Should I Stay or Should I Go?
Disclaimer: Yesterday I asked my mom if she would get me a pony and she said no, but she could get me the owner ship of teen titans
Ahhh I fall out of my bed
"Only if it were real" sniff, sniff
Also I do not own the songs
Author's Notes: ok people don't be mad at me please. I was grounded so I couldn't get on the computer. All I did was cause a nuclear bomb to go off sheesh. No I just didn't clean my room well now I'm here and I'm glad you guys liked As Long As You're Happy.
Oh about the emo thing. I'm into it.
Oh here's a link to what raven might look like as an emo.
http/i15. some other Teen Titans might appear
Thanks To Those Who Reviewed:
Tecna: Your welcome. You have reviewed every one of these chapters so I might as well dedicate this whole story to you. Also you're so nice. And I'm so happy you loved it.
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Hall Of Shame:
Stupid nutz: Well lets see. Your review was childish. And couldn't you think of any thing better to say. You must have that of the mind of a three year old. And think about it maybe you're the prude bitch because I don't see you with any fics. Maybe look at what you have first then flame my story. And if you don't like the pairing then don't read. And flame my story not the pairing.
And For The Moment You've All Been Waiting For:
Chapter 7: Should I Tell Him or Should I leave Him In The Dark
Raven's P.O.V.
After the vacation I had a new spring in my step. I was extremely happy. Nothing could ruin it, not even Kori. Richard and I were on very good terms.
It was the second day of school, coming from Winter break. Jinx and I were at my locker. I was getting some stuff and then we would go to lunch.
"So Aiden You quite chipper. I'm usually the chipper one. And you my best friend, are usually the depressed one"
I hadn't told Jinx what happened yet.
I closed my locker and looked down at my emo attire. It wasn't exactly gothic, but that's what I wanted. Plus Richard kind of turned over a new leaf and said he wouldn't judge a book by its cover.
So I looked down at my shoes and I was blushing. I was also shifting uncomfortably.
"You didn't did you"
"Um no"
"Yeah you did you know you can't lie to me, I always have been sort of like a human lie detector"
"Fine yes Jinx"
"OH Aiden when"
"On Christmas"
"OH I see"
Jinx had started to blush too. And I knew it she had done it too. She just faced me and she knew I knew but I wouldn't make a big deal out of it.
I got my stuff and we walked to the lunchroom. I didn't want anything to eat because everything made me want to throw up. It usually didn't do this. I told Jinx I would be right back. I almost ran to the bathroom. I quickly opened a stall and closed it. And I puked. It was disgusting.
I felt like I was going to be sick the whole day. I threw up once more. I got up and went to the sink to rinse my mouth out. When I was done I went back to the lunchroom. Jinx wasn't in there. Then I see her wave from outside. And I saw Viktor across from her.
I went out side and sat down with Jinx.
"Hey Jinx hey Vik"
"Hey Rae, Hey Aiden"
"You know Aiden you look a little sick," said Vik in a concerned voice.
"I'm okay I just threw up"
"O okay"
I started feeling a little light headed.
"You know I'm going to go to the nurse I don't feel good, Jinx if I go home can you get me my home work"
"Okay Aiden I hope you feel better"
"Yeah me too." Said Vik.
Vik was always worrying about me. He's like my big brother. He always makes sure I'm okay.
I walked to the nurse's office. But before that I had bumped into someone. I didn't see who it was until the extended a hand to me. When I looked up it was Richard.
"I'm sorry Raven"
"Wait what you're apologizing to me"
"Yeah I did bump into you"
"Ok"
I took his hand. After that I stood for a little bit and then I felt my legs wobble. I almost fell but Rich caught me.
"Thanks Richard and excuse me, I have to the nurse. Bye"
I walked away fast. I didn't want to have any more falls. When I got to the door I walked inside. I sat in a chair waiting for the nurse, Ms. Reina. She was a very nice Hispanic woman. Right now she was tending the wound of some girl. I've never seen her before. Her skin seemed almost gray.
I looked at her attire. She was dressed almost like me. Her hair was black but her front bangs were red. I took a quick glance at her eyes. They were red and big. And she had on a necklace. It was an A, red A. By the looks of it her favorite color is red.
I surveyed her some more. The nurse was cleaning a wound. She must have fallen and scraped her arm on the cement sidewalks. I finally looked away. And I sat there for another minute or two. I would stand but this fainting feeling was getting to me.
"Raven, Raven"
"Yeah,"
"Are you okay mihija"
(mihija is really mi hija, but we like to put it together and say it to a girl we know well- oh it mean my daughter)
"Yeah it's just I'm little faintish"
"Oh sorry, but would you mind showing Ally to her class"
(I don't know Argent's real name so I put Ally)
"Um sure Ms. Reina"
"Thank you Raven"
The girl, Ally shyly walked up to me.
"Hi my name's Ally and I'm new here"
"Hi my name is Raven"
After we finished our introductions she gave me her schedule. She had History right now with Mrs. Chase. I showed her to her class. Before I walked back to the nurse's office she asked me to be her friend. I was never really asked that.
"Um Yeah sure I'll be you friend, Ally"
"Oh thanks, I asked because people find me weird"
"Oh no problem, well I'll see you tomorrow I might go home."
"Okay I hope you feel better"
I walked all the way back to the office, almost stumbling on my self. When I got to the nurse's office Ms. Reina asked me what was wrong.
"Ms. I feel like I'm going to faint."
"Okay wait a minute I have to get some Advil for you"
"Okay"
She returned with a cup of water and an Advil.
"Okay Raven I want you to go home and rest. Later if you feel okay you can do the regular things you do."
"Okay Ms."
I went home. As soon as I got there I told Nieve and I went upstairs. I went straight to sleep. When I woke up I felt a little better. It was seven o'clock. I was well enough to sing tonight. So I got up and went down stairs. I grabbed an apple the fruit basket on top of the counter. I told Nieve I was going.
Fifteen minutes later I arrived at the club. I saw Rich, but he was with Kori and co, minus Vik. I just walked by not even making eye contact with Rich. I know he looked at me. But right now I don't even know his name. Maybe tomorrow I'll know him, if he's not with Kori or co.
I walked into the back. Ramon greeted me.
"Ah hello Jade, You look so lovely"
"Thanks Ramon" I said blushing.
"Oh Jade you're father called me and he told me to tell you to come home"
"When he calls back tell him you're not my secretary, that you don't need to be taking messages and that I'm not going to go home"
"You know child your father's birthday is coming soon, you should return home. Also your mother misses you"
"It's that I don't deserve to be ruler"
"Ahhh but child that's what Nightingale would have wanted, for you to take her place if she couldn't be there"
"I know but it doesn't feel right"
"Well, I'll just leave you with this piece of advice, follow your heart, Raven dear and may Azar be with you"
"Thanks"
After our conversation Ramon walked away. Only a few things stop me from being ruler, one: I don't deserve it, two: I can barely take care of an egg, much less a country, and three: I'm not cut out for it.
I walked to the front of the stage. I decided I would sing a new song I thought of over the break. There was a piano on the stage. I went to the bench and sat down. I put my hand over the keys and started playing. Next you could hear my singing. I was singing Listen To Your Heart (Man I love this song, not the techno one but the slow one, but w/e I love them both)
When I was done singing people started clapping. When they calmed down I started singing My Immortal. (Love this song too) They seemed to love it. I guess it's they're favorite because they never get tired of it.
I was done after My Immortal. I bowed and walked off the stage. I was done early and I was hungry, so I decided I would buy an ice cream cone in the park. I was really craving for some.
I parked my car and got out. It was a nice night to walk in the park. I decided to walk a bit. Out of the corner of my eye I noticed Vik. He was sitting on a bench and someone was next to him. From what I could see it was a female. I then, saw them kiss, and I notice it isn't Jinx.
Man Vik how could you do that to Jinx, I thought.
I walked up to the bender and asked for a vanilla cone. (Man I want some ice cream now and it's like twenty-five degrees out side, man I'm crazy.) I paid him and went on my way.
By the time I was home I finished my cone, yet I was still hungry. I hope Nieve left me some food. I walk in the house to find Jinx sprawled out on the couch watching music videos. Right now "You're Beautiful" was playing. She seemed depressed.
"Hey Jinx" I wanted to tell her about what I saw.
"Hey Aiden"
"Um Jinx I saw something and" I didn't know how to tell her. I wasn't good with these things. Usually I stayed quiet.
"I know what you saw and it doesn't bother me, cause we broke up, but we're still friends. I hope Karen and Vik will be better off then he and I"
"Oh ok, um I'm going to get something to eat"
"Okay"
I walked into the kitchen and went straight to the fridge. I then spotted something weird, but it looked good.
After I ate I took a shower and went to bed. Around two in the morning Rich called me, and we talked a little bit until I got really tired.
That's how it went for another few weeks or so.
I woke up one morning and looked around. I had to throw up. I quickly ran to the bathroom. When I was done throwing up I looked at my calendar. It was Saturday and today I would go out with Richard. Today was February twenty-fifth. I feel strange and I feel bloated. I quickly took my calendar and flipped to December. I had marked when I got my menstruation in red. I then flipped to January and February. I hadn't marked anything. And that meant one thing.
"I'm pregnant," I said, barely above a whisper. I put on some clothes and got in my car. I raced to the pharmacy. I went in and got out. All I wanted to buy was a pregnancy test.
I went home and did the test. It came out positive. I didn't know what I would do. I was too young. And I couldn't get an abortion, for two reasons it was wrong, and I think it was too late. I'm about two months.
Jinx walked in on me pacing in the bathroom. Jinx's eyes immediately fell on the test.
"Aiden, oh gawd I'm be an auntie"
"Jinx!" I said in an upset voice. I almost cried but I was stronger than that.
"I don't know what I'm going to do"
"It's okay Rae, you know your mom did want you to have a child at a young age, she wants to be a grandma so bad, and your dad also wanted this"
"I know, it's not about getting in trouble it's about nine months and Rich"
"Well, I think he'll be happy"
"Yeah sure" I told her sarcastically.
I went to Nieve's room. I had to tell her. She was till asleep, but if I didn't do this now I wouldn't be able to later.
"Nieve"
"Yeah honey"
"I have something to tell you"
"Well what is it dear"
"Well, I'm, I'm pregnant"
"Raven I'm going to be almost, like a Grandma"
I swear if I were a cartoon you would have seen an anime sweat drop.
"So you have no problem with this right"
"No of course not honey"
"Ok I'm let you sleep now"
"Okay Raven"
It almost made me laugh. Jinx and her mom had the same reaction. Now all I had to do was tell my mom. I ran to my room and got my phone. I dialed my mom's number. She instantly picked up.
"Hello"
"Yeah hey mom"
"Hey Aiden"
"Yeah mom I'm going to tell you this, you're going to be a grandma"
"Why Raven I'm happy"
"Yeah Jinx told me you would be"
"I'm so happy and wait till your father hears about this, he'll be etastic."
"Yeah mom, well I'll talk to you another time"
"Bye"
"Bye"
I spent the rest of the day figuring out how to tell Richard.
By the time he came to pick me up I already knew what I would tell him. I would just be straightforward.
"Uh Rich I have to tell you something"
"Yeah Jade"
"I'm pregnant" I had said it with my hands over my mouth, but I knew he heard t loud and clear.
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Ooh a cliffy. I know I'm evil. What will be Richard's reaction? What will happen to Jinx? How will Raven's dad actually take it? And why am I asking all these questions if I already know the answer?
Well please read and review. And if you flame me, flame the story not the pairing
Oh and don't get upset if Raven got let off the hook easily and her mom wanting her to be pregnant. This actually happened, my mom wanted to be a grandma, and when my sister got pregnant my mom didn't have a problem with it. Oh and go to the link up top.