Should I Stay or Should I Go?

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Also I do not own the songs

Well, I'm starting to update fast. And that's a good thing. I had started to loose interest in the story but I gained it back, YAY (In the back round chibi ravens start dancing)

But thanks to all of you who reviewed, they did make me happy even if that chapter did suck ultimate monkey ass.

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And The Moment You've All Been Waiting For:

Chapter 9: Should I Believe Her or Should I Keep My Self In Denial

Richard's P.O.V.

Jade really does know how to hold a grudge. It's been one month and a half. I haven't seen her or heard from her. The one time I did speak to her, was when I called her to convince her to apologize to me. She told me to go to hell where I belong.

Jade does seem, like she's still giving me a chance. One morning I found an envelope in my locker. I opened it. It looked like a sonogram. There were marking indicating were the head, the arms, the legs, and body were. The baby was so small. The baby has to be at least three and a half months.

I think I should apologize instead of her. She was only defending herself.

I pick up the phone and dial a florist's number.

"Hello, this is Mary's Florist's shop how may I help you"

"Yes, I would like to send someone flowers"

"Who are you sending them to, where are you sending them to, and what type of flowers do you want"

"I want to send them to Ramon's Club, to a Jade Thor, from Richard and I would like carnations, roses, lilies, and lavender, please, charge it to Bruce Wayne's account"

"Okay she should get them by tonight"

"Thanks"

"Your very welcome"

I hung up the phone. I didn't exactly know what Jade's favorite flower was, but I added in more than one, she's bound to like one of them.

Raven's P.O.V.

I at home right now bored out of my mind. Jinx is out somewhere with Wally and Nieve is out probably buying baby stuff. I pleaded her not to, but she just doesn't listen. I put my hand on my swollen abdomen. You can't tell I'm pregnant, but when I rub my stomach, it helps me relax. I can still wear my regular clothes, with out some one asking me if I was going to have a baby.

The only people who know I'm pregnant are Jinx, Ally, Nieve, my mom, my dad, Ramon, and Richard. I had told Ally because she had to hold my hair one time, when I was throwing up. She also deserved to know if she was my friend. For the past one month and a half I've been at home, the club, school, and with Jinx and Ally. Jinx has grown attached to Ally. Lately I've been with Ally a lot.

Another thing I've been doing is trying to relax. I've tried reading, listening to music, writing music. The only thing that seems to work is rubbing on my amethyst stone necklace, my mother had given me.

(Remember the necklace from chapter one; Arella had given Raven before she left to go back home)

It's the only thing that keeps me calm. It reminds me of the old days when I was carefree and I didn't have to worry about anything.

I look at the clock. It's seven. I didn't go to the club yesterday because Ramon said I should take a break. I would have had to tell him eventually that I was pregnant, because I wouldn't be able to dance. I decide I would go today. I go to my room and grab my guitar.

I quickly write a note to Nieve telling her where I went, so she wouldn't worry. I go out to my car and get in. I speed to the club. I really wanted something to do.

When I walk into the club I see Ramon looking at me. He walks up to me and gives me a hug.

"Ah Jade I'm glad you're here, but I told you to take a break."

"Ramon, I was bored"

"Well, okay just don't over stress your self and you also have something in the back"

"I do"

"Yeah someone sent you flowers"

"Okay, thanks"

I walk into the back. I see flowers on top of the table. There was a whole bunch. Who ever sent them must really like me. I pick them up and smell them. I notice there are some lilies. They're my favorite. I decided to look for a card. When I finally find it I read it. It says from Richard, to Jade. I guess he's trying to apologize now. I think he's finally come to his senses, and he now knows it his child. I'll give him a call later.

I walk out onto the stage. I start to sing "Because of you". I decided to sing this because I was so worked up with the flowers I left my guitar in the back. I didn't want to look like a fool, going to go get it.

While I'm singing I notice Richard coming in through the door. He looks at me and smiles. I smile back at him. He takes a seat in the back. I sing another song called "Simple and Clean" (I love this song it's by Utada Hikaru)

After I'm done I bow and walk behind the curtains. I go into the back and get my flowers and guitar. I walk to the front and see Richard sitting there waiting for me. Before I could even get a word out he starts to apologize.

"I'm sorry Jade, I didn't mean any of those things I said, and I know I am the father of that child, but Kori isn't a whore"

"I'm sorry too" It didn't bother me that he was sticking up for Kori, if someone called Jinx a whore I would defend her too. Well, it did bother me a little, because she has been bothersome lately. Like today she told me to stop rubbing on my stone. I don't know why it irks her, but it just does.

After we apologize to each other, he hugs me.

"Hey Jade how do you know it's a girl?"

"Well, everyone on my mother's side has had girls, so when she and my father got together she made it impossible for my generation to have boys"

"Oh well, that's okay I always did want a little girl'

"Really" I ask him.

"Yeah"

We just sat there talking. We watched some other people perform. It started to get late.

"Hey Rich I have to go it's getting late and I have school tomorrow"

"Yeah okay but I want to go out tomorrow, so after school you come here and I'll pick you up"

"Uh sure okay" I told him completely forgetting about my appearance during the day.

I get up and kiss and I go out to my car. I get in and drive off.

I got home in twenty minutes. It's about ten thirty right now. I knew Jinx would be up, but Nieve she's usually in bed. I walk into the kitchen and I see Nieve there at the table. It seems like she's been waiting for me.

"Raven your home, and I see you have flowers"

"Oh yeah Rich gave them to me"

"He's very sweet"

"Right, but what are you doing still up"

"Well, I wanted to show you the things I bought, I know how you told me not too, so I only bought too outfits"

"Okay"

"I left them on your bed"

"Thanks Nieve, and cion ma"

(In Spanish before I go out or to sleep I always tell my mom cion mami, cion is like to giving them a blessing, it also short for bendicion)

"Good night dear may Azar be with you"

"Thanks"

I left the flowers on top of the table, Nieve noticed this and put them in a vase.

I walked to my room and I see Jinx in there.

"Hey Jinx,"

"Hey Rae,"

"So what are you doing in here"?

"For one I have to tell you about Wally and two I had to look at the baby clothes"

"Ha right, you know I'm not one for girl talk"

"Yeah so"

"Alright just tell me"

Jinx spent the next half hour telling me about Wally. She told me, everything, from his hair color, to what his blood type is. When she was done I went and took a shower. When I came out I got dressed and went to go lay down on my bed. My head starts to itch so, I scratch and I realize my hair color is black during the day.

I get up and quickly rummage through my closet for the remover. When I find it I rush to the bathroom. I put it in my hair and wait. After the whole thing I, I go back into my closet and look for a black wig. If I went to school tomorrow with black hair Richard would know I was Jade.

When I find it I put it on. I brush it and its looks natural. I take it off and climb into bed. Not before I feel something on my bed. I get up and I see it's the baby clothes. I look at them, one of them is pink and the other is a dark blue. I despise pink; so I favor the dark blue one. I hang them up in the closet and go to bed.

I wake up and take a shower; it's a quick one. I wake up Jinx, and I go and get ready. I put on some clothes, and the wig. And just for good luck I put on my amethyst stone necklace. By the time I'm ready Jinx is ready too. Grab a granola bar so I would get hungry.

I get into my car and wait for Jinx to get in. When she gets in she starts a conversation.

"So Aiden I saw flowers in a vase this morning, and we know Nieve doesn't have an admirer, so it must be you, I want to know who gave them to you"

"Who else?"

"It was Rich"

"Yeah, he apologized"

"Oh that's great"

We keep on talking until we reach school. I grab my book bag and my keys. I started feeling like something bad was going to happen, so I rubbed my stone.

Jinx saw Wally so she went up to him. She walked inside with him. It doesn't matter. I walk inside by myself. And I head for my locker. I still had that notion that something bad was going to happen. Again I start rubbing my stone.

That's when Kori comes around the cornet. We haven't started class yet, and she wants to bother me.

"You know Raven if you don't stop rubbing your necklace I'm going to have to break it"

"I want to see you try"

Kori then snatches it from my neck, breaking the chain. This makes me pissed off. I suddenly slap her, making her tanned skin turn red.

"Don't touch me" She yells.

"I just did"

She grabs my arm and punches it. Before I know it lead to a catfight. Eventually Jinx and Ally had to pull me off of her. I have to admit, she can fight and she did get a few hits off me, but you could say I won. I was surprised no teachers came out. Neither of us got in trouble, and I know Kori isn't a rat. I walked away.

Through out the whole day I avoided, Kori, Terra, Gar, and Rich. I still had the feeling something bad was going to happen, even if Kori and I did fight.

When it was the end of the day, I went to my locker. Then I notice Rich, it looks like he's been waiting for me.

Before I reach my locker, Rich walks up to me.

"Look Raven I heard you and Kori got into a fight, and you left a bruise on her arm. I don't appreciate that."

People had started coming out of their classrooms. From someone's point of view it looks like a fight was going to happen. Students started to gather around.

"Yeah, I did fight her, maybe you should tell her to leave people alone, and not provoke them."

"Well, maybe if you weren't annoying, then she wouldn't have to bother you"

He then suddenly grabbed me, and slammed me into the lockers. Richard then, bangs my head into the lockers, and punches me in my stomach, really hard. He punched me two more time in the stomach.

I double over in pain. I felt some thing snap, and blood starts to come out from my stomach. I start to couch. I was coughing up blood.

I knew I had a miscarriage; I just didn't want to believe it. There was blood everywhere, on me my hands, my clothes. I see Jinx; she's running up to me.

I wanted to cry , but I had to be strong.

Jinx's P.O.V.

I run up to Raven, I see she was bleeding.

"Jennifer, llac na ecnalubma" (Azarathian is English backwards, it really says call an ambulance)

Raven never calls me Jennifer, unless, she was serious. I didn't need to be told twice. I instantly called an ambulance. I told them the situation, and where to come.

I then called Nieve and told her. She said she would be at the hospital. I see Richard run away, not wanting to get in trouble. Students start to back away; some run some stay. I see Ally next to Raven holding her.

Not knowing what to do next I start pacing, until the ambulance gets here. They rush her into the ambulance truck; Ally and I go with her. I called Ramon to let him know. They had removed the wig Raven was wearing and they took out her contacts.

Richard's P.O.V.

After what I did, it only made me think of Jade. I rushed to the club. I didn't know what happened. All I did was punch her, and she started bleeding. I get out of the car and run into the club.

I walk in the front and I don't see Jade. I keep on looking around until I see Ramon.

"Richard, Jade isn't here"

"Where is she Ramon?"

"She had an accident, and she's at the hospital"

"Do you know what happened"

"No, all I know is she is at the hospital"

"Ok"

I rush out of there. I jump in my car, and drove to the hospital, as fast as I could. I didn't care if I broke any laws.

When I got there, I went up to the front desk.

"Hello"

"Yes sir, I would like to know what room number A Jade Thor is in?"

"Wait a minute"

"There is no Jade Thor sir"

"She has to be here, she has purple hair and purple eyes"

"Oh you mean her, she is very beautiful, she's on the seventh floor in room, four zero eight"

"Thanks"

I took the elevator up to the seventh floor. I saw people in there with her. I wanted to see her so badly, but I'm guessing it's her family.

A woman, with brown hair walks out. She did tell me she lived wit her aunt. Then, two people I didn't expect to be there walked out. One was this new girl named Ally, and the other was Jinx.

Jinx and Ally give me a cold stare.

"Jinx what are you doing here"

"Ally go see if Nieve is alright, she'll drive you home"

I see Ally go down the hallway and take a left.

"I said Jinx what are you doing here"

"I'm here because Raven is here"

"No, you must be mistaken, Jade is there"

"Richard you're so dense, haven't you figured it out yet"

"Figure what out"

"Gawd do I have to spell it out for you, Raven, is Jade, Jade is Raven"

"No you're lying"

"Does it look like I'm lying, and Raven doesn't want to see you"

"Why, wouldn't she want to see me?"

"Well, first you beat her up, and two you made her have a miscarriage. You made her loose her child"

"No you're lying, Raven isn't in there, Jade is, Raven wasn't pregnant"

"I'm not lying"

I pushed Jinx to the side and I walked in to the room. There I saw Jade, lying down.

"It has to be Jade, Jinx, Raven has black hair and green eyes"

"No, Raven really has, purple hair and purple eyes, she wore contacts, and she died her hair."

I couldn't believe her. Jinx walked away. I walked into the room to see Jade or Raven fast asleep. I woke her up. I had to know the truth. I shook her awake.

Raven's P.O.V.

I wake up to fee some one shaking me.

"What"

"Tell me the truth" I heard Richard say.

"What truth it's before your very eyes" I didn't even look at him.

"Jade, are you Raven"

"Yeah"

"Why,"

"Why what"

"I hate you Jade, you made me kill my child"

"No, I didn't"

"Yes, you did, you whore, I should have known it was you"

He continued to insult me.

"Richard, shut the hell up, and get out"

"No, you don't tell me what to do"

"Get out before I press charges"

He simply walked out. Not another word.

Hey here's chapter 9, I hope you guys liked it, I'll have a few more chapters until this is done, remember to review.