Disclaimer: I don't own the characters from Buffy, the people who own Buffy does

Warning: this has high Fluffyness! And probable in a latter chapter there will be a torcher scene that'll be rated R, but don't worry the way I'll write the next chapter you'll be able to skip that chapter without getting lost and I'll put a warning the chapter before and on it.

Chapter 2

A long Talk with a Friend

Buffy slammed the door as she entered her house, making Willow come running, to find her sitting in the living room.

Willow moved to sit down beside her nest friend who was fighting back tears, "What's wrong?" she asked.

"My heart, feelings, Spike, and my brain" she chocked.

"Oh…you wanna talk about it?" offered Willow.

"I would love that Wil, it all starts with Angle, I shouldn't have to tell you how much he hurt me" Willow nodded and she continued, "When he left me, I built a wall around my heart to protect it, myself. That's why Riley left me, cause I couldn't open up to him, nor could he get through. So I started thinking that no one would be able to break through, But I was wrong" she managed to sob out.

"Who?!" Willow asked trying not to smile.

"Spike!" she said with her head down.

"Why don't you tell him? You know he loves you" Willow said with a small smile.

"Because I don't want to get hurt again!" she cried into Willow's shoulder.

"Buffy, you know he won't hurt you! God he wanted to kill Riley when he left you and Angle to for that matter!" she said in a calming voice.

Buffy stopped sobbing and listened, "yeah I know….He WHAT?!" she screeched.

Willow winced, "he wanted to kill your ex-boyfriends for hurting you, but he didn't because he new killing them wouldn't help you…he loves you Buffy, don't throw it away!" she said with a sincere smile.

Buffy smiled, "Thanks Wil…I'll tell him how I feel when he comes here to report to me" she said with a nervous smile.

"Good for you!" Willow said happily.

Buffy got up and headed to take a shower, but stopped, "Wil, if Spike gets here and I'm still in the shower, tell him to wait in my room will you?" she asked.

"Of course" Willow answered watching her best friend head up the stairs.

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