Sora extended a hand to my arm, but I backed away from it now looking in to his deep blue eyes. He paused a moment of two before saying, "I'm sorry."
Still in disbelief, "How could you?"
Sora stepped out in to the hall closing his door behind him, "You haven't exactly been true to me either, I talked to Alex."
"Alex?" I started, "Who the hell is Alex?"
Sora laughed a little, "Ouch, you cheated with a boy who's name you didn't even know." I didn't respond, so Sora continued, "Tidus offered to walk me home, okay? We started talking and one thing led to another."
Now a little more angry then hurt, "We were on a break though, it wasn't cheating."
"I didn't want it to be this way, Riku. If it makes you feel any better we only kissed." Sora's voice trembled a little as he started to cry, "I'm so sorry. A lot's been happening lately."
"I won't forgive you, Sora, not for th-"
Sora quickly interuption sobbing, "Please, Riku, it was just a kiss. Don't do this, please. I'm sorry, I'll forget about Alex, you're right so please don't leave me."
Shaking my head I just turned my back and walked away to the elevator. All the way I could hear Sora's pleads, it killed me. I want everything to be okay, but I can't believe this. I don't know if it ever can be. When I reached the elevator I hit "floor" and waited for the ding of the doors to close before I fell back to the wall and cried.
I didn't want the door man to be there, I didn't want to have to deal with anyone and tell them I was okay, just so they wouldn't follow me with questions, but of course they did. It being close to 5:00AM now many students were in the lobby getting coffee and watching the public television. I just kept reasuring them I was fine and reasuring myself for that matter until I reached the outdoors.
I still had to get home for a shower and change of clothes before work today. Sundays are the worst for Lulu's so there is no way I can take it off without getting fired. Oh well, work should help me get my mind off of things.
Sure enough less then a block away from Sora's now it started raining again. Perhaps it's another omen.. So far it's seemed to be a pretty great sign of things going badly. Although I don't believe things could get much worse. Let's see, a night's sleep lost, love of my life possibly gone and hey, I never really had anything else anyway. I need to start thinking of reasons not to kill myself. Uuuh, Lulu, there. That is one. Who ever else will arrange bouquets or water the flowers? "Harhar." I growled under my breath, kicking a peice of garbage from my path.
Finally home the rain stopped and better yet the clock in my house's lobby read 6:22 AM meaning I had less then an hour before I had to be at work. The elevator seemed as though it would never come, so I took the stairs. One good thing is I'm only on the second level as opposed to the fifth. Another good thing was since it was so early fewer students were taking showers now, so If I hurried, I'd be able to get one in. Deciding going straight to the showers instead of my room would be wiser because it was less time consuming. Unfortunatly being as drowsey as I was I'd forgotten one small detail.. That being clothes.
The shower room had three main parts, one being a wall of individual showers, a main showering area with six individual shower heads, and a long wall mirror with sinks and electrical outlets. I undressed and folded my clothes then placed them near one of the sinks in front of the giant mirror. It being early enough I was able to use one of the individual showers. It was extremely refreshing and definatly woke me up.
"Did you hear about that fag getting back together with the House President of that Third District Campus House or whatever?" A boys voice broke out.
"Fag? Gee thanks, ass hole." I hissed to myself.
"That's nasty." Another voice started, "you heard the rumor about him and the head master, right?"
"Wha?" I screeched then slapped my hand over my mouth.
After a brief silence the first voice spoke again, "Yeah, but that's some serious stuff, better watch where we discuss it."
"Yeah, ya never know who's listening." The second voice getting quieter now, "Plus these showers echo like a bitch."