A Child called "It"

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Disclaimer: Don't own any of the crap I used in this chapter. Such as the rape scene or uh a motor cycle. Sorry I'm really happy! I just watched the third InuYasha movie and I just about fainted when Sesshoumaru smiled…yea he smiled! SMILED! Well maybe a smirk kinda thing but hey IT'S EMOTION! And then InuYasha and Sesshy-poo had to work together! But they threatened each other a lot… oh well. I would strongly advise you not to read this chapter if you are under age. It will contain Rape. So don't sue me. And PLEASE don't report me! I'm begging you! I grovel at your knees, please I'll do anything…anything...ANYTHING! Is it Sesshoumaru you want! Here take him….on second thoughts no shoo go away he's Mine, Mine, MINE! BWHUAAAAAAA! ULTAMITE POWER IS WITHIN MY GRASPS! WITH THIS I CAN CONTROL THE WORLD! AND I WILL HAVE MY SESSHOUMARU WITH ME AT MY SIDE! HAHAHAHAHA GROVEL AT YOUR MASTERS FEET MORTAL! pulls out a sword from nowhere BOW DOWN NOW!BWUHAAAAA!

Sesshoumaru: This happens every time she feels threatened…I hate to say it but there's only one way to stop her……Do I have to? looks at readers

Readers: YES PLEASE MAKE HER STOP!

Sesshoumaru: Fine…walks in front of me Hey Lyoko…look here…Takes shirt off

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, UH what do you want fluffHMMMM………………ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh, mmmmmmmmm drools Ffffffffffffllllllluuuuuuuuufffffffffyyyyyyy…..purrs and then drools some more

Sesshoumaru: Ok shows over. Puts shirt back on, I am still in a daze. Common Lyoko, lets go you have a chapter to write. Snap out of it.

O.K. everyone on to the chapter! Oh fluffy pooo come here. Drags off to a room and locks door, you can hear screams and moans from inside. Ewwww not that! I was just showing Sesshy-poo how to use an easy bake oven! Poor fellow burnt his mouth while eating the chocolate cake.

Summery: She felt that she was unworthy of being loved; she was forced to suffer shame. Tears of laughter, devastation, and hope: all create the journey of this girl dubbed "It" and her unforgettable search for love.

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Dream
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By yours truly: The Last Shadow Rider

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Chapter 6: Rain on my parade

Take a photograph; It'll be the last,

Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here.

I don't have a past

I just have a chance,

Not a family or honest plea remains to say,

Rain, rain go away,

Come again another day,

All the world is waiting for the sun.

Is it you I want,

Or just the notion

Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around

I waited 'til the sun came out. I don't know why I didn't come.

I left you by the house of fun. I don't know why I didn't come.

I don't know why I didn't come.

Safe to say from here,

You're getting closer now,

We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be

Rain, rain go away,

Come again another day,

All the world is waiting for the sun.

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Last time

Looking back at her face Sesshoumaru felt a strange sense of protectiveness come over him. He wanted to be the one there to comfort her when she was scared; he wanted to be the one to wipe away the tears. It wasn't just the fact that she was the only Inu-yokai female left alive, it was more so the fact that he couldn't do something about this to stop her suffering. It was the fact that the great Sesshoumaru did not have control over what happened to this broken demoness, and for that, his heart went out to her. More so than she'd ever know.

WARNING RAPE. Remember no flames! Or else, no story.

He sat in his bed holding her body up against his own. Last night she had not wanted to let go, after many failed attempts at prying her death grip off, Sesshoumaru gave up and had Kaede dress her for bed. It wasn't much but it would have to do. The cloths were actually one of his old tee shirts. After she was dressed and latched on again he laid down, his head resting against the headboard. All through the night Sesshoumaru was awakened at various times, most when Kagome shifted or cried. Nightmares would do that to a person. Being afraid of such silly things showed great weakness in his eyes. But still Kagome persisted through out the night tossing and turning, not once releasing her grip. Finally after what seemed like endless hours, the morning rays appeared.

Kagome whimpered softly as the morning light drifted in on the frigid winter breeze. She wished for bird's playful melodies in her mind, but was happy when she felt warmth covering her entire body. Yes, she could just sleep all day. 'Nothing really important happens on Mondays anyway.' Kagome awoke instantly. "Wait, Monday! Oh crap school! I'm gonna be late. I—hmm." Kagome tried but as hard as she might could not move, she was being held down by something soft and warm. Looking down wards she saw an arm, 'bad' she thought, a shoulder, 'still bad.' White hair, 'Oh crap!' And finally two golden orbs staring intently at her. Kagome looked up and froze, unable to tear herself away from his eyes as they pinned her the spot were she lay. If Sesshoumaru could have looked away he would have, but the intensity of her ever-changing eyes left him paralyzed. Her deep icy blue eyes pulled him into her very soul, tantalizing and mesmerizing, they seemed to change every minute he was around her, they changed from anger to curious to concern in the blink of an eye. That's what intrigued him so much. The world felt as if it melted away, leaving only the two of them in the center. InuYasha, who stood at the door way noticed the change in atmosphere. " What a pleasant awakening. It was defiantly one to remember. Damn Sesshoumaru I wish I was as lucky as you." At that the spell was broken. "Oh shut up you pompous air bag. I need to go to school! I don't have any cloths, or books, or food, and I don't have any ride. I…shit my mother would kill me if she were alive!" By then Kagome was frantically jumping around the room, her silky black hair swaying with her body. The oversized tee shirt that Sesshoumaru had given Kaede to dress her in was barely covering her thighs, giving both Sesshoumaru and his brother standing at the door a nice show.

" Don't you too have something better to do than stare? For gods sake you two act like I'm the plague one minute then a hot super model the next!" She ranted throwing her arms up into the air. Sesshoumaru then got out of the bed and put on a shirt and slacks. Seeing how he went to bed in only his boxers. (AN: I'm so sorry for interrupting but I could not resist. Ah. Just think about it! Sesshoumaru shirtless, in a bed, aaaallllllooooonnnneeeee. Ah that's the life. Faints)

"I suggest you stop screeching and get dressed in something decent, unless you'd rather me give you a ride in that. We will go to your house, I will go in with you to grab some cloths, I do not want you alone in that house. Then I will give you a ride to the High School, it's on my way to work. I will come by to get you for lunch, then after school I'll bring you back here. Understand?" While Sesshoumaru said this he also busied himself with combing his hair, brushing his teeth, packing his brief case and grabbing his keys. 'Talk about multi-tasking!' Kagome thought.

"Right. Okay, um give me a second. Were are my cloths anyway?"

Sesshoumaru pointed to a desk with her cloths neatly folded on top, washed and stitched up. Kagome went in the bathroom and dressed. When Kagome saw what she was going to be riding to school she freaked! She could handle heights hell she could handle Barney. But not a motorcycle. After a lot of protesting and death threats Kagome complied, soon both demons were speeding towards Sunsets Shrine.

Kagome sighed as she sunk back into the small of Sesshoumaru's back, the Pink Shikon No Tama lightly thumped against his back, from around her neck, as she leaned forward. Her face was buried on his shoulder and she breathed in his sent. He smelt of an approaching lightning storm. Kind of what her mother told her, her father had smelled like. They had gotten out of 'The house' without any incident. They only thing that bothered them was her cat Buyo. He had only purred and sat on the edge of her 'bed'. There was also the small scraping as Kagome removed the floorboards to get her treasure. She then changed as Sesshoumaru stood guard outside the door. She then brushed her hair and left.

Sesshoumaru had seen her living conditions and at first thought she was joking. The room was barely enough space to be called a broom closet. He wouldn't think about that at this time. He had other important things to think about, such as getting the damn girl to school.

" So, what are you studying to become?" He asked, as the bike started moving forward.

" I'd like to be an accountant, or a secretary. Heck, maybe even a social worker."

"…"

"Why?"

"…"

"Sesshoumaru? What's wrong?"

"Nothing."

"Could've fooled me!"

"Get off." He said coming to a stop.

"Hu?"

"We are here!" He said standing up off the bike. A few girls stopped and stared. "If you need to reach me call this number, it's my cell phone, but only call if it's an emergency." He said handing her a slip of paper, which she tucked in her pocket.

"Oh. Okay thanks! I'll be here in about 3 hours will you be waiting near the—" As Kagome got off the bike her foot got caught on the seat and she fell. "Ahhhh. Ompf!" Before her face met the hard sidewalk, two arms encircled her waist pulling her body close to his. Kagome swore that she heard him chuckle. ( AN: It is possible to do this. I know, I'VE TRIED! J )

"That's not funny I could've been hurt!"

" Your such a cluts. That's what's so interesting about you. Did you know that?" He asked letting go and handing her stuff to her. He inwardly smirked when she blushed a deep red. " Sesshoumaru, are you hitting on me? Forget it I don't wan to know honestly." Running towards the doors she waved back laughing. " Bye Sessho-koi! See you later!" Before she disappeared behind the doors. 'Hmm, she wants to play that game? Well two can play at that.' With that he was gone.

Kagome started to sweat as she walked towards the front office. This was defiantly not good. Sesshoumaru would have said something if he was going to pick her up. Either that or it was an emergency. Or it could've been him. She was shaking now trying to rid her mind of the thoughts. It was probably just because of her absences that's all. As she rounded the corner to the office she froze. Naraku stood there smiling at her, it was an eerily smile full of hidden malice and hate. He was not happy one bit.

"Ah there you are Kagome." He said, her name sounding foreign doming from his mouth. " You had me worried. Thank you for letting me take her, I know she would like to see her grandmother before she dies." He lied, knowing that both her grandparents were already dead.

" Okay just make sure she makes up her work. Please I wish you luck, it's not easy to say goodbye to a loved one." The secretary smiled at the desk. Oh how Kagome wanted to scream and protest, how she wanted to tell the world what went on at home. But looking at the clock she saw that even if she did Sesshoumaru wouldn't come for another hour.

Naraku lead her to his white mustang. Pushing her into the back seat, getting in and then turning around he slapped her in the face. " How dare you! Where the Fuck did you go Hu? You're in so much trouble. Just you wait till we get home. I have a little surprise for you. Your brother isn't home, and Kikyou is out shopping." He chuckled. "Believe me "It" you will not forget this day, I can promise you that." He started to laugh hysterically although keeping his eyes on the road.

Kagome POV

The sound of my heartbeat unnerved me, it seemed to grow louder and louder with every step I took, with every breath of sweet oxygen I inhaled until the throbbing in my head consumed all thoughts. I brought my hand up to rest on my heart, willing it to slow with a growing fear I would have a heart attack and die alone and unloved. Nothing unusual.

For a second I stood bathed in the warm glowing sunlight, letting the golden hue rays dance over my creamy porcelain skin. Letting the once unnerving quiet soothe my racing mind. A small sigh escaped my lips as I moved my feet once again fearing what I had left in my wake and where I had yet to go. My head hung low as I followed Naraku inside 'The house'. He waited for me to pass through the door until he shut it and slipped the deadbolt over, locked the handle, and using a key from his pocket he locked an extra deadbolt. "There." He said smiling as he put the key back in his pocket. He turned towards me and I instantly flinched away, backing up into a corner.

'Oh yea Kagome just great now you're trapped in a corner.' She mentally kicked herself.

Naraku pushed himself closer and grabbed her left arm yanking her into a standing position. "You will not defy me today bitch!" He pulled her towards his bedroom. Something was up, I was never allowed in there. What ever this 'something' was it couldn't be good. My mind reeled, and spun uncontrollably, a light white fog settled in my eyes as my head throbbed searching for an answer.

Naraku's hands encircled my waist from behind and suddenly everything stopped spinning. The haze that once fogged my mind cleared and terror filled my senses once again. 'This isn't how it's supposed to be.' I thought frantically trying to break free from the vice-like grip. Hot, wild pants engulfed my ear as Naraku's fingertips played over my exposed flesh. " You know, I haven't had any sex in a long time, I think I need to relive my stress."

Salty, streams streaked down my alabaster cheeks as I threw a haphazard look over my shoulder, and in that second my ankle twisted painfully and down I went into the ropy tendrils of mist, neither welcoming nor rejecting my entrance into my inner mind. White, thick puffs of haze encased me in my body like a second skin, as I lay there momentarily immobile. My chest rose and fell rapidly, my eyes were alight with something akin to wild, and I soon remembered why exactly I was in that state. With slow, steady movements slipped out of my mind and was on my feet once again. A little disoriented but ready to take off in a flash...

Suddenly, I was not alone anymore. He stood beside me and a deep growl emanated from the person at my side.

"Run." I commanded myself, nudging myself further away. Defiance shined in my sapphire eyes before his blood red ones wiped it away with a hardened look. With one last fleeting glance over my shoulder I was gone. Running for the door. He laughed as I ran down the stairs.

"You can run, but there's nowhere else to go. You're trapped." His voice echoed throughout he house. I could hear the sound of rustling fabric. 'Oh shit! I gotta get help, maybe call the police or…Sesshoumaru!' I ran over to the telephone. Picking it up I frantically pulled the number out of my pocket and dialed the number scribbled on it.

Sesshoumaru POV

There were three rings before I answered the damn thing. People always picked the right time to call. Even during business meetings. Flipping open his phone I looked at the caller ID. Unlisted. Well who ever it was they sure are wasting my time. "Excuse me, Let me take this out side." I apologized to the people sitting at the table.

"Hello?" I asked in a bored tone. "What do you want."

"Sess-sshoumaru! Please I need you to help me now sob. Please!" Kagome's voice sobbed into the receiver, I now lay on one of the many chairs scattered in the hallway.

"What's wrong." I asked concern filling my voice. This was not good.

" I-it's Naraku he's, he's got me. I, he. O god he's coming please he's gonna sob He wants to rape me."

" Where are you I'll be right there." He then heard a scream. "Kagome? Kagome! Answer me! Where are you!" The phone went dead at that moment. He growled at the thing and looked up when the office door opened.

"Is everything alright?" One of the elders, Sui-gami asked.

" I must leave. I am terribly sorry for any inconvenience please continue without me, my brother will fill me in."

Jumping onto my bike I hit the 69 button and pulled up the number from which Kagome had just called from. Writing down the number I called the operator. Getting the address of her house, I quickly realized that it was on the other side of town. It would take 30 minuets at the least to get there, and depending on the lunch traffic it could even be 50 minutes. That was plenty of time for that bastard to do some damage. The only other choice was to run. It would only be 20 minutes. It was better than nothing.

"Hold on Kagome." I whispered as I launched myself into the air.

Kagome POV

I did not have time to respond because he was already beginning to remove my clothes. I snarled and fought against his grip but he held me down with one hand.

"If you fight me, it will only hurt more." He seemed to think about it then said. "Actually, that may not be so had."

I tried to say 'no' as he began to force my legs open, but he stopped settling for using his claws on my flesh. I screamed out then, the pain nearly blinding me.

A haze covered my mind's eye. "Scream for me again Kagome." He purred in my ear.

I shook my head angrily, snarling as I tried to break free of his grasp. He paused.

"No. You will not scream for me." His voice was playful and almost quizzical. "How foolish of me to think you would yield so quickly."

He pulled away. For a moment I lay panting then again tried to break free of my bonds. But no matter how hard I pulled they would not give. The haze over my mind's eye lifted enough for me to see around me. He appeared to my right. My sight was still blurry but I made out a box in his hand.

"I am letting you see this because I have a very special present for you."

He opened the box and I saw that it was lined with black velvet. But there was something on it; it glistened like steel and some how I recognized it as a blade. It glistened as brightly as star and the deadly edge smiled at me.

"No." I whispered and began to pull at the binds.

He ignored me and began to draw the blade down the length of my arm. It was then I knew how sharp the blade was because seconds after the edge began to kiss my skin, a fiery burn settled over my skin. Because the blade was so fine, to be as painful as he wanted it to be it had to be done slowly.

On top of that Naraku was making designs in my skin. I felt a curling loop, peaks and valleys as if he were spelling something out. But before I could figure out what he put more pressure behind the point and traced a sharp line down arm. I gasped and fought the urge to jerk, which would send the blade ever deeper into my flesh.

"Oh don't you like it." He asked. "What a pity." He cooed. I shuddered and I could almost feel him smile. Then the blade began to trail downward. He traced long slender lines down my stomach and then my hips. When I realized his path I cried out.

" No! You can't." I declared my voice rising as I fought desperately to break the ropes, blood was beginning to pool on them. I hadn't even realized he'd cut my wrists as well.

"Oh but I can." He said while with one hand he again pried my legs open again.

"Please…don't do this!" Tears were beginning to sting my eyes. "I beg you…do not do this!"


Sorry to all who were expecting something...er...graphic. I cannot post that ehem Stuff on soooo...Once I get my website up and running I will post the scene in all it's glory...just not on Okays?


I must have made some pleading sound for he pulled away from me. My vision was so drenched in crimson that I could make out his form. Wiping away the blood from his chin he appeared before my face.

But like everything else was slowly becoming a blur. All around me color was washing away into dim shadowy grays. To cope my mind was taking itself into Chaos, and soon I would join it.

"You did well Kagome, very well for your first time. But do not worry, there will be many more." I shook my head at the very thought. Ignoring the pain throughout my body I tried again to free myself, it was half-hearted at best. I had almost no energy left.

"So you still have strength yet my dear." He declared and came to sit by me. "That can easily be rectified."

I saw the blade inching towards my throat again and whispered. "Please…don't…"

He suddenly stopped; lifting his head he growled looking back down at me. "I will get you." He snarled before he disappeared into the shadows. There was a smashing window to my left, then in through the hole jumped Sesshoumaru. Shaking the glass off himself he looked up at me. He looked at me with disgust, pain, and pity, I felt dirty. Like a used rag doll. My body laid limp against the bed blood surrounding my figure. Tears streaming down my face. Sobs racking my body. I winced as I curled myself into a ball, crying uncontrollably.

" Why, why did it have to be me?" I silently questioned him. Upon receiving no answer I raised my head. I stood there, shock written plainly acrossed his face. " Sesshoumaru?" Silence seemed to roll on for hours. " You can leave me here if you want, I'm sorry." I returned to crying. Suddenly he seemed to snap out of his daze.

" I will not leave you, nor is it your fault. You have nothing to be sorry about; I am the one who should be sorry. I should have prevented this." He said as he picked me up careful of my lower body. Cradling my body against his chest he turned and jumped out the window. I snuggled closer to my protector, needing all the warmth I could get. I felt so cold and empty, like a ghost in a shell. Like the dead. I closed my eyes and welcomed the shadows, finally giving into the sleep that my body demanded.

Rain, rain go away,

Come again another day,

All the world is waiting for the sun.

To lie here under you,

Is all that I could ever do,

To lie here under you is all,

To lie here under you is all that I could ever do,

To lie here under you is all,

Rain, rain go away,

Come again another day,

All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain, rain go away,

Come again another day,

All the world is waiting for the sun.

All the world is waiting for the sun.

All the world is waiting for the sun.

Uh…please don't be angry? I don't like angry mobs. They scare me. Pitch forks and flames never were really enticing for my appitite. Or what ever the hell I'm babbling on about. As you can see I finally got over my drooling and uhhey Sesshoumaru, Sesshoumaru? Where are you? Walks into bathroom Hey there you are why didn't you…whoa! Hey mind if I join you? See ya! Review! Oh fluffy come here, oh yea that's the spot!

Q: Do you need a beta reader? If so I'll be your beta reader. –InuKagluver91

A: Uh…..hehe, what the hells a beta reader I'm sorry but I'm pretty stupid…but uh hey what can you expect I'm only in a thing called the O.M.E.G.A. program, it's like an ESE class but for smart people. Sometimes I wonder how the hell some of the kids got into it! oO

(This one isn't really a question but hey) Q: I read the poll and personally I think death is to good for him. Take away his power and make him the slave. Kagome's slave. Or just leave him stranded on an island of homosexual demons that are stronger than he could ever be.

A: Uh…Im scared. Um well that's one way to deal with Naraku…Although I'm quite sure that's not the way I will be using.

Q: Wow, this story sounds so real, I've read the book and I know that some of these scenes aren't in it, so where do you get your ideas?

A: I guess you could say from real life experiences. My life isn't the best and I'll leave it at that.

Q: Will this be an Inu/Kag story?

A: FOR THE LAST TIME! NO! I CLEARLY MADE IS KNOWN THAT IT WILL BE A SESSH/KAG STORY! ALTHOUGH I WILL PUT INUYASHA IN IT FOR YOU PPLS.

Q: Will Naraku pay for what he's done?

A: I really don't know I think I'm gonna ask you the readers….so.

POLL

Should Naraku pay for his crimes, by death, an almost fatal 'accident', or should he die but not before he takes poor Kagomes life. (She can come back.) Or should Naraku just be forgiven and go on living without punishment for what he's done?

Yes/die 1

Yes/but he kills Kagome 5

Yes/almost die 0

No/live happily 1 (What the heck? Okay who gave this person the sugar?)

Hmmm, Haven't done this in a while: Next chapter Emotionless: Kagome tries to cope with everything that has happened to her, and becomes a full time resident at Sesshoumaru's. Kaede fears that Kagome is slowly losing her sanity, when she finally surrenders to the darkness who will be the one to catch her when she falls? Who do you think…

Ja Ne- TLSR