Chapter Four- Snape's REAL Worst Memory

Severus walked beside Lucius. It was there monthly trip to Hogsmead. Severus wanted to please Lucius so he stayed by him. His wounds had almost healed for the assault a week prier. Severus hardly came to Hogsmead but this time he had a special reason.

Severus walked to the library, hoping to find Remus reading. He did. Remus was reading by the window. The room was almost empty because most of the kids were still sleeping from last night, including Lucius. Severus walked up to the young boy. He grabbed the boy's collar and pulled him into a kiss. When he let go, Remus spoke.

"You could of just asked." He smiled. They sat on the long couch. Remus sat his head in Severus lap. "I dreamt of you last night."

"I had a run in with Lucius. He knew." Remus sat up and looked at Severus.

"Did he hurt you?" Severus nodded.

"Badly. But I would let him do it to me a hundred times, just so I could see you."

"Do you want to meet me in Hogsmead in a week. I want to be alone with you."

So Severus was now in Hogsmead to see Remus. Lucius grabbed his arm. "I am taking Narcissa to that hotel. I want you to stay away form Lupin." He headed off with Narcissa. Severus went to the sweets shop to get Remus something and to get rid of Goyle and Crabbe. He exited to the shop and looked around. "Stupid dolts." He walked around not knowing where to go. Severus. His name was spoken softly. He turned to see Remus in an alley way. He nearly ran to meet Remus.

"I didn't know where to go." Remus looked around.

"Lucius does not know where you are?"

"No he is with Narcissa at the Lamp Lighter Hotel. He sent Crabbe and Goyle to watch me but I lost them in Honrydukes." Severus laughed, while Remus smiled.

"I got a special place for us. Come." Remus took Severus' hand and they walked. Soon Severus realized were he was going.

"The Shrieking Shack?"

"Severus." Remus stopped. "I am a werewolf." Remus did not look at Severus shocked face. "I was bitten when I was about eight. My friends know and now I want you to know." Severus picked up Remus' chin with his hand.

"Is that why you have those scars?" Remus nodded, Severus let out a sigh. "I don't care about that. I have a secret too. Well two of them. I am a half blood wizard. Also my father beat and raped me from the time I was young." Remus put his arms around Severus.

"Oh how sweet. The lovers are sharing secrets." Remus and Severus looked around to see Lucius and his gang; Narcissa, Bella, Crabbe, Goyle, Rodolphus Lestrange and his younger brother Rabastan. "Let's take them to the Shack and show them what happens to betrayers." Crabbe grabbed Severus while Rabastan grabbed Remus.

Remus was shoved to the ground and hit and Severus was tied to a chair. "Now you will see what happens when you go fuck someone else." Lucius striped Remus off his clothes and shoved his cock into the frail boy. Remus let out a scream but it was squashed by Goyle putting his cock in Remus mouth.

"Stop!" Severus cried but no one paid any attention to him. Lucius came out of Remus and Goyle moved back. Lucius stared to kick the young boy. Severus could hear the cracking of ribs. "Stop please!" But the brutality continued even harder. Lestrange and his brother put both their hard members in Remus ass, at the same time. Lucius went to Remus mouth and made the poor boy take his cock in his mouth. Narcissa and Bella were laughing so hard that they almost fell over. Lucius walked over to Severus.

"You see what you have done." Remus was bleeding and sore. Lucius went over and kick him in the head. Remus laid still, blood coming down his pale face. Severus' heart exploded. "See you later." Lucius and his gang walked out of the shack, locking the door. Severus looked at Remus. The poor boy didn't earn this.

Severus waited for what seemed hours trying to struggle out of his bonds, when he heard Potter and his gang. Even though he hated Potter and Black they would be able to help Remus. "HELP!" Severus cried, the gang opened the door with out any trouble.

"Remus!" Potter had not seen him. He ran right passed him, knocking him over. Lily came and untied Severus. Severus muttered a thank you to her and ran to Remus' side. He pushed Black and Potter aside, he held Remus' head in his arms. Remus opened his eyes.

"I guess your not the only one with pain." Remus gave a half smile. Severus looked at Peter and saw that he had a bottle of butterbeer. "Hand it over." Peter just looked at him.

"You have no right asking for his drink." Potter interrupted.

"Do want Lucius cum in your mouth, then give it." Severus took the bottle and poured a bit down Remus' mouth.

"Thank you Severus."

"What happened?" Black asked.

"Lucius found out that I had sex with Remus." He looked at the shocked faces. "Yes we are both gay. Lucius found out and punished me the night of the Yule ball. Then he found out that I was meeting Remus and came a caught us. Everyone of his gang took turns raping poor Remus." Severus was rubbing Remus hair. He then pulled up Remus pants. "I am sorry Remus." Severus was crying, Remus reached up and caressed Severus' cheek.

"Don't worry about it."

"I can." He looked at Potter and his friends. "Make sure you get him to the nurse and make him well." Severus put Remus head and the ground gently.

"Severus where are you going."

"Far from you so Lucius can never hurt you again." Severus turned and fled for the stop, tears running down his face. Later he would find out that Remus was well and happy. But Remus heart would never heal.