On the way back to my room after closing the shop I had the worst sinking feeling in my stomach. It shouldn't have ended that way. Why do I have to be such an untrusting fuck all the time? I'll give more thought next time.
I decided to let the scene of that night cool off and skipped checking on Sora until later. The classes I didn't skip went by slow and the noise of notes and butchy chuckles were deafening. Most if not all of it was about the 'fag' and head master. I'm sure.
I never did see Sora that day either. I probably should have gone by his dorm, but I never had that sort of understanding. Sounds weird, it is. It's too much for me. I'd rather just forget it. It's really too much, I'm going to just forget it.
So back to work. LuLu went out again. I sort of saw that coming, she isn't her usual self lately. Which isn't a bad thing, she's been happier. I'm glad to put in time to make at least one person feel that way. Balances out. Maybe I should just dedicate my life to conviniencing others and aid them to happiness. Maybe I should just become a whore. Or maybe not.
No customers the entire day. I had one phone call asking if I'd deliver a dozed white roses to a wedding 'stat'. What a cocky ass. Ruining my day. Love and roses. White roses.