A/N: Hope you all like. This is dedicated to Virulent09 for being wonderful. Hope you like this horrible fic…
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We were just friends, right? We spent almost all day together and we understood each other. Maybe a simple look at him could tell him to "go away" or "something's wrong, I wanna talk about it." It was as simple as that. As time passed by, I had just broke up with my first "real" relationship with a guy named Riku. I was still vulnerable, and Axel had offered to be there all the time nonstop. As you might have predicted, I had developed feelings for him- stronger then the ones I had for him before Riku.
So, a couple weeks later, here we are at- some retarded action movie that couldn't get cheesier. Axel was bored- I could tell. He flipped his lighter lid up and down, then clicking it to make a large yellow flame. He shut it, and then repeated. I watched him and ate popcorn.
But I loved it all the same. It seemed like it was all worth it.
He glanced my direction, and by instinct I looked away and felt my cheeks warm. I watched the movie intensely, and the corner of my eye I watched Axel stare at me in confusion. I ran my hand through my hair and pretended not to notice.
Just to make my luck even worse, the movie had ended within two minutes. I stood up and the theater lightened and the credits rolled. I smoothed my white dress and looked back to Axel to see he wasn't up- and chances were he wasn't going to.
"Are you coming?" I asked in the most innocent voice I could manage. He shook his head no.
I sighed and sat back down in the seat. The theater was almost empty now; a few teens were waiting for each other to gather up their popcorn, candy, and sodas.
"Look, Namine," Axel said in a calm voice. I was nervous, I felt my body shake and face grow pale. "I know over the past couple of weeks we've been a bit… closer then usual. Maybe it's just me, but I think that you've sorta…"
He choked out the words. I knew what he was going to say next, and I panicked. I interrupted him at once before he could say anything further.
"IT'S NOT LIKE THAT!" I yelled, a little louder then needed. He raised an eyebrow at me, and the teens looked at us in an odd way. They said something to each other, then finally left the theater.
"Calm down. It is, isn't it?"
I didn't say anything; I looked to my hands, afraid of how he was going to react.
I heard him sigh then relax. "Namine, I don't blame you. But if we were ever to break up, chances are that we'd never be friends. Maybe someday, but not now."
I had thought that it was going to hurt, those words. But they didn't really. His words gave me hope, and later on I realized that he was right. He was an awesome friend, but that didn't mean that we were "meant to be".
A/N: Wow. That chapter really sucked. Like "omg, that totally sucks." sucks. Ha. Told ya. If you want me to make you another one, I can. Please R&R.