Should I Stay or Should I Go?
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Disclaimer: Okay I give up I don't want the rights to teen titans anymore
Hey don't give up here you go short midget girl
Really I can have the rights
Sike, you still can't have them
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Author's Notes: let's see sorry for the late update. I wasn't going to update until Friday because I have state exams, which suck. Stupid exams, I'm all worn out and stuff.
Okay question: How old do you guys and or girls think I am? Really give it your best shot. I bet at least one of you could guess. Well I'll give you a hint clue thingy
Hint: the exam I'm taking is called the G.E.P.A. If you can guess what the G.E.P.A. is then you can guess how old I am. I've never been held back a grade either. And my birthday is July 17 and do not get the G.E.P.A. confused with the H.S.P.A.
Who ever can guess my age will get an idea of a fic written by me. Like you tell me the plot and I'll write the story.
Thanks To Those Who Reviewed:
Peppertip: hmm I could have made Raven seem crazy but nah it's too diabolical. Thanks for the review. And your welcome but be warned you might get a cliff hanger this chapter
Dark girl: so do you mean you're happy because I paid attention to your review. Well I pay attention to all reviews. They're what keep me going. They're like my orange juice in the morning. They're the crack to a junkie. Sorry I just had to say that, but your reviews do make me extremely happy.
Tecna: I love your new fic. It's so great. Oh yes my intentions were to make you cry, but tears of happiness. Thanks I do believe that was a good chapter. But your story is way better. Thanks for the review it made me literally jump for joy. Giant cyber hugs and cookies.
Robinraven92: thanks I'm glad you think the story line is wonderful. And no you weren't being rude at all. I like when people point out little details. I'm somewhat of a perfectionist. Oh yeah I know I suck at punctuation, always have. But thanks for the review I really appreciate it.
Watergoddess08: I have learned by now men are ass holes. Oh the name I sort of made it but got it from Hack. Sign twilight of the bracelet. You know the girl whose name is Reina. I just added the den. Yes I know when I was typing the chapter I decided Raven would meet Raiden and adopt her. I'm glad you reacted so positively to it.
Frostflower: you have given me so many ideas I didn't even think of. I give you a giant cyber hug. If only I could make it real. And in this chapter you will see how Raven introduces Raiden to everyone. And yes Richard is an ass hole, and not the good kind either. Just playing I got that off a show called Drawn Together. So once again thanks for the ideas.
For The Moment You've All Been Waiting For:
Chapter 13: Should I Make This A Big Thing or Should It Stay A Little Thing
Raven's P.O.V.
I picked Raiden up and started walking. I wanted to ask her more questions, but I've known long enough that curiosity is what killed the cat. Kori followed after me.
By the time we got back to the castle Raiden was asleep. The guards let us pass easily. I went up to my room and put the sleeping Raiden on my bed. I told Kori to Watch her for a moment. I walked out of my room and down the halls to a room I haven't been in a long time. Before I turned the knob to go inside I let out the breath I didn't even know I was holding. I looked at the nameplate on the door. It read NIGHTINGALE in big bold letters.
I entered the room. I had to get Raiden some clothes. I knew my mother didn't have the heart to throw any thing that belonged to Nightingale away. This meant her clothes were still intact. I walked to the dresser and pulled out a pair of pajamas. I was just about to walk out when I noticed a picture frame on a desk.
I picked it up. It was a picture of Nightingale and I. I was just born and it was the first time Nightingale held me. I took the picture with me. I closed the door. On the way back to my room and I ran in to one of the highly respected maids.
"Flora could you please make a bath ready"
"Of course Raven"
"You don't mind do you"?
"Of course not Raven it's what I'm here for"
"Thank you"
"Your very welcome"
I walked back to my room. Kori was there stroking Raiden's hair. She stopped when she saw me.
"Okay Flora is making Raiden a bath and I just got some clothes for her"
"Raven where did you get them from"
"Nightingale"
"Oh"
I put the picture next to the rest of my pictures. I had some of Jinx, Argent, my parents, Kori, and of me. Kori looked at the picture and she cast her head down. I knew she was feeling remorse.
"Kori it's okay I've learned to forgive"
"Thank you Raven"
I heard a knock and the Flora's voice.
"Raven the bath is ready"
"Thank you"
"Your very welcome"
I gently shook Raiden awake.
"Raiden I'm going to give you a bath"
She just shook her head okay. She got up and Kori and I lead her to a bathroom. When we got there she undressed. She then got in the tub. I rolled up the sleeves to my shirt. I then lowered my self so I could scrub her. Kori followed my example. We gave her a bath and we washed her hair. I was shocked to see that her black hair had a purple sheen to it. If you looked hard enough you could see it. After we were done she dried herself off.
Raiden wrapped herself in a towel. We lead her back to my room where she changed.
We sat there for a while, until I broke the silence.
"So Raiden are you hungry"
"Yes mami"
"Raven it is eight so we should eat dinner"
"You're right Kori"
We all went to dinner. I introduced Raiden to my parents. My mother was ecstatic. My father was happy that I found some one who could be his grand daughter. We all ate dinner. My mother and father finished before Kori, Raiden and I. When Kori was done she excused herself and went to go get ready to go to sleep.
Raiden finished, and I just stopped because I wasn't hungry anymore. We went back to my room, where I brushed her hair. I wanted to know more about her.
"Raiden, do you mind if I ask you questions"
"NO, mami"
"Where are your parents"?
"I don't know, when I was three years old a woman I was staying with died so I didn't have nay where to go."
"So where were you for the rest of the time"
"I was on the streets and I guess it was for a year because I think today is my birthday"
When someone dies his or her soul is immediately reincarnated. Then they are born.
"Raiden what is your whole name?"
"My name is Raiden Night Jade, I don't think I have a last name"
I swallowed hard. She has to be my daughter. She even has the name and the birth date. She's the reincarnation of my child. She just has to be.
"Mami, I'm sleepy, can I go to sleep"
"Of course"
She gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
"Good night mami"
"Good night"
She climbed into my bed and instantly fell asleep. I was going to leave my room, when I heard her speak.
"I guess wishes do come true, I've finally found a mami, who loves me, happy birthday to me"
(Writing that part made me cry, really it did)
I smiled. It gave me joy to hear her speak those words.
I walked down to the library where I knew my father would be. I knew he wanted to talk to me. I opened the door to see in heavily engrossed in a book.
"Dad, you wanted to talk"
"Oh yes, Raven sit down"
"So, what did you want to talk about"?
"Raven you know what I wanted to talk about"
"Raiden right"
"Exactly, I'm happy she's here, but you do know you she's not Raiden Roth"
"Father yes she is"
"Raven, one day you're going to have to have a child of your own"
"You don't understand father she is my child, she's the reincarnation of her, every bit of information about her fits into place"
"Really Raven"
"Yes"
"Okay, but how are we to introduce her to Azarath"
"I don't know"
"We'll have a ball, invite Azarath, and your friends in the states, we must it's a very good day"
"I don't know I"
"Nonsense Raven we must, for she's Azarath's light, if you didn't notice, you were in a very bad funk, making Azarath in one too, I know Raiden's made you happier intern will make Azarath better."
"Okay Father, but when"
"In a month, it should give us time to prepare, and oh we must be on the look out the person who sent Tameran the death threat knows Kori is here"
"Okay I'll be on the look out"
"Goodnight Raven"
"Goodnight Father"
Over the next month I sent out invitations, and I was on the look out for any one suspicious. Kori is my friend and I promised Tameran I would protect her.
I watch Raiden wiggle around as her nanny is dressing her. I smile; it's something I'm doing a lot more often. I see Kori giggling at Raiden's attempt to get away.
Kori's P.O.V.
I see Raven smile. Seeing her smile makes me smile. She's truly happy. I can say there's only been a few times where she was truly happy. I know when she was little, when she found out she was pregnant and now. Raven's always in a better mood.
If Raven didn't notice, when she was in a funk so was Azarath. Now since Raiden's here her funk disappeared. I know Raiden has made Raven's parents happier. To put it simply Raiden's been a benefit to everyone including Azarath. I know it makes Raven happy when Raiden calls her mami. It makes me happy when she calls me auntie.
I giggle as I see Raiden try to escape her nanny. She must not really like dresses. Raiden's is one of a kind. She reads and writes. She likes dark colors, she wont go near pink, but will put on yellow. At least her dress is black. Raven finally tells Raiden to let her nanny dress her. Raiden pouts and sits down. This makes me giggle too. Thing's couldn't be any better. Yeah I miss Tameran but I know it's not safe.
For the past month I've been on the look out. I have to be careful. The person who threatens me knows I'm here. Let's just hope nothing bad happens tonight.
Raven's P.O.V.
I hear the clock strike eight. I look at Raiden and see she's dressed and ready to go. I look at Kori and signal for her to take Raiden's hand. We head for the ballroom.
As we go down the spiral staircase I hear the buzzing of Azarath's people and then some. When I reach the bottom I look out into the crowd and notice Jinx, Argent, Viktor, Karen, Gar, and Terra. I guess they saw me cause they all rushed over to me.
Each and every one of them gave me a hug. They gave Kori hugs too. Raiden was too shy so she stood behind my leg. Out in the distance I see my mother and father talking to some people and Nieve. I tell my friends I'll see them later. I walk over to where my parents are. Raiden didn't want to be left alone so she followed me.
Nieve instantly hugs me. She then looks at Raiden and hugs her too. Raiden not knowing exactly what to do hugs her back. I say hi to my parents and their guests.
"Hey Raiden could you stay here for a moment I have to go greet other people"
"Okay mami, besides I see some of my friends here"
"Good"
I walk off to see other. I walk up to them and greet them too. Every time I walk off to greet another group of people I think I see Richard. It must be my imagination. I see Bruce and decide to say hello to him too. Before I could go up to him I see Raiden next to me.
"Mami my friends got boring so here I am"
"Funny Raiden, besides come lets go meet one of you Grand dad's longest friends"
"Okay mami"
Bruce was talking to some one but stopped when he saw me coming his way. The other person's back was turned to me. Bruce stops his conversation and he walks up to me.
"Raven long time no see" He then hugs me.
"You too Bruce"
"OH and who might this be" He kneels down to Raiden's face.
"My name is Raiden"
"That's a lovely name"
"I know"
"Raven I didn't know you had a kid"
"Well, Bruce I didn't exactly have her, she's adopted, but when I was younger I was pregnant and I had a miscarriage and I strongly believe Raiden is her reincarnation"
"Wow Raven, and she looks so much like you"
Bruce then taps the man he was speaking on the shoulder. He turns around. And man oh man; the last person I expected to see was here. It was Richard.
"Raven meet my son Richard, Richard this is my god daughter Raven"
I was shocked. I didn't know Richard was my god brother. I felt like collapsing. I then felt Raiden tug on my dress I looked down.
"Well mami, you just can't stand there shake his hand"
I looked at Richard's face and he was as shocked as I was when I saw him.
"Well, I'll let you too introduce your selves, I have to go talk to your father"
"Okay"
We just stood there not talking to each other when Raiden jumped in.
"Mami you have to say something it's rude"
"Well, Richard you know me and I know you"
"Actually Raven I don't know you and how is she possible" He said pointing to Raiden.
"What do you mean you don't know me"?
"What I mean is that I didn't know you were queen"
"Oh you never bothered to ask," I said to with some hostility. I started to remember.
"You don't have to be so hostile, and who is she"
"She's my daughter, she's Raiden and she's your daughter too"
"Wait what that can't be, you had a miscarriage"
"Yeah that was your fault, but she the reincarnation"
"Please Raven you actually believe in that"
"Richard it's not only my belief but all of Azarath's"
I didn't want to talk to him anymore. I picked up Raiden and walked away, not caring if he had anything else to say.
Raiden's P.O.V.
My mami picked me up and walked away. I'm not sure if I heard her correctly but did she say that man was my father. He did look like me, but only a little bit.
Raven's P.O.V.
I heard the clock strike ten. I walked up to the stage. It was time for me to introduce Raiden with the rest of Azarath. Every one lowered their voices.
"Hello Azarath, I hope you've all been enjoying your selves so far. You are all here to meet my daughter Raiden. She is the little girl who stands besides me. I know most of you think how and when did I have a daughter. Well I have not been honest with you Azarath. When I was younger I was going to have a child but I had an accident, which lead to a miscarriage. I found Raiden on the streets and I've decided to adopt her. I believe that she's the reincarnation of my daughter. And I want you all to honor her"
Everyone clapped. Right when I was about to speak again I saw Kori and Richard talking. It didn't bother me, why should i be jealous. Then I saw something rustling in the bushes through the window. Kori was a few feet away from the window. Shit something's going to happen.
I ran as fast as my legs could carry me. Right when the assassin was going to shoot I jumped and pushed Kori out of the way. Instead of her getting shot I did. The glass shattered and fell on me. Guards instantly came running. They caught the assassin. I lay on the ground. My breath is becoming shorter. I look up see the guards arresting Kari, Kori's sister. Then someone comes near me. I look up again to see Richard.
Why is it that every time something bad happens to me Richard is always right there? He bends down and grabs my hand. he brushes glass of my face. Then some people put me on a stretcher. That was everything I remembered till I blacked out.
Well, I updated. And oh yeah I think it's a good chapter so please read and review and o yeah can you guys guess how old I am. Remember hint clue thingies are up there.
Melissa out