Should I Stay or Should I Go?

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Author's Notes: well most of you guessed correctly on who this oh so mystery person is.

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The Moment You've All Been Waiting For:

Chapter 12:Should I Adopt her or Should I Leave Her

Raven's P.O.V.

I go open the door expecting to see Argent, but instead I see…

I see Richard in my doorway, holding a box. I gave him a glare that could scare the devil.

"What do you want?" I said through gritted teeth.

"I heard you were back in town, so I wanted to give you this crap, that you gave me, and I want my bracelet back."

"You can keep the crap, cause you're going to need it and here" I gave him the bracelet. I was going to get rid of it, but never did.

"Is that all you wanted, cause you can leave now" I said crossing my arms in front of my chest.

"Yeah that's all, and just to let you know, I still hate you with a passion"

"Some one's mighty full of them selves," I said

"Oh and I never want to see you in this town again"

"I can come here when I please, pompous ass"

"Like I said I never want to see you in this town again prude bitch"

He walked away and I slammed the door. Gawd he is annoying. I can't believe he has the freaking audacity to even come here with his bullshit. All I want to do is forget. I turned around and slid down against the door. I just sat on the floor and thought. That is until I heard some one knock on the door. I immediately got up and wiped a few tears that managed to escape.

I answered the door, and there was Argent. She has some suitcases. She was dressed nicely. And in a cleaners bag, she had her cap and gown. To night I would leave back to Azarath. Although; Nieve, Jinx, and Argent were coming with me. Jinx and Nieve go to Azarath every few summers, plus they want to be there for my crowning. Argent was coming to see my crowning too.

In the next half hour every one was ready to go.

At The Graduation

Jinx was up getting her diploma. So I took a few snap shots. Argent was the last person to get her diploma. I had taken a lot of pictures. I took some of Jinx, Argent, Kori, Gar, Terra, and Vik. We chat for a few minutes, and then we have to leave. We didn't want to miss our plane.

We got there around three in the morning. We were tired. We looked around the airport, for our ride. After a few minutes of looking, we finally found him.

He took us to the castle.

When we got there, I noticed the guards were a lot nicer than the last time I had arrived. They let us pass. I quickly showed every one their rooms, and I finally, went to mine.

The next day we all chilled around the castle, talking.

The summer passed by, like a blur. I didn't expect it to. I tried to have fun, just so I could forget the pain. Over the summer, we played and prepared. We were preparing for my crowning.

Now I'm in my room. I'm sitting in front of my vanity. I was already dressed, and I had every done. Right now I'm going over my speech. I didn't write it out. Having it in front of me while I was giving it, would only make me mess up.

Then Jinx, and Argent burst through the door, with wide grins.

"Come on Raven it's time"

I didn't even say anything to them. I walked into the ballroom, where all of the guest would be. There were hundreds upon hundreds of people here. The whole population of Azarath could be here. I started to walk around. I greeted people, saying some hellos and giving out fake smiles. Most people would think this would be a good day. But not for me, I'm sad as ever.

I finally reach one man. I recognize him as my father's friend, Bruce something. I can never remember his last name. I shake his hand and I bow. Then my father pops up from behind me and starts talking.

"Bruce I would like you to meet my daughter, Raven"

"Hello Raven, my you've grown I haven't seen you for five years, but you do seem familiar, like you've been around my son, oh that reminds me, I'm sorry my son couldn't some to your crowning, but he's been in a very bad mood the whole summer"

"It's alright, Mr. Bruce, I don't mind," I say giving him a fake smile.

I walk about talking to a few more people. I then here the clock strike ten. I knew it was time for me to give my speech. Every one lowered their voices down. I walked up to the stage, where my mother and father were waiting for me.

I get up on the stage, and grab the microphone.

"I would like to thank all of you for coming here, today. I am truly grateful. We are gathered here today to witness my crowning. Today is also my eighteenth birthday. I am now old enough to run a country. There for the crown is being passed down to me. I am my father's heir to the throne. Every person in here I want you to listen. I, Raven Anna Roth Trigon am your new ruler; I am ruler of Azarath. I may have never wanted this, but what has been done is done. I'm not supposes to be up here today. Some one was supposed to be up her two years ago. Her name is Nightingale. She deserves to be up here, but after her untimely demise I had to take her place. I truly wish she could be up here. I would be down there with all of you, watching her smiling face. This is what Nightingale wanted the most, and now she can't have it, may her soul be reincarnated and blessed by Azar."

I was done. I simply walked off the stage and subconsciously wiped away stray tears. Every one bowed, and some even cried.

3 years later

That was three years ago. I'm in my room moping. I look at the calendar and it only makes me gloomier. Today was the day my child died. It was three years ago. I started to think about her, what she would have looked like. She would have had black hair, with light lavender eyes. But what killed me was, to think if she would have looked like Richard or me. I stopped thinking about it. I got up and walked to my bookshelf. I pulled out a book. It would be better if I read, then reminisce.

I read for a few hours. When I was done I looked out side of my window. It was still day out. I then turned my head, when I heard a loud knocking at the door. I got up to go open the door. I swung open the door, and I saw Kori there.

Kori was staying with us for a little while. Tameran had received a death threat letter. They thought it better to have her some where other than Tameran. I agreed to have her stay in Azarath in the castle. Some times Kori and I hang out together or spend time together. She knows why I'm moping.

I had to tell her that I bled because I was pregnant. I just didn't tell her who it was. She never did ask though. She just must have thought I had a boy friend.

"Raven stop moping, come on please. I know it's hard for you but you don't have to be alone"

"I want to be alone Kori"

"Raven, please lets go out, anywhere you want to go"

I gave a sigh; Kori was sometimes frustrating.

"Fine Kori"

"I know lets go to the Market place, you love it there, you can get some books, and I can get clothes, and it has been a long time since you've gone out. I know your people miss you"

"Lets go Kori"

"Yay" squealed Kori.

We went out to the market place. Kori actually got me talking. It wasn't much, but it was a start. As I walked through the dirt streets, people greeted, happy to see my face. Kori shopped and I looked at books. She bought clothes, and I bought my books. We were going to get something to eat when I bumped into some one.

I look down to see a little girl. She couldn't be more than three years old. She had black hair and the softest shade of purple for her eyes. She even looked like me.

Could she be my daughter? I asked myself.

But it couldn't be my daughter; my daughter never lived. Although I wished she did.

"I'm sorry Miss Queen, I did not mean to bump into you"

"It's okay and please just call me Raven"

"Oh thank you, my name is Raiden"

I looked at her. She had dirty clothes on, like they were the only ones she had. Her face was covered in dirt. She looked like she could be my daughter she even had the name. I wonder were her parents are.

"Raiden were are your parents?"

"Raven, I do not know I don't think I have parents"

"Then whom do you stay with"

"I don't stay with any one I live on the streets"

Kori tapped me on the shoulders. I turned around.

"Raven, she's obviously homeless. And when you asked her where her parents were she had sadness in her eyes. Raven we can't leave her alone here"

"I'm not Kori"

I turned back around to face Raiden.

"Raiden would you like to come live with me, I mean I could adopt you"

"Raven what is adoption"

"It's when an adult takes care of a child, when they don't have parents and treat them as their own child"

"Oh"

"So, would you like for me to adopt you"

"Of course… mami" smiled Raiden.

To here her calling me mami, made me so happy. It made Kori cry.

Ha, at least it's not a cliffhanger. So did you like my idea of Raven adopting Raiden? Well as they say all good things must come to an end and unfortunately so does my fic. Only one or two more chapters left. Well, please read and review and of course enjoy