SHOULD I STAY or SHOULD I GO?
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Thanks to those who reviewed:
Monichhichi- thank you for reviewing and yeah it did start out fast but thanks
Luna fan- I'm glad you like it because it's different. Making it different was my whole point. O and I love rebelde too but I got the idea from a dream and my dream was like this novella. The novella is called " Contra Viento y Marea"
Sailormoonrobinravengirl- Well I'm glad u like it that much but any who Raven hates Kori because Kori is from Tameran and because Kori mistreats her. Now I know this may seem like Raven is racist but in this chapter you will see why else because there is another chapter.
This Chapter Is Dedicated To:
Tecna- Yup I dedicates this chapter to you because you leave me fantastic reviews and also because you always review my chapters. And because I know feel bad for saying the "B" word I changed it to girl. " Stuck-up girl" I hope you enjoy this chapter
The Moment You've Been Waiting For:
CHAPTER2- Should I Say Yes or Should I Say No
Raven's P.O.V
I loved how they all clapped for me. It was one of the greatest feelings in the world. To someone else it may not be a big deal, but to me it was as I have been screamed at, insulted, and cursed at. These curses and insults usually consisting of Freak, weirdo, whore, slut, and last but not least gothic bitch. I hated that one. I was not a goth. So what if I dressed in dark colors. We, all see Brittney Spears wearing black but we don't call her a gothic bitch. I'll get over one-way or another.
Like I was saying they must have really liked my performance because some people are even whistling. I gave a thank you and bow and I went back stage. Then I see Ramón come up to me.
"Great job Raven they really love you. You should come back tomorrow. And I thought your performance was excellent." His comment made me smile. I then answered him.
"You really think I'm that good. Because if you do I will come back tomorrow and then next day and for so long as you want me here."
"I don't think you were great. You were better then great. You leave the audience wanting more."
"Well I'll see you tomorrow and o tomorrow I wont be singing but I'll be doing what my mother and aunt were famous for back in Azarath"
"That will be great Raven with a mother and aunt like yours you'll be great"
"Thanks" I tell him. I then walk out to my car. It's dark out but I don't mind as for I've always liked the dark. But this is really the first time I've been outside to see the dark the moon creates. And I now think it's beautiful. The moon is shining in the star filed sky. It's one of the most beautiful things I've seen. I stop looking because if I don't I'll never get home.
I drive all the way to " my house". The lights are still on this means Jinx is still awake because as for Nieve she likes to go to bed early even if it is Friday. I park into the drive way and get out. I then walk into the house and go to my room. Only seconds later do I hear a knock.
"Come in Jinx"
"Hey girl how was your performance"
"Jinx if I told you it was the worst thing ever I'd be so lying to you"
"So I'm gonna say it went well"
"It went better then well Jinx. It was great people were clapping and whistling. Ramon said I left them wanting more so that why it's my official job now with out the pay because I don't want the money"
"Well I guess that's a good thing because you're always cooped up in the house."
"That's true Jinx"
"Hey can I come to your performance tomorrow"
"Sure why not the more the merrier"
"Ok thanks. Well I gonna let you sleep so good night Raven"
"Good night Jinx"
After our conversation I undressed and got into the shower. The beads of hot water felt good on my back. I was in there fro like ten minutes before I got out. I dried my self and put on some nightclothes. I turned off the light and got into bed. Before I fell asleep I was trying to find a good explanation as to why Richard was staring at me like that. He can't do that he has a girlfriend. I just shrugged it off and went to sleep.
I wake in a cold sweat. I look over to my nightstand and I see my alarm clock blaring its red digits at me. It reads two a.m. I just had a nightmare. It's one I haven't had in a long time. It's the death of my sister, Nightingale. I had a sister. She was two years older than me. See before the A.T. (Azarath and Tameran) war they were allies. Kori and Nightingale were friends. One day they were playing on a balcony with no railing. I remember if it were yesterday as for because I was there watching in the shadows. They were playing tag. I saw Kori push Nightingale. Most people thought it would have been just a harmless push but it lead to my sister's death. Nightingale fell plunging to her death of 30 feet in to the air. I know it was not an accident as I saw an evil glint in Kori's eyes. It's one that I will not forget for it sometimes haunts me in my dreams. This is how the A.T. war started.
I wonder what would lead Kori to do this. She was such a sweet girl. Maybe being with her sister Kari started to rub off on her. We even use to play together. We were almost inseparable sometimes. But since that day I hated her. It's hard to believe a three year old would have such hate in side their hearts. It's hard to believe now. For we hate each other even though she doesn't know that it's me.
I got up and started to look through some of my things. I looked through a chest. In the chest were the skirts and scarves and tops my aunt and mother dressed in to belly dance. They stopped when they were sixteen. So it was perfect just my size. There were blue, yellows, purples, pinks, grays, oranges, blacks, and just about any other color you could come up with. I pull out a blue scarf, a gray top, and a blue skirt. I tried it on and looked at my self in the mirror. I didn't look as bad as I expected. I went to my radio and turned it on. I put the volume on low. The Azarathian music started to play and I started to dance. Moving my belly and twirling, and stepping here and there. It was a great feeling. I took off the clothes and putt them in a knap sack. Those would be the clothes I would dance in to night.
I looked ay my clock and it read five a.m., feeling a tired I got in my bed and went to sleep.
At nine I woke up. Still nobody was up. I should go wake up Nieve. I went to her room and woke her up. She woke up and greeted me. That was the type of person she was. Didn't matter if she was sleepy or not she would still be happy.
I then went to go wake up Jinx she liked to watch cartoons. I didn't think anything of it. I just thought it was funny. The rest of the day was uneventful. I then look at the clock on the wall and it read 7:30. I said goodbye to Nieve got my knapsack, got jinx and left. I didn't want to be late.
As I walked in through the door of club Roman greeted me. And he greeted Jinx too.
"Why hello Jade and Jennifer"
"I prefer Jinx"
"O okay Jinx it is. Jinx you are as pretty as I remember. I haven't seen you since you were a little girl."
"Uh okay"
"Hey Ramon" I say
"Hello Raven "
"You do have the clothing for your performance right"
"Of course I do" I then pull it out of my bag.
"Raven that's an excellent choice. That was the same one your mother chose the first time she preformed."
"Wow yip dee doo" I say not really all that excited.
"Well I'll eave you to practice"
I then tell Jinx to come with me back stage. She does. We go into a room in the back. I take out the outfit and put it on. After I was done changing Jinx turned around. She had a shocked face on. She told me I looked beautiful and that why didn't I share this body with the rest of the world. I just told her because if mortals were to look at my body they would die. She said what and I told her I was being sarcastic. Its now that she gets it.
I tell Jinx she can go sit in the audience. She goes and I see she picks a table in the back. I then practice for a few minutes until I hear Ramon introduce me.
"We all saw yesterday. She left you guys and girls wanting more. Well today she's not singing but she's dancing. A dance called Azarathian belly dancing. Give a hand for Jade."
I walk out on to the stage and it dark. I see Jinx waving at me even if it's dark. The lights above turn on and so does the music. It's the same song I danced to in my room before. I start moving my stomach in a wave like way. I then move my feet and before I know it I'm dancing all round the stage. In a corner I see Richard. He's staring at me intensely like yesterday. It doesn't affect me though. I notice he has a dream like face on I also notice he's here by himself. After many minutes of dancing I stop bow turn and walk away. I hear the applause and people scream in encore. I would give an encore but I'm too tired. I get redressed and start putting my clothes in my bag. I then go out t where Jinx is in the crowd. Before I leave I feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn around and see Santee Clause. No I'm kidding but it was Richard Grayson. I give him a glare and he backs off but he's till going to tell me something.
" Um Jade I have a question"
"Yes"
" Well I was wondering if you'd like to go out with me." He says it all with a cocky ass grin, which makes me sick to my stomach. I bet you he thinking I'll say yes and wait if I did say yes wouldn't he be cheating on Kori.
"No" he has this look of utter shock. Like no woman can turn him down.
" Why not"
"Because I don't want to" and I leave with Jinx following me. He must have not noticed her because he would have said something.
Over the next few days I go to the club and sing and dance. And every night I see flowers in my changing room. I know they are from Richard. And every night he's there. And every night he asks me out. And every night I turn him down. Until a week later I get tired of it.
"So Jade do you want to got out on a date with me"
"If it would make you stop bothering me then yes"
"Really"
"Yeah"
"Well I'll pick you up here after you're done performing tomorrow"
"Great " and I sigh. I walk away and change and go home. I lie in bed thinking does he really want me or is he just going to use me. Should I go with him or should I stay here. And I also realize he's technically cheating on Kori but right now I don't really care because I'm so tired. And my dreams are filled with a certain blue-eyed sexy man with black hair in spikes. When I wake up I think do I really think he's sexy and o crap what have I've gotten my self in to.
Well that chapter 2. It's longer than chapter 1. Well I hope it was better then chap 1. It looks like I'll have chapter 3 a little bit before Christmas. I'll try. O I know I called Kori a bitch so I changed it to girl "stuck-up girl" well review please I want to know what you guys and or girls think. And in the word of The Komodo Dragon Phoenix: it's a fan fiction crime to read and not review
-Reissa-