Chapter Two- Sex is not Love

Remus watched as his friend get ready for the dance. "Are you sure you don't want to go. with us. We could find you a last minuet date." James asked.

"No I'm fine. I'm just going to go to the prefect bathroom and take a long bath." James, Sirius, and Peter walked out to the ball. Remus smiled, he got dress and grabbed his wand and walked out to the prefects bathroom. He got there in record time. He was quite nerves about what was going to happen.

The prefect bathroom was not just a bathroom is was also a rest area. It had plush chairs, nice couches, and even a pull out bed. Remus sat on the edge of the pullout bed. He sat there wondering how it would feel. He wondered if it would hurt. A nock broke his concentration. He got up and went to the door. He opened it. There stood Severus.

"Good I thought you weren't coming." He closed the door behind Severus. Severus whiled around and trapped Remus to the door. Severus caught Remus' hands in his. He ensnared Remus' lips. Severus tongue went across Remus bottom lip, like fire. Severus released Lupin's lips with a gasp. "Wow!"

"You say that like you never have been kissed."

"I haven't."

"Oh." Severus looked at the room. "Damn. You prefects get all the perks." He smile went away. Lucius was a prefect. Remus showed him that pull out couch. Remus flicked his wand and the bed pulled out. "Nice."

Remus looked at him, with a blush. "Now what?"

"Remove your clothes." Severus commanded. Remus complied. Remus hated his body, he was fat and short and not that attractive. He stood there in front Severus, naked. He felt Severus' hands press to him. Severus traced his scars. "How did you get these?"

"It's personal." Remus replied.

"I think you can tell me. We are, of course, going to fuck." Severus smiled.

"Please don't ask." Severus shrugged his shoulders. He wouldn't push it. He had secrets that should never be know. "Are we going to get in bed, or are your going to look at me like a piece of meat?" Severus undressed and helped Remus into bed, putting him on bottom and himself on top. "Severus can we talk first? I really want to get to know you first." Severus thought that was a reasonable request.

"Shoot." Severus was about to get off, when Remus stopped him.

"Please stay there." Severus nodded. "Is it going to hurt?"

"Like hell." Remus' eyes got big. Severus laughed. "But with preparation and proper lubrication, it will not hurt to badly." Severus voice went down at the last part.

"Tell me of your past lovers." Severus gave a dry laugh.

"I have never had any lovers."

"By Lucius…"

"No!" Severus said in a harsh tone. "I am his fuck whore. We are not lovers. Never." he added in a whisper. "He fucks me when he wants to. It gives me no pleasure. He does not prepare me and uses little, if not none, lube. He'll do it in front of everyone." Remus shuttered under him. Severus put a hand to the young boy's cheek. "But I will give you the most pleasure. Regulus gives me the pleasure that Lucius takes away." Severus looked away. Why was he giving all his secrets away.

"Regulus? Sirius little brother?"

"There is nothing little about him. But yes. He comes in after Lucius is finished and he gives me the pleasures that Lucius takes. But by far there is no love."

"What about me?" Remus asked.

"That depends?"

"On who?"

"You."

"Me?" Severus smiled. Remus finally realized what he meant. He felt Severus bulge across he cock. "Oh." He got beat red. "Umm. Will it hurt."

"That is the second time you have asked me. Yes it will hurt. You are a virgin. But I will make the pain not as harsh." Severus got his wand out. "Do you mind if we do this in the dark?"

"Can we have one on?" Severus made on the candles go out excepted one in a far corner. It made a sensual type of glow. Severus said the lubrication spell and a strand on clear, almost amber colored gel shot out.

"That's it!" I was only a small dob.

"This for preparation. Don't worry." Severus coated two of his fingers. "Your not putting both in at he same time!"

"No." Severus soothed. "One at a time. Ok, do you want to be on your back or stomach?"

"Which ever."

"Your choose."

"I want to see you." Severus stuck his finger in Remus. The poor boy let out a chilling scream.

"It's ok Remus. I told you it would hurt." Severus was rubbing the brunette's thigh, tying to get his mind off of the pain. It didn't work. Severus pulled his finger out half way. Remus was really tight. Severus wanted to dive right in, but he would not cause the pain. Severus hand went up Remus torso. It brushed the skin right above the navel. Remus arched in pleasure. "Yes. I found it." Severus brushed the same spot each time he stretched Remus. He took his fingers out and flicked his wand and a big glob of gel appeared. Remus was looking at him. Severus taped his hand and there was no more gel. He leaned on Remus and pushed in. The blue-eyed boy let out a hiss.

"That hurts Severus." Severus rubbed his spot and Remus relaxed. Severus pulled out halfway and then back in. He was slow until Remus was stretched. Remus started to moan under him. Severus knew that the sandy-haired boy was enjoying it. Severus adjusted himself. He thrust in again and again. He fell himself was coming. He cried out Remus' name as he came. Remus felt him come it was a feeling that he knew he would get use to. Severus pulled out and did a cleaning spell.

"I wish we could stay here and do this again." Severus looked at the clock. "It is almost 11. And the dance is over at 12."

Remus looked at the clock too. "Fine. Can I walk you down to the dungeons."

"Sure." They got dressed and left to room. Remus wanted to hold hands but they might come across someone. They made it to the dungeons with out anyone seeing them. They could hear the music play from the Great Hall.

"So…" Remus knew not what to say. Severus kissed him and then descended the stairs. Remus turned and went to his room. He would sleep even if a train would hit him.