did he wouldn't admit it. Besides I can see why you love him now." I blushed at that.
"Never say that out loud again," I told her.
"Sure thing," she said smiling.
I stayed in hospital for another three days after that, I'd been there for a month already I was told. I had been in a coma and they had thought that I would never recover for it. I sure as hell proved them wrong. The day that I came out of hospital I had a choice to make. But I think I'd made my mind up a long time ago.
"What are you going to do now?" asked Kagome.
"I think I'm going to go back. I don't belong here anymore than I did three years ago." I told her.
"Oh here you go." She said handing me a bag and to my surprise my mobile phone. I looked in the bag, it was clothes. "Yours were covered in blood," she told me.
"Where did you find this?" I asked.
"It was in your bag so I charged it for you."
"Thanks," I said. I hadn't used my phone in ages. I got dressed in the clothes Kagome had given me. All of them were an exact fit, including the bra. "How did you know my size?"
"You're about the same size as me, and I got your bra size off your old one."
"Oh, okay." The clothes were nice and actually exactly what I would have chosen myself. There was black underwear, a pair of dark blue jeans, a purple vest top and a pair of trainers.
Once I got outside the hospital I turned on my phone, almost immediately there were a lot of beeps. I had 10 messages. I felt sick when I'd read them.
Amaya, where are you? You did come round today. Text me when you get this. Xx
Amaya I went round your house today. You left you promised you wouldn't unless things got really bad. Xx
Amaya what's happened? You're scaring me. Xx
They all continued roughly like that until the last one.
Amaya it's been a month if you were going to contact me you would have done by now, this is it. I can't live without you here. Not knowing you broke your promise. Xx
I couldn't believe it, my best friend. The only person I had had for a long time. Sure now I was alone but I had wanted her to be happy as well. She had had problems like me. I guess they got the better of her.
Now don't call me heartless for saying this because hearing this news hurt more than anything but maybe it was better this way. I was happy in my new life and Sara had never been happy in her life. She had always wanted to die, more than even me. Only reason she didn't was because she had me.
It'd been a month now; I never thought I would say this. But I actually missed Amaya. I thought she'd be back, I don't know what happened to her after I left.
Rin's been asking when Amaya's going to come back, she misses her like crazy. Amaya always played with her now she can't. I would have told Rin the truth but I didn't what to hurt her by telling her that Amaya probably wasn't coming back. I told her that Amaya would be coming back soon. But I knew it was unlucky that she would ever return. Not after all that had happened to her here.
"Can we go shopping?" I asked Kagome.
"Sure," she said. So I exchanged the £500 I had and we went shopping. That was major fun. When we had finished about 3 hours later I had, a black halter neck top which laced at the back, a light blue dress, a few pairs of jeans, 4 vest tops, some underwear and a pair of converse- the only thing I had missed in the feudal era.
After that we went back to her house, she asked me again what I was going to do, I think she wanted to make sure I was certain about going back.
"I'm going to go back to Sesshoumaru and Rin, that's my home now." I said. Kagome gave me my bag; I threw away the old clothes I had. I was saying goodbye to the past for good now. I put my new clothes into the bag. Kagome held my hand as we jumped into the well, it was scary just jumping like that but I got through it.
When we were back in the feudal era it was only then that I realised just how much I had missed it all. I couldn't wait to get back to the castle and see Sesshoumaru and Rin. Kagome asked how I was going to get back I told her it wouldn't be a problem. Sakura had told me that if I concentrated then I would have my wings come out of my back. I concentrated on my back and then I felt this strange pressure after which wings came out from where my shoulder blades are.
"You have wings?"
"Of course, didn't I tell you? Turns out I'm an angel." I said, "Thanks for everything; I'll come visit you soon."
Flying was not easy, but after a bit I got used to it and it was a damn sight quicker than walking. Whereas it had taken me two days to walk the same distance it only took me a few hours to fly there.
Landing was another problem for me; it took me 10 minutes to get back on the ground outside the castle. Once on the ground, I didn't want to have to put my wings back in again so I did the other thing Sakura had told me about. I concentrated on my wings and made them smaller, now they were tiny wings in the centre of my back.
Her scent was slightly different but it was still the same. I went out to the front of the castle when I caught it. Rin was already in the garden so she had already spotted her and was at the moment hugging her. I walked up to her, she looked the same as ever but there was something different about her. She smiled at me.
"Hey Sesshoumaru-sama," she said, then she turned to pick Rin up and that's when I saw what was different about her. She had wings.
"Why do you have wings?"
"Well as it turns out, I'm not human. I'm an angel so I now have wings." She replied. "And Sesshoumaru-sama, thanks for saving my life."
I narrowed my eyes, "Who told you that?"
"Kagome, she told me that you resurrected me like you did Rin." I had saved her life, at the time I didn't know why I did it. I had thought about it a lot and I knew why. It was because she was different, she wasn't like another humans. She was like Rin, she'd had no-one yet she still carried on. Well now that wasn't technically true because she wasn't human anymore.
I was back. Rin saw me straight away and ran to hug me. She's cute so I let her. Thinking about it maybe I wasn't so different. Sesshoumaru soon followed Rin in that he came up to me, he didn't hug me of course. But I wouldn't have expected him to. I would have liked it but it wasn't going to happen.
I had thanked him for saving my life, I would forever be grateful for that. I didn't want to die anymore and being an angel I never would now.
I looked straight at Sesshoumaru. "So, can I stay?" I asked. I wasn't sure if he would let me stay after what had happened.
"Do as you wish," he replied before walking off. I smiled. I would do just that.
A/N: Well that is the end of my first ever fanfic. I hoped that all my readers enjoyed it. But one complaint this fanfic has had over 400 hits and yet only 4 reviews. So if you enjoyed this fanfic then please review. Arigato.
There will be a sequel to this which I will try to get up a.s.a.p. It'll be called A Different Ending so please look at for it.
