I started crying today
For the first time since you died
There was no real reason
For the tears I shed
My cheeks burned hot and eyes brimmed full
My mood gloomey and lost
When the tears came I bite my lip
Until it bled
Hiding in a corner
Letting it all out
My breath became ragged , I choked twice
But after it all
I felt rather nice
Today I broke our promise
A sworn oath between us two
You made me swear to never shed a tear
That I'd always have you
Never frown or mope
That won't bring you back to me
But when I lost it all today
My words became untrue
The tears all fell
I screamed and tried to shout
Your name was in my head
I can not say why I cried
You left this world so long ago
That empty spot is still with me
I know it'll never fill
But this one thing is true
Today when I broke my word
After my tears had dried
And my skin back to it's normal hue
The weight of the world left my shoulders
Feeling like I could fly
I can not promise
I will not cry again
But finally today,
I've started to let go of you…..